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2017-10-04 - DSandDrew
2017-06-13 - It's Been A While
2017-03-30 - Just a Moment (Proof of Mice)
2016-12-09 - A Moment of Forever
2016-05-12 - Laughing Lament
2015-12-01 - stranger brews
2015-06-07 - once upon a diaryland
2015-03-14 - babbling through computer concerns
2014-07-16 - stunningly missing
2011-02-16 - for lack of more, this
2011-02-03 - did we blink?
2009-12-24 - as if for no apparent reason
2009-11-26 - header
2009-11-21 - and so it goes (again)
2009-11-16 - don't get me started
2009-11-07 - recycling babble entry
2009-11-06 - the entry referred to in the next entry
2009-10-31 - what came first, actually, was the road...
2009-10-30 - forget to forget
2009-10-28 - some things never change (head trips)
2009-10-27 - i want to write
2009-04-28 - stopping by
2009-04-10 - remember candora?
2009-02-27 - and here's what you inspired (p1)
2009-01-08 - browsing emo
2009-01-07 - almost rent!
2009-01-06 - tapping the rainbow
2009-01-02 - dudeinski, where's my entry
2009-01-03 - retro writing from the inner teens
2009-01-01 - happy new year!
2008-12-23 - “a”(m)e=hhr(squared)
2008-12-22 - just one more for zoe
2008-12-21 - empathy or dreaming
2008-12-20 - any title will do
2008-12-19 - for the moment
2008-12-18 - santa baby
2008-12-17 - was it all a dream?...
2008-12-16 - dec 16 2008
2008-12-15 - if you want to make love
2008-12-14 - missing u 2
2008-12-12 - as if this has been here
2008-12-11 - holiday massage, part two
2008-12-10 - holiday message
2008-12-09 - NAKED DUET
2008-12-08 - low energy brain
2008-12-07 - easter chickens
2008-12-06 - pity the fool who understands
2008-12-05 - cuz it is easier to cheat
2008-12-04 - Real Time babble
2008-12-03 - things you already know about me
2008-12-02 - nose hairs and shit
2008-12-01 - the first of december
2008-11-30 - papaya at 2am (redux)
2008-11-29 - napped and woke (obliviously) [part two]
2008-11-28 - napped and woke (obviously)
2008-11-27 - oh, the 42 of it all
2008-11-26 - first, kill all the laywers
2008-11-25 - philaughsophy
2008-11-24 - keeping in touch with time
2008-11-23 - let dolphins run wall street
2008-11-22 - blogmad again
2008-11-21 - remembering shari
2008-11-20 - blame it on smash
2008-11-19 - wanna get lucky, well, do ya?
2008-11-18 - so life is good...
2008-11-17 - may we learn from our mistakes
2008-11-16 - be the cat
2008-07-27 - cha
2008-01-19 - long lost babbler
2007-02-10 - too much for myspace?
2007-02-09 - a collection of reflections
2007-02-08 - streams of consciousness comments
2007-02-07 - and nobody said what (in chapter and verse)
2007-02-06 - and nobody said what
2007-02-05 - the heart of the matter
2007-02-04 - full circle
2007-02-03 - three from RealTime™
2007-02-02 - I miss Velveeta
2007-02-01 - is anybody getting any of this?
2007-01-31 - wtf?
2007-01-30 - the z0tl context
2007-01-29 - dontcha just love the roller coaster
2007-01-28 - speaking of positivity
2007-01-27 - what grade are we in again? (part 2)
2007-01-26 - what grade are we in again?
2007-01-25 - words on the net
2007-01-24 - life on the concert floor
2007-01-23 - you're certainly a thrill (part two)
2007-01-22 - you're certainly a thrill
2007-01-21 - the dt chronicles (part 5)
2007-01-20 - the dt chronicles (part 4)
2007-01-19 - the dt chronicles (part 3)
2007-01-18 - the dt chronicles (part 2)
2007-01-17 - the dt chronicles...
2007-01-16 - my friend z0tl
2007-01-15 - Egia Bat Esateagatik - Gabriel Aresti
2007-01-14 - Poesia - Gabriel Aresti
2007-01-13 - once again, with gusto: why I am here
2007-01-12 - future inspiration from yesterday
2007-01-11 - subliminal advertising works
2007-01-10 - performance art
2007-01-09 - there was a blog, a very strange enchanted blog
2007-01-08 - from RealTime™ to myspace (part 4)
2007-01-07 - from RealTime™ to myspace (part 3)
2007-01-06 - from RealTime™ to myspace (part 2)
2007-01-05 - from RealTime™ to myspace
2007-01-04 - random internet tests (part 4)
2007-01-03 - random internet tests (part 3)
2007-01-02 - more random internet tests
2007-01-01 - random internet tests
2006-12-31 - last day of the year
2006-12-30 - tonight
2006-12-29 - your humble commenter (part 4)
2006-12-28 - your humble commenter (part 3)
2006-12-27 - your humble commenter (part 2)
2006-12-26 - your humble commenter (part 1)
2006-12-25 - celebration of loves
2006-12-24 - a celebration of love
2006-12-23 - slice of me (part 2)
2006-12-22 - slice of me (part 1)
2006-12-20 - Z SAID, C SAID
2006-12-19 - personally, I don't believe in personal ads
2006-12-18 - pieces of candor
2006-12-17 - you said you wanted to know
2006-12-11 - concert shorts (?)
2006-12-10 - concert happenings (front row center)
2006-12-09 - head medicine
2006-12-21 - semi-conscious
2006-12-16 - Happy Birthday!
2006-12-08 - from Sinatra to Metallica
2006-12-07 - further adventures at myspace
2006-12-06 - sappy
2006-12-05 - is babbling really so weird?
2006-12-04 - once upon a myspace (part 2)
2006-12-03 - once upon a myspace
2006-12-02 - continuing sagas
2006-12-01 - shhh...
2006-12-15 - real time illusions
2006-11-30 - spiraling through time
2006-11-29 - double or nothing
2006-11-28 - fools rush in, please
2006-11-27 - holy crap, Joseph, it could have been Jesus
2006-11-26 - returning to music
2006-11-25 - commentations
2006-11-24 - referrals and revelations
2006-11-22 - real time (with relish)
2006-12-14 - government man 2 (part 2)
2006-12-13 - government man 2 (part 1)
2006-12-12 - government man
2006-11-21 - not just a flake
2006-11-20 - returning to babbling (part 2)
2006-11-16 - returning to babbling (part 1)
2006-11-15 - Barb and Ray
2006-11-14 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 3 1/2)
2006-11-13 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 3, now with ice cream!)
2006-11-12 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 2 1/2)
2006-11-11 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 2, now with pizza!)
2006-11-10 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 1 1/2)
2006-11-09 - rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part one)
2006-11-08 - just a little madness with the z0tls (part 3)
2006-11-07 - just a little madness with the z0tls (part 2)
2006-11-06 - just a little madness with the z0tls (part 1)
2006-11-05 - now now
2006-12-05 - NYC born and raised and gone
2006-11-04 - NYC stories (part 2)
2006-11-03 - NYC stories (part 1)
2006-11-02 - lament for NYC
2006-12-03 - weekend commenters wanted
2006-11-01 - title to follow
2006-10-31 - hallow what?
2006-10-30 - the pre-eve entry
2006-10-29 - random commentary (part 7)
2006-10-28 - random commentary (part 6)
2006-10-27 - random commentary (part 5)
2006-10-26 - random commentary (part 4)
2006-10-24 - random commentary (part 3)
2006-10-22 - random commentary (part 2)
2006-10-21 - for PJ
2006-10-19 - random commentary (part 1)
2006-11-23 - today is Thanksz0tl
2006-10-18 - second chances
2006-10-17 - yeah, or better yet, woah!... in fact, woah! woah! woah!
2006-10-16 - being the continuing story of the bungalow babbler
2006-10-15 - being oh?
2006-12-02 - I am such a freaking dummy...
2006-10-13 - literary symbiosis
2006-10-12 - another day, another concert
2006-10-11 - the grim reaper (part 2)
2006-10-10 - the grim reaper (part 1)
2006-10-09 - slices
2006-10-08 - start again (again)
2006-11-19 - special college football edition (part 2)
2006-11-18 - special college football edition (part 1)
2006-11-17 - blogs gone wild
2006-10-06 - profiles and passions
2006-10-05 - and then there's Meg and Dia
2006-10-04 - what do you have to say for yourself?
2006-10-03 - mood swings
2006-10-02 - what kind of fool am I?
2006-10-01 - and so it goes (again)
2006-09-30 - I didn’t mention I chewed gum for seven hours straight, did I?
2006-09-29 - it really was no miracle, what happened was just this
2006-09-28 - shameless self-promotion
2006-09-27 - perhaps expounding is not the right word
2006-09-26 - half a pint
2006-09-25 - sleeping?
2006-09-24 - starting over (sort of)
2006-11-06 - BOO!
2006-10-14 - I love you for still being here
2006-10-07 - welcome back DC
2006-09-23 - ADD, the blessing, the curse
2006-09-22 - things you never really wanted to know about laundry and stuff
2006-09-21 - erp
2006-09-20 - life offline part three
2006-09-19 - football weekend
2006-09-18 - babble on!
2006-09-30 - a night in the life
2006-09-24 - tolerance prevails
2006-09-17 - three years
2006-09-16 - so where were we?...
2006-09-15 - Three from RealTime™
2006-09-13 - NCAAF College Football Polls
2006-09-12 - so what about that college football?
2006-09-11 - normal human way
2006-09-10 - but how can I be sure in a world that's constantly changing?
2006-09-09 - Act II
2006-09-08 - what we have here is a ramble
2006-09-14 - and the excitement continues to build (part 14)
2006-09-07 - well ok then
2006-09-06 - what's going on now
2006-09-05 - whine, cheese, and nuts
2006-09-04 - I fear we do
2006-09-03 - Dear Boss
2006-09-02 - and the changes (work whine)
2006-09-01 - thank you Barbara Streisand
2006-08-31 - all shook up
2006-08-30 - don't forget to tell Meg Ryan
2006-08-29 - be responsible, vote!
2006-08-28 - life is a song of love
2006-08-27 - ah, another work vent (have a nice day)
2006-08-26 - all at once
2006-08-25 - don't give anybody the power to bring you down
2006-08-24 - peeling the onion (part 4)
2006-08-23 - priceless
2006-08-22 - foiled again
2006-08-21 - random shopping list
2006-08-20 - keeping up with the jones
2006-08-19 - diastraction
2006-08-18 - still a few days behind, sorta
2006-08-17 - some nights
2006-08-16 - MaD
2006-08-15 - my wish tonight
2006-08-13 - whatever (another work night)
2006-08-14 - today minus two (again)
2006-08-12 - sleep writing (revisited?)
2006-08-11 - musics
2006-08-08 - like an old friend
2006-08-07 - bullocks!
2006-08-06 - how many days does it take to get to the center of the universe?
2006-08-05 - checking up
2006-08-04 - waiting
2006-08-03 - getting there
2006-08-02 - random linkage # 36.7
2006-08-01 - peeling the onion (part 2)
2006-07-31 - peeling the onion (part 1)
2006-07-30 - more about me
2006-07-29 - profile again
2006-07-28 - agelessness
2006-07-27 - round here
2006-08-10 - coming back to real time (minus 2)
2006-07-26 - keep your balls in the air
2006-07-25 - onions need peeling
2006-07-24 - freakin frak
2006-04-09 - some personal ponderings
2006-07-23 - dreamer
2006-07-22 - fuck it 2
2006-07-21 - fuck it
2006-07-20 - you can go home again
2006-07-19 - ridiculous
2006-08-09 - returning to the moment for a moment (minus 2)
2006-07-18 - fractal images of the me I might be
2006-05-14 - scattered links
2006-04-05 - say it again (part 2)
2006-04-03 - say it again
2006-07-17 - more comments I have known
2006-07-16 - comments I have known
2006-07-15 - the many, the few
2006-07-14 - desire to share
2006-07-13 - wants and needs
2006-07-12 - personal characteristics
2006-07-11 - mesh, meh, or something like that
2006-07-10 - how do we communicate?
2006-07-09 - is there any harm in harmony?
2006-07-08 - what attracts what? (and thoughts on ageism)
2006-07-07 - holy crapmoley, what's happening?
2006-06-26 - warped tour 2006
2006-06-08 - and then there were three
2006-07-06 - so much is missing
2006-07-05 - time passes in silence (a bit of the real)
2006-07-03 - where the heck have you been (part 2)
2006-07-02 - where the heck have you been (part 1)
2006-07-01 - suddenly, this summer
2006-06-30 - pre-shit
2006-06-29 - is anyone still here?
2006-06-19 - always looking for the bigger picture
2006-06-18 - and on another night I pondered
2006-04-02 - about the religious haters
2006-06-16 - thoughts on moo-love, god, and humanity
2006-06-15 - catching up with romance
2006-06-10 - most of all, wanting more time
2006-04-01 - yes there is an entry for every single day
2006-06-07 - and what if I did this?
2006-06-04 - shifting gears, or something...
2006-05-29 - heads examined: priceless
2006-05-26 - here, have a cupcake...
2006-05-25 - so what's going on?
2006-05-24 - the entry that would have been
2006-05-23 - the day before yesterday
2006-05-22 - the entry you missed
2006-05-21 - blog #16
2006-05-19 - heart
2006-05-17 - release the giggle within
2006-05-16 - work, a sigh, and a giggle
2006-05-15 - from my madhouse to your couch
2006-05-13 - warning: men at housekeeping
2006-05-12 - there is not title suitible at the moment
2006-05-11 - this that and the other thing
2006-05-10 - walk the moon
2006-05-09 - this is ridiculous
2006-05-08 - the mind of a heart
2006-05-07 - another entry to be named later
2006-05-06 - if there was only more time, there'd be more
2006-05-01 - the ultimate kiss
2006-05-05 - zombified
2006-05-04 - another road to your door
2006-05-03 - music is the never ending story (part 2)
2006-05-02 - music is the never ending story
2006-04-30 - and you still wonder why I am alone?
2006-04-27 - blink
2006-04-26 - gay cocken offen yam? (isoc, part two)
2006-04-25 - islands in the stream of consciousness (isoc)
2006-04-24 - I'd like just one more party before I go
2006-04-23 - Stop The Presses!
2006-04-22 - there's really not enough time for another entry...
2006-04-21 - just one more day
2006-04-20 - broken record
2006-04-19 - blogmad is fun
2006-04-18 - technically we're not really lovers, ya know?
2006-03-26 - stupidity and patient carelessness
2006-03-25 - help help, I'm clueless and I can't...
2006-04-17 - overdue crushes
2006-04-12 - wiki birth dates in history
2006-04-11 - I'll get by with a little help from my friends
2006-04-10 - when the walls come down
2006-04-08 - wizzzz bang, woooop
2006-04-07 - two thoughts earlier
2006-03-24 - more tests and stuff
2006-03-23 - help the rich!
2006-03-22 - google me this
2006-04-06 - you say it's your birthday
2006-04-04 - still bleeding stardust (i was)
2006-03-21 - treading water
2006-03-31 - work life in black and white
2006-03-30 - web wanderings and blogmad stuff
2006-03-29 - my mind is weary now
2006-03-28 - nothing much (again?)
2006-03-27 - pondering this blogging life (and shedding a river of tears)...
2006-03-20 - return of the blogmadding babbler
2006-03-19 - personal babbling
2006-03-17 - past due entry
2006-03-16 - for the googlers
2006-03-15 - space for another future entry
2006-03-10 - musical survey
2006-03-08 - stuff I check out now and then
2006-03-18 - gone blodmad!
2006-03-14 - a personal ad, then
2006-03-07 - VARB ratings and other mindless diversions (formatted for your protection)
2006-03-13 - something about the philosophy of blogging, maybe
2006-03-12 - twinkle twinkle
2006-03-11 - the day the Earth went blogMad!
2006-03-09 - let's just face it, I'm a pervert
2006-03-06 - about love, animal attractions, and stardust
2006-03-05 - there are lessons to be learned
2006-03-04 - be rhyme (the pre-Oscars entry)
2006-03-02 - much afk time
2006-03-01 - back to the beginning again
2006-02-28 - welcome to the mind of a babbling web wanderer
2006-02-27 - work whining and the point of it all
2006-02-25 - I'm distracted, you're cute
2006-03-03 - it's alive!
2006-02-24 - when in doubt, click here
2006-02-26 - fantasy baseball (again)
2006-02-23 - not conciliatory, but fun
2006-02-22 - mid-week mumbles
2006-02-21 - getting to the real
2006-02-21 - the flow
2006-02-20 - sometimes I wonder why I continue...
2006-02-19 - filibuster for freedom
2006-02-18 - Johari Window and other thoughts
2006-02-17 - confession time (part 1)
2006-02-16 - those darned googling maniacs
2006-02-15 - today, yesterday, tomorrow
2006-02-14 - a free style event
2006-02-13 - commenting on someone else's commenters
2006-02-12 - thoughts on masks, fat, and celebrations
2006-02-11 - wandering around again (to be completed)
2006-02-10 - the best blonde joke ever (and religion and potlitics too)
2006-02-09 - windmills of my mind
2006-02-08 - SDPI (Work Improvement Thoughts)
2006-02-07 - and this is where I wandered this week
2006-02-04 - teach your children well (hanging participles)
2006-02-06 - what I did on my summer vacation
2006-02-03 - laughter at the madhouse
2006-02-05 - yesterday's entry (incomplete again)
2006-02-02 - mind dump #1000102
2006-02-01 - not really waking
2006-01-30 - mind dump #1000101
2006-01-31 - ROCKIN!
2006-01-27 - lost in space
2006-01-26 - riders on the storm
2006-01-30 - cracking up
2006-01-29 - parts of the entries that would have been here had I not fallen asleep in the middle of writing them...
2006-01-25 - illusions: religion and politics (revisited)
2006-01-24 - life in the quniverse
2006-01-23 - illusions
2006-01-22 - and then I said...
2006-01-21 - the written word
2006-01-20 - something about tangled webs
2006-01-19 - googlers from hell
2006-01-18 - deep thoughts about lightening up
2006-01-17 - and this is where I wandered this week
2006-01-16 - welcome to the phratry
2006-01-15 - Magic Mirror and Rate Your Life
2006-01-14 - we've gotten so dam good at changing the channel
2006-01-13 - everything would be so different...
2006-01-12 - random thoughts
2006-01-11 - coming out of it, sorta
2006-01-10 - expect nothing, get everything...
2006-01-09 - pedophile
2006-01-08 - and then this happened...
2006-01-07 - five random things
2006-01-06 - maybe I think too much
2006-01-05 - this entry is bipolar
2006-01-04 - about me, about you, about us
2006-01-03 - part of an entry almost written
2006-01-02 - breakfast after 10
2006-01-01 - religion and politics (and other fantasies)
2005-12-31 - Happy New Year
2005-12-30 - the question is?
2005-12-29 - 202 Things with Nicim (Part 3)
2005-12-28 - 202 Things with Nicim (Part 2)
2005-12-27 - 202 Things With Nicim
2005-12-26 - fugue in me minor (Parts 1,2,3)
2005-12-25 - merry happy and always (for 2)
2005-12-24 - the night before xmas
2005-12-23 - construction, reconstruction, language, and me
2005-12-22 - ibishkabibble
2005-12-21 - political rhetro-ric
2005-12-20 - me and my comments, strolling down through cyberspace...
2005-12-19 - about me and you
2005-12-18 - getting better all the time
2005-12-16 - merry happy and always
2005-12-14 - cultural references
2005-12-13 - healing
2005-12-12 - code in da node
2005-12-11 - slacker scratching entry
2005-12-10 - those dang googling tricksters
2005-12-17 - King Kong and wanderings
2005-12-09 - mystery guest genius
2005-12-15 - boopoopeedoop (the lost lesson)
2005-12-08 - google must be right
2005-12-07 - I forgot what this entry was about
2005-12-06 - we interrupt this interruption for another interruption
2005-12-05 - the end of the world as I know it, maybe
2005-12-04 - 202 Things with Cutething
2005-12-03 - the ultimate phase
2005-12-01 - decades
2005-11-30 - points of departure (file-dump)
2005-11-29 - 101 Things, The Trilogy
2005-11-28 - between a rock and myspace (period)
2005-11-27 - a day in the life of an adult friend finder
2005-11-26 - all we need is love love love
2005-11-25 - Blodmad!
2005-11-23 - random information
2005-11-21 - boingboing
2005-11-20 - maintenence
2005-12-05 - mundane details
2005-12-02 - always love
2005-11-15 - it's your birthday and I'm unfukd
2005-12-02 - more notes
2005-11-19 - notes 16
2005-11-18 - notes 15
2005-11-17 - notes 14
2005-11-16 - notes 13
2005-11-14 - notes 12
2005-11-11 - notes 11
2005-11-09 - notes 10
2005-11-08 - notes 9
2005-11-07 - notes 8
2005-11-06 - notes 7
2005-12-02 - whatever will be will be
2005-11-24 - and the landslide brings you down
2005-11-22 - a night of reflection, introspection, protest, confession, and more (with the best of intentions)...
2005-11-13 - sentimental journeys
2005-11-12 - emergency broadcast
2005-11-10 - a brief interlude
2005-11-05 - the power of sex commands you
2005-11-04 - the cynic holds court
2005-11-03 - google makes strange bedfellows
2005-11-02 - people to know, places to go
2005-11-01 - is it serious, or is it memorex
2005-10-31 - how goes yours?
2005-10-30 - sunday morning sunshine
2005-10-29 - all or nothing about me (religion, politics, government, me, you, a few friends, a little lust, and lots of links)
2005-10-28 - continuing the entry that was several
2005-10-27 - 101 Things, The Sequel
2005-10-26 - expanding entries
2005-10-25 - loss of power
2005-10-24 - thoughts on god on the net
2005-10-23 - I found iGod
2005-10-26 - soon to be several entries
2005-10-22 - Twig Twig! or... missed you, journalcon, $pinch, lottery ticket offer, Dr. Francestein, beware of Blogathon, learning a new language, and family)
2005-10-21 - 200 Things with Luva
2005-10-20 - shots of the real
2005-10-19 - contemplations on fame amidst impressive readings from the book of appropriate headdress, chapter 32: underwear
2005-10-18 - 101 Things
2005-10-17 - words on the net
2005-10-16 - something about the writing
2005-10-15 - a night in the life (and ongoing death) of fat Elvis
2005-10-14 - escaping into your minds
2005-10-14 - it's all about me, right?
2005-10-13 - more work crap
2005-10-12 - work crap
2005-10-11 - introspection, sort of
2005-10-10 - night and day
2005-10-09 - thank you for more
2005-10-08 - welcome to the orgy
2005-10-07 - I'm not in love (maybe)...
2005-10-06 - hodge podge
2005-10-05 - from where I sit, life is a mess...
2005-10-04 - the random meatball incident (part one)
2005-10-03 - beyond 42
2005-10-02 - reaching for new worlds
2005-10-01 - browsing without writing (part 1)
2005-09-30 - my place in this world
2005-09-29 - blog madness
2005-09-28 - gee, glee, glia
2005-09-27 - pieces of worklife and so on...
2005-09-26 - dream a little dream, or few
2005-09-25 - tagged again, among other things...
2005-09-24 - not to step on any toes, but...
2005-09-23 - conversations
2005-09-22 - I suffer from bloat...
2005-09-21 - maybe I should write shorter entries...
2005-09-20 - four of a kind
2005-09-19 - sleepy at work
2005-09-19 - this is an entry to stay awake
2005-09-18 - Rage For Mississippi
2005-09-18 - Mississippi in Pain
2005-09-18 - hey America...
2005-09-17 - notes from this week
2005-09-16 - another night, another game (work)
2005-09-15 - time ran out tonight
2005-09-15 - later that same night...
2005-09-14 - work, vaginas, and delicate diplomacy
2005-09-13 - look at your child
2005-09-13 - what I do for a living...
2005-09-12 - how fat are you?
2005-09-12 - falling in love again
2005-09-12 - rambling at work
2005-09-11 - 911
2005-09-10 - obsessions of the moment
2005-09-09 - parties, politics, pets, and heros
2005-09-09 - A Rant From Mississippi
2005-09-08 - I finally turned off the news...
2005-09-07 - A Sigh From Mississippi
2005-09-06 - part of an email to a friend
2005-09-06 - I need a good prayer...
2005-09-05 - on the news
2005-09-04 - Cheers for Michael (and...)
2005-09-04 - card games starts at 8, bring chips
2005-09-04 - it's a madhouse...
2005-09-03 - Dear Mr. President
2005-09-03 - What Made America Famous
2005-09-03 - Stargazer helps
2005-09-02 - Anger From Mississippi
2005-09-02 - too much, too little, too late
2005-09-02 - help me if you can...
2005-09-02 - we interrupt this life in black and white for another look at the news...
2005-09-01 - come on people... now
2005-09-01 - your tax dollars at work
2005-09-01 - all together now
2005-09-01 - Hope Live In Mississippi
2005-08-31 - blessed that I can
2005-08-31 - A Message from Mississippi
2005-08-30 - beyond distraction
2005-08-29 - I will always be a storm
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2005-08-28 - Meme with Meaning
2005-08-27 - diversity
2005-08-26 - browsing around
2005-08-25 - the story below (random story generator)
2005-08-24 - some sort of a trinity
2005-08-23 - that's what it's all about
2005-08-22 - honors
2005-08-22 - hello googlers and other searchers...
2005-08-21 - tell me all your thoughts on...
2005-08-20 - crashing the cherry bomb
2005-08-19 - the wild cherry lifesaver interlude
2005-08-18 - playing with dolls (part one)
2005-08-17 - slicing real life thin
2005-08-16 - moments
2005-08-16 - a bit of a bout of
2005-08-15 - or maybe tomorrow
2005-08-13 - busy busy busy
2005-08-12 - stumbling through a browsing marathon
2005-08-11 - mind candy
2005-08-10 - another work ramble
2005-08-09 - a sad reflection on blogathon
2005-08-08 - we are what we know (we can be so much more)
2005-08-08 - eh, what do I know?
2005-08-08 - it's about work...
2005-08-08 - nothing ventured, you know
2005-08-07 - and these be them
2005-08-07 - change the world
2005-08-07 - it can be Xmas the whole year long
2005-08-07 - doing something
2005-08-07 - simple appeal
2005-08-07 - only you can do your part
2005-08-07 - reason to love
2005-08-07 - prisoner in disguise
2005-08-07 - looking around
2005-08-07 - so what else is new?
2005-08-07 - I'm not heavy, I'm your brother
2005-08-07 - how to turn me on (alien or not)
2005-08-07 - questions to ponder at 3AM
2005-08-07 - to all the girls I loved before
2005-08-07 - start with my eyes
2005-08-07 - blablablabla
2005-08-07 - these are the days that I won't get back
2005-08-07 - life without the internet
2005-08-07 - from reality to fantasy (a first entry)
2005-08-06 - something from the semi-autobiographical files
2005-08-06 - responding to notes
2005-08-06 - trust is deeper than lust
2005-08-06 - my fondest dream
2005-08-06 - do a good thing
2005-08-06 - the power of words (poe)
2005-08-06 - fluffy depths
2005-08-06 - see here
2005-08-06 - about god, God, and gods... and dogs
2005-08-06 - still running a little behind
2005-08-06 - the pretend entry
2005-08-06 - how to blogathon
2005-08-06 - time keeps on slippin, slippin, slippin...
2005-08-06 - unplans
2005-08-06 - what, me late?
2005-08-06 - beautiful dreamers
2005-08-06 - and then I paused to order food
2005-08-06 - for the animals (us too)
2005-08-06 - I will not eat the pie
2005-08-06 - honesty is beauty
2005-08-06 - the rape of metaphors
2005-08-06 - driven to distraction...
2005-08-06 - inspirations
2005-08-06 - the cause (and causes)
2005-08-06 - pausing already?
2005-08-06 - shortcuts
2005-08-06 - fill your own entry box
2005-08-06 - breasts are not fair
2005-08-06 - strike two
2005-08-06 - wake up call
2005-08-04 - pictures
2005-08-03 - not disappearing yet
2005-08-02 - maybe
2005-08-01 - porn, and other amusements
2005-07-31 - august dreams
2005-07-30 - little things
2005-07-29 - not quite random wanderings (friends old, friends new)
2005-07-28 - more odds and ends again
2005-07-27 - further along the prompting path...
2005-07-26 - putting up the prompts (and secrets they reveal)
2005-07-25 - blessings
2005-07-24 - blogathons and other strangers
2005-07-23 - unfinished
2005-07-22 - jaded or faded or blue (the flip side)
2005-07-21 - something about love
2005-07-20 - excuse me while I adjust my crotch fan
2005-07-19 - the fan
2005-07-18 - googlers and other strangers
2005-07-17 - and now we wait...
2005-07-17 - pausing for Potter
2005-07-14 - personal letter
2005-07-15 - just have a few moments
2005-07-13 - busy signals
2005-07-12 - blahs, bugs, and beautiful people...
2005-07-11 - a lazy Monday with Anna and Ben
2005-07-10 - doing nothing, going nowhere, but still rambling
2005-07-09 - if you understand what I mean (part two)
2005-07-08 - if you understand what I mean
2005-07-07 - someday I will rest again...
2005-07-06 - more memes
2005-07-05 - not an entry
2005-07-04 - 4th of July
2005-07-03 - Friday on a Sunday
2005-07-02 - memes galore
2005-07-01 - this is the one where I tell you where I've been (again)...
2005-07-09 - rambling on through the day
2005-07-08 - tagged
2005-06-30 - simply not enough time
2005-06-29 - loving linkers 2 (part one)
2005-06-28 - afterthought
2005-06-27 - internet fantasies
2005-06-26 - further through the mind of an egotistical maniac
2005-06-25 - back to the beginning once again
2005-06-24 - working entry
2005-06-23 - odds and ends
2005-06-22 - Friday Feasts 3
2005-06-21 - Friday Feasts 2
2005-06-20 - Friday Feasts
2005-06-19 - Wednesday Whatevers
2005-06-18 - Sunday Brunch
2005-06-17 - and so it goes...
2005-06-16 - conversations lala16
2005-06-15 - conversations lala15
2005-06-14 - conversations lala14
2005-06-13 - conversations lala13
2005-06-12 - conversations lala12
2005-06-11 - conversations lala11
2005-06-10 - conversations lala10
2005-06-09 - conversations lala9
2005-06-08 - conversations lala8
2005-06-07 - conversations lala7
2005-06-06 - conversations lala6
2005-06-05 - conversations lala5
2005-06-04 - conversations lala4
2005-06-03 - conversations lala3
2005-06-02 - conversations lala2
2005-06-01 - conversations lala1
2005-06-25 - on the crest...
2005-06-20 - I shall return
2005-06-15 - continuing
2005-06-14 - in the beginning
2005-06-09 - beyond sleep
2005-06-08 - but I can't leave now, I have unfinished madness...
2005-06-06 - I love you J
2005-05-31 - it's strange, living in my head, sometimes
2005-05-30 - trying an entry from work
2005-05-29 - show me the kwa
2005-05-28 - turned on, turned off, turned out...
2005-05-28 - today
2005-05-27 - incomplete
2005-05-26 - salads and googlers
2005-05-25 - stocks and bonds
2005-05-25 - day of rest
2005-05-24 - breaking it down
2005-05-23 - Sunday at the festival
2005-05-22 - on with the festival
2005-05-21 - enter the festival
2005-05-20 - Monday Madness
2005-05-19 - so much to do
2005-05-18 - a clean pair of underwear
2005-05-17 - profiles in folly
2005-05-24 - hey, where've ya been?
2005-05-16 - music and meetings
2005-05-15 - unconscious mutterings
2005-05-15 - delayed reactions
2005-05-14 - just a lazy Saturday
2005-05-13 - another pause for Mr. Clause
2005-05-12 - living in the material world
2005-05-11 - you don't have to be alone
2005-05-10 - poof
2005-05-09 - vastness
2005-05-08 - of mice, men, pain, & cable
2005-05-07 - life outside of my head
2005-05-06 - sunrise semester
2005-05-05 - I feel hippie
2005-05-04 - there was not going to be an entry today, but then this happened...
2005-05-03 - and the excitement continues to build...
2005-05-02 - can you hear me?
2005-05-01 - is Timothy Leary really dead?
2005-04-30 - rambling up to date
2005-04-29 - hello
2005-04-28 - on with the music
2005-04-27 - and what do you think?
2005-04-26 - chasing time
2005-04-25 - zynchronizity
2005-04-24 - save the shred!
2005-04-23 - just tell us you love us
2005-04-22 - so little time
2005-04-21 - on becoming more real with me
2005-04-20 - if madness is contageous, then it's all good...
2005-04-19 - a z0tl is a terrible thing to waste
2005-04-18 - I live on wishful thinking...
2005-04-17 - and why are you out there?
2005-04-16 - are you coming and going?
2005-04-15 - rambing on through the night (with a little help from my friends)
2005-04-14 - tell it well
2005-04-13 - pondering pandering, loving music, and trival pursuits
2005-04-12 - testitis
2005-04-11 - testing, 1, 2, 3
2005-04-10 - you've got a choice
2005-04-09 - time to make the donuts...
2005-04-08 - from the wanderings of a diary addict
2005-04-07 - and then another day happened...
2005-04-06 - can you let it go?
2005-04-05 - all sorts of things
2005-04-04 - Disney, Josh, and belated April Fools
2005-04-03 - stumbling through walls
2005-04-02 - all we need is love....
2005-04-01 - April Fools, but no jokes
2005-03-31 - googlism
2005-03-30 - another fantasy baseball league?...
2005-03-28 - the day before the day before
2005-03-29 - for you
2005-03-27 - reflecting pool
2005-03-26 - missing
2005-03-25 - stating the obvious
2005-03-24 - later
2005-03-23 - stranger melodies
2005-03-22 - a day of rest
2005-03-21 - stumbling toward harmony
2005-03-20 - frustrations and blessings
2005-03-20 - from elsewhere
2005-03-19 - missed opportunities
2005-03-18 - tyrd
2005-03-17 - more odds and ends
2005-03-16 - don't call your baby Pooky in the Philippines...
2005-03-15 - links to links, googles, and maybe even you
2005-03-20 - re-evaluating time, place, and DLand
2005-03-14 - lots o' sleep
2005-03-13 - music reminds me of where I've been
2005-03-13 - haunting
2005-03-12 - what's it all about, A?
2005-03-11 - it's the end of another work week...
2005-03-10 - one of those lists
2005-03-09 - tickles
2005-03-08 - a collection of smaller entries
2005-03-07 - parties of second parts
2005-03-07 - it all comes out in the wash (bonus entry for my all-nighters)
2005-03-06 - I love my peoples
2005-03-05 - at least I'm popular with SPAM (and you're popular with me)
2005-03-04 - randomania (getting to know me)
2005-03-04 - googling
2005-03-03 - kilowatt inspired
2005-03-03 - is this any way to run a psychiatric hospital?
2005-03-02 - sometimes life is the entry
2005-03-01 - the roller coaster ride continues
2005-02-28 - does sweet music go with pure porn pandering?
2005-02-28 - talking to my angel
2005-02-27 - old friends, bookends
2005-02-27 - thank you, dear .1%
2005-02-26 - the private, the public, the thank yous
2005-02-26 - the entry that wasn't the entry it intended to be
2005-02-26 - patterns in links (part one)
2005-02-25 - my day so far
2005-02-24 - hmmmm, did I order up some more frustration?
2005-02-23 - just another night at home (again)
2005-02-22 - may you be giggling by the end of this entry (in spite of me)...
2005-02-21 - facing something
2005-02-20 - diaryland sermons and sunday boners
2005-02-19 - lazy mind
2005-02-19 - survival
2005-02-18 - another daily life entry
2005-02-17 - eighteen miles high
2005-02-16 - wouldn't it be nice
2005-02-15 - Jack Handy did not write this entry
2005-02-14 - alone
2005-02-13 - very strange indeed
2005-02-12 - Saturday so far
2005-02-11 - it was a dark and stormy night...
2005-02-10 - aural slut
2005-02-09 - once upon a time in brooklyn
2005-02-08 - scraps
2005-02-07 - odds and ends
2005-02-06 - I said hope, dammit!
2005-02-06 - hope (I hope)
2005-02-05 - I believe in you
2005-02-04 - another Friday
2005-02-03 - everybody wants to be a VIP
2005-02-02 - odd thomas gets naked
2005-02-01 - when the phone stops ringing
2005-01-31 - just left of pathos
2005-01-30 - value
2005-01-30 - shine
2005-01-30 - timeless creative romantic soul
2005-01-30 - just like life
2005-01-29 - with apologies to dairy
2005-01-29 - Swiss Rolls, Part Two
2005-01-28 - have another Swiss Roll (part one)
2005-01-27 - there's no business like show business
2005-01-26 - quick catch up until...
2005-01-25 - until next time
2005-01-24 - and this week...
2005-01-23 - don't show me the news
2005-01-23 - so here we are
2005-01-22 - new space, BOTTS
2005-01-22 - mostly because
2005-01-21 - is Diaryland as we knew it going away?
2005-01-20 - with Diaryland down
2005-01-19 - hope can be dangerous
2005-01-18 - so much to see, so little time
2005-01-17 - I think it's time for sleep now
2005-01-16 - and Saturday was relaxing...
2005-01-15 - I forgot what I did Friday...
2005-01-14 - turn left at Saturn
2005-01-13 - in this diary...
2005-01-12 - dancing naked in my mind field
2005-01-11 - someday we'll get to the point
2005-01-10 - the entry before the next one
2005-01-09 - there are moments when I feel...
2005-01-08 - I seek the open mind
2005-01-07 - another random email
2005-01-06 - notes 6
2005-01-05 - and time passes again...
2005-01-04 - secret codes in emails and the bloggies
2005-01-03 - remembering...
2005-01-02 - party on, precious readers
2005-01-01 - and this is where I wandered...
2004-12-31 - merry happy new year
2004-12-30 - notes
2004-12-30 - notes 5
2004-12-30 - notes 4
2004-12-30 - notes 3
2004-12-30 - notes 2
2004-12-30 - notes 1
2004-12-29 - tsunami
2004-12-28 - sharing the silence
2004-12-27 - googlers and other searchers
2004-12-26 - resting
2004-12-26 - ok, start again
2004-12-25 - the irony...
2004-12-25 - just crying
2004-12-25 - all that's left are grumblings
2004-12-25 - alas
2004-12-25 - and so this is Xmas
2004-12-24 - from an empty head
2004-12-23 - by node id clogged
2004-12-22 - and then the phone died...
2004-12-21 - not all candora and roses
2004-12-20 - on youth and aging
2004-12-20 - intimacy vs loneliness
2004-12-20 - explaining not explaining (or something like that)
2004-12-20 - the question is rhetorical, in case you didn't know
2004-12-19 - would it mean more if I wrote it in blood?
2004-12-18 - the rest of the story
2004-12-17 - lust for smoog
2004-12-16 - tonight will have to wait until tomorrow
2004-12-15 - not enough time for an entry
2004-12-14 - and the you I mean most is me...
2004-12-13 - maybe I use the word you too much?
2004-12-12 - and the sloth arrived on time to spend today in my body...
2004-12-11 - and I follow where they lead (the winds of chance)...
2004-12-10 - meanwhile, in the real world...
2004-12-09 - enigma
2004-12-08 - infinite possibilities
2004-12-07 - word.
2004-12-06 - nowhere man
2004-12-05 - yesterday
2004-12-04 - wandering
2004-12-03 - blame it on TV
2004-12-02 - can I have just another breath?
2004-12-02 - and back to real time again
2004-12-01 - if there was only time
2004-11-30 - it was almost today once
2004-11-29 - sharing times
2004-11-28 - which part, what part, all life's entries are part...
2004-11-27 - no predicting
2004-12-02 - some kind of part three
2004-11-30 - isn't it ironic (don'tcha think?)
2004-11-26 - thanks again
2004-11-25 - just another personal ramble
2004-11-24 - a little cheating
2004-11-23 - more googlers, what else?
2004-11-22 - so how many days has it been?
2004-11-21 - and what about sex?...
2004-11-19 - old TV and unfinished thoughts
2004-11-18 - the trouble with love is...
2004-11-17 - fantasy basketball draft 2004
2004-11-16 - silence, almost...
2004-11-15 - she was born in the middle of November
2004-11-28 - in real time again (part one)
2004-11-27 - well perhaps I am not so well as I thought I was...
2004-11-22 - time rushes past when too long ignored...
2004-11-14 - there's a bright golden haze on the meadow
2004-11-14 - saturday night cartoons
2004-11-13 - entry motivated by almost pure self-interest (I think)...
2004-11-12 - on life and death
2004-11-12 - torn between two lovers...
2004-11-12 - but I'm not done with it yet
2004-11-12 - more water...
2004-11-12 - my teeth still taste like Code Red...
2004-11-11 - current movies
2004-11-11 - lightening up, I think
2004-11-10 - about the war?
2004-11-09 - and then (to the gym)...
2004-11-08 - instead of an entry
2004-11-07 - another lazy Sunday
2004-11-06 - irony or something like that
2004-11-06 - song for myself
2004-11-06 - entry down below
2004-11-05 - friday, part one (after work, before sleep, nodding)
2004-11-04 - next track
2004-11-03 - two hours...
2004-11-02 - RealTime™
2004-11-01 - backtracking again
2004-11-06 - the news for the moment...
2004-11-05 - float or flash
2004-10-31 - on my way out the door...
2004-10-31 - there was a part two, really...
2004-10-30 - will the bully always be right?
2004-10-30 - a political entry
2004-10-30 - no beating around the Bush, ok?
2004-10-30 - just another night at home (part one)
2004-10-29 - on the controversial issues of the day
2004-10-28 - brief thoughts on euthanasia
2004-10-27 - random readers
2004-10-26 - I'll stare at you if you let me
2004-10-25 - scratching the surface
2004-10-24 - stuff that fell out of (or slipped into) my head...
2004-10-23 - accord
2004-10-22 - sharing selfishness
2004-10-21 - happy birthday PJ
2004-10-20 - and now they are cutting dry wall...
2004-10-20 - 10-20... 10-20... 10-4... 4-20... 42...
2004-10-19 - life goes on
2004-10-18 - just in case you were out there...
2004-10-17 - as if there's not enough for you to miss, or read...
2004-10-17 - the excitement continues to build...
2004-10-17 - one of my puzzlets
2004-10-16 - and this is where I wandered today...
2004-10-16 - I am a brilliant dummy
2004-10-15 - I put my CDs on random and this is what happened...
2004-10-15 - all in the mind...
2004-10-14 - love a day
2004-10-13 - wonders
2004-10-12 - ignorance is only bliss when you don't know about it
2004-10-12 - it is morning and I miss you...
2004-10-11 - the real deal
2004-10-11 - ps
2004-10-11 - ps
2004-10-10 - online, offline, fine lines...
2004-10-09 - what's real and what's not and what's the difference...
2004-10-09 - this week was crazy crazy
2004-10-08 - normal human
2004-10-07 - brain dump
2004-10-06 - tonight I thought about kids fighting at school and making it on the evening news and other stuff...
2004-10-05 - almost rememberings
2004-10-04 - almost
2004-10-04 - it seemed so much easier when I lived alone...
2004-10-03 - reflections
2004-10-03 - introspection for a Saturday night (the secret to everything)
2004-10-02 - just another Saturday morning
2004-10-02 - cute things can be so beautiful
2004-09-30 - here, call this yesterday
2004-10-01 - dang, lost another long entry...
2004-09-29 - I've been cheating
2004-09-28 - impulses can be dangerouse
2004-09-28 - robbed again
2004-09-27 - ever read an entry and feel like you were meeting yourself?
2004-09-26 - and so I visited new friends
2004-09-26 - choices
2004-09-26 - and after a nap...
2004-09-26 - powerless is ok
2004-09-26 - Saturday night with Jeanne
2004-09-25 - this looks awfully familiar (radar images)
2004-09-25 - I was just sitting here listening to Ice Cream Creatures when...
2004-09-25 - morning dreaming
2004-09-24 - dig?
2004-09-23 - random hungers
2004-09-22 - a long day's entry into the night
2004-09-21 - tune in, turn on, and fit in...
2004-09-20 - worry is a misuse of the imagination
2004-09-19 - back to work again, again
2004-09-19 - the eyeballs keep moving...
2004-09-18 - the fantasy football drafts
2004-09-18 - pizza and Friends
2004-09-18 - and then...
2004-09-17 - made by human hands (part two)
2004-09-17 - made by human hands
2004-09-16 - the fates conspire against me
2004-09-15 - 24 hours is not enough
2004-09-14 - dragging through the week
2004-09-13 - on the run
2004-09-12 - faith, fate, and heart shaped gold lockets
2004-09-12 - what are you afraid of?
2004-09-11 - there's more to life than popularity
2004-09-10 - holy mongolian rhapsodies, Batman
2004-09-09 - up on the roof
2004-09-08 - don't panic
2004-09-07 - and the aftermath cometh...
2004-09-07 - last chance for fantasy football
2004-09-06 - this may be the shortest entry yet (almost)...
2004-09-05 - life indoors
2004-09-05 - more hurricane rambling (and rumbling)...
2004-09-05 - morning has broken (radar images)
2004-09-05 - still hanging in here
2004-09-04 - a little more Frances
2004-09-04 - Saturday night with Frances
2004-09-04 - up all night
2004-09-03 - oh joys, oh rapture, oh gmail!
2004-09-03 - laterzzzzzzz
2004-09-02 - things you love to hate in a roommate
2004-09-01 - speaking of namedropping...
2004-08-31 - there's no place like home
2004-08-30 - some rest, still wicked...
2004-08-29 - offline party, almost
2004-08-28 - if you search for yourself, you may find me...
2004-08-27 - your profile matters
2004-08-26 - Diaryland Survey (the second)
2004-08-26 - dancing to the sounds of throat clearing
2004-08-26 - lost another
2004-08-25 - one more day of happily ever after
2004-08-24 - the complaint department is open
2004-08-23 - busy vacation, huh?
2004-08-23 - first day back
2004-08-23 - and finally, we return to the now...
2004-08-22 - layers of fact and fantasy
2004-08-21 - my fair diary
2004-08-20 - a week after the storm
2004-08-19 - whining again
2004-08-18 - I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus
2004-08-17 - slice of the life in the dark
2004-08-16 - pen and paper
2004-08-15 - like it is...
2004-08-14 - the morning after
2004-08-13 - Charley says... Friday the 13th
2004-08-22 - lightning does strike twice
2004-08-18 - for those concerned (and the rest of ya too)
2004-08-12 - looking forward
2004-08-11 - rushed again
2004-08-10 - 366
2004-08-08 - not a failure, chapter 2
2004-08-08 - oh the browsings we can do...
2004-08-08 - life in my mind
2004-08-07 - my computer has MS
2004-08-06 - yesterday, today, tomorrow
2004-08-05 - productive thoughts
2004-08-04 - Diaryland Drift
2004-08-03 - not a failure
2004-08-02 - omigosh, not Tigger!
2004-08-01 - I ask a lot, huh?
2004-07-31 - I would like you to vote (wishes and dreams)...
2004-07-30 - self-interests and diary rings
2004-07-29 - Add an entry
2004-07-28 - meanwhile, around the living spaces...
2004-07-27 - for the love of reading...
2004-07-26 - are we ready for some football?
2004-07-25 - party all the time...
2004-07-25 - a hug made by two arms
2004-07-24 - and today...
2004-07-23 - and you're the only one who knows...
2004-07-22 - wake
2004-07-21 - time keeps on slipping slipping slipping...
2004-07-20 - time-munchers
2004-07-19 - so much more
2004-07-18 - what?
2004-07-17 - can we start again?
2004-07-16 - on the way to catching up
2004-07-15 - dam the hesitation
2004-07-14 - F911
2004-07-13 - hello again...
2004-07-12 - in lieu of a proper entry, I did this...
2004-07-11 - easy (relatively)
2004-07-10 - an entry while cooling down
2004-07-09 - another day behind
2004-07-08 - another yesterday
2004-07-07 - and for the notes
2004-07-05 - another lost day
2004-07-06 - this would have been yesterday if it was on time...
2004-07-07 - skimming like a stone
2004-07-03 - busy busy, and what?...
2004-07-04 - another slice of life
2004-07-02 - thank you (and Happy Birthday, wherever you are)
2004-07-01 -

and we may be two ships passing through a small world, after all...


2004-06-30 - maybe I should have done acid...
2004-06-29 - wow, does Canada exist?...
2004-06-29 - this is a rant about TNT...
2004-06-28 - the entry pushes through...
2004-06-27 - drunken SPAM laughter
2004-06-26 - I want my Gmail!
2004-06-25 - away in email
2004-06-24 - the day it was
2004-06-23 - such excitement
2004-06-22 - as the days blur
2004-06-21 - whatever this entry might have been, this is what it is...
2004-06-20 - welcome to diaryland
2004-06-20 - a life happens
2004-06-20 - home alone
2004-06-19 - lost
2004-06-19 - watching movies on TV
2004-06-19 - home early again
2004-06-18 - slipalong
2004-06-17 - but I don't want it to end
2004-06-16 - and what would an agnostic say?
2004-06-15 - slicing life thick
2004-06-14 - is this the end?
2004-06-13 - just look at the excitement you are missing
2004-06-12 - lazy day
2004-06-11 - does having a BS make you full of shit?
2004-06-11 - day after day, revisited
2004-06-10 - ok, welcome to today
2004-06-09 - lost yesterdays
2004-06-08 - this entry is late
2004-06-07 - not much to say anyway
2004-06-06 - so much for real-time
2004-06-06 - laughing all the way
2004-06-06 - return
2004-06-05 - stuffed...
2004-06-04 - almost there
2004-06-03 - apparently I got lots of laundry done...
2004-06-02 - day after day, alone on a hill...
2004-06-01 - and the next day, more of the same
2004-05-31 - low budget life
2004-05-30 - ya folla?
2004-05-29 - the start of catching up
2004-05-28 - what writer's block?
2004-06-05 - help me pop this zit, will ya?
2004-05-27 - what I am is what I am
2004-05-27 - life at home (anybody else?)
2004-05-26 - motivation to move
2004-05-26 - thoughts that put me to sleep
2004-05-25 - so is this today?...
2004-05-23 - answers
2004-05-24 - pardon the dullness, life is closed for alterations
2004-05-22 - gotta vent
2004-05-22 - something to say
2004-05-21 - is there anybody going to listen to my story?
2004-05-20 - fiddling with Nero, I burn
2004-05-19 - hey mcfly, where ya been?...
2004-05-18 - and another day passed
2004-05-17 - inadvertent entry
2004-05-16 - just more life
2004-05-16 - time passes
2004-05-15 - pieces of thoughts
2004-05-14 - hyper-sleep
2004-05-13 - no clue, no time
2004-05-12 - semi-inspired
2004-05-11 - lamentations, exultations, revelations (or something like them)
2004-05-10 - discovery, part two (I think)
2004-05-10 - discovery, or one of them
2004-05-10 - sweet sleep
2004-05-09 - opening to change...
2004-05-09 - in the back of my mind
2004-05-08 - this is why I avoid the news
2004-05-08 - 4AM confessions
2004-05-08 - song for former favorites
2004-05-07 - the mss sinnir returns
2004-05-07 - music-starved soulless sinnir
2004-05-07 - between
2004-05-06 - something about the infinite...
2004-05-06 - coming out of the introspective phase (or was that fog?)...
2004-05-05 - doubting doubts
2004-05-04 - I am ready for my adbuction now...
2004-05-04 - riding the universe
2004-05-03 - the voice
2004-05-02 - lazy days...
2004-05-01 - there is always hope
2004-05-01 - mixndrstood
2004-04-30 - and there will be water to drink if it flows...
2004-04-30 - old songs
2004-04-30 - loving challenges
2004-04-27 - partial entry # 199
2004-04-29 - more grumbles
2004-04-28 - slice of work
2004-04-26 - just a moment
2004-04-25 - I love you guys
2004-04-24 - it's later
2004-04-24 - more later
2004-04-24 - I didn't mean to beg (much)...
2004-04-24 - linkers
2004-04-23 - missing the moment
2004-04-22 - LEX
2004-04-22 - cheating the big entrance
2004-04-20 - this is yesterday's entry
2004-04-21 - did I just... avoid?
2004-04-19 - well one never knows, do one...
2004-04-18 - contact again
2004-04-17 - enjoying the laughter
2004-04-16 - did you ever want to know what is actually in the secret sauce?...
2004-04-15 - time for a quick smile
2004-04-14 - brief awakening
2004-04-13 - I may be crazy...
2004-04-12 - about writing and personal correspondence...
2004-04-11 - partial entry #167 (being excerpts from an unfinished letter to a friend)
2004-04-11 - judgements
2004-04-10 - hell if I know
2004-04-10 - another day
2004-04-09 - day off
2004-04-08 - chocolate high
2004-04-08 - candoor the red nosed human...
2004-04-07 - they threw me a party and nobody came...
2004-04-06 - the things that come to mind while waiting for the nose to stop bleeding...
2004-04-05 - gravity makes for strange bedfellows...
2004-04-05 - last gasps can be firsts too...
2004-04-04 - Bill Haley's Comet
2004-04-03 - another baseball entry
2004-04-03 - partial entry #142
2004-04-02 - I had so forgotten the face of my father
2004-04-01 - no time for nothing
2004-03-31 - a sense of calm in the storm
2004-03-31 - does this mean we are sleeping together now?
2004-03-30 - the short one
2004-03-30 - sure thing
2004-03-29 - waking here
2004-03-28 - next week, same batty time...
2004-03-27 - join fantasy baseball
2004-03-26 - behind and beneath
2004-03-25 - yeah, I meant bodhisattva
2004-03-24 - something like a sigh
2004-03-23 - southern exposure
2004-03-22 - when time permits
2004-03-21 - how close and yet so far
2004-03-21 - I am in traffic school
2004-03-20 - fictional influences
2004-03-20 - and then I woke...
2004-03-19 - another entry
2004-03-18 - another work day
2004-03-17 - every day something happens
2004-03-16 - gods of the gym
2004-03-16 - rushing slowly
2004-03-15 - where did the time go?
2004-03-14 - a computer weekend
2004-03-13 - writing and technology
2004-03-12 - what is real
2004-03-11 - I probably wouldn't have much to say to all this either...
2004-03-11 - send love
2004-03-10 - sweet smell of frustration
2004-03-10 - maybe I'll get to yesterday's entry tomorrow
2004-03-09 - an entry will follow
2004-03-08 - frolick
2004-03-07 - long and winding recovery disk
2004-03-07 - fuck this
2004-03-07 - fun day at the fair (now)
2004-03-06 - fantasy baseball
2004-03-06 - fun day at the fair (later)
2004-03-05 - partly private with chance of TV flurries
2004-03-04 - no really, back to work...
2004-03-03 - someone to play with
2004-03-03 - back to work
2004-03-02 - for want of a towel
2004-03-01 - still awake
2004-03-01 - healing up and moving in again
2004-03-01 - leap what?...
2004-02-29 - no entry
2004-02-28 - udder exhaustion (aka: dexahaustion)
2004-02-27 - thank you for sharing
2004-02-26 - I shall explain later
2004-02-25 - just another morning
2004-02-24 - partial entry # 103
2004-02-23 - missing entry
2004-02-22 - sleep and... nothing (TV?)
2004-02-21 - connecting dots
2004-02-21 - so majorly distracted...
2004-02-20 - irony
2004-02-19 - what kind of fool am I?...
2004-02-18 - about communicating
2004-02-17 - I'll be there for you
2004-02-17 - catching up a bit
2004-02-16 - brief nap
2004-02-15 - Happy Valentine's Day
2004-02-14 - eternal questions about the end of loneliness
2004-02-13 - for the angels...
2004-02-12 - the sound of silence can be defeaning
2004-02-11 - as it is...
2004-02-10 - no worries
2004-02-09 - time runs out again
2004-02-08 - vacation ends
2004-02-08 - lucky
2004-02-07 - still having fun
2004-02-07 - and why I write
2004-02-06 - enrolling at university
2004-02-05 - another quick update
2004-02-04 - partial entry # 92
2004-02-03 - is today really Tuesday?
2004-02-02 - what happened to Monday?
2004-02-01 - just another Sunday
2004-01-31 - never mind the cheap thrills
2004-01-30 - lost in the boredom
2004-01-29 - partial entry #84
2004-01-28 - day ramble
2004-01-27 - missing you
2004-01-25 - standing on the bridge...
2004-01-24 - mopey, dopey, and blah...
2004-01-24 - sometimes fish just stink
2004-01-23 - power failure
2004-01-23 - famous last words...
2004-01-22 - go to work now fool...
2004-01-19 - overdrawn at the mind bank...
2004-01-19 - distraction
2004-01-18 - indulgence
2004-01-17 - 202 Things
2004-01-17 - back to bloat
2004-01-16 - leave me my delusions of grandeur...
2004-01-16 - every time the sprinkler goes on I want to check my shorts...
2004-01-16 - about stalkings, raps, public diaries, worshipping at odd alters, the preservation of ancient rock stars, love at first site, and the fall...
2004-01-16 - dummy
2004-01-15 - four hours
2004-01-14 - hello I must be going...
2004-01-14 - more boring life...
2004-01-13 - mess of frustration
2004-01-12 - freking time...
2004-01-11 - doing
2004-01-10 - it matters
2004-01-10 - browsing
2004-01-09 - and tonight's ramblings will be about...
2004-01-08 - been browsing all day and not a link to my name...
2004-01-07 - meanwhile, after the gym...
2004-01-07 - about email
2004-01-07 - could be the article about Christian** nudist camps I read yesterday in the local paper...
2004-01-06 - another brief entry sort of about human hypocrisy, but really just something do to while the food is cooking...
2004-01-06 - the mind over the body
2004-01-06 - the body over the mind
2004-01-05 - rushing out
2004-01-05 - morning comes
2004-01-04 - busy with nothing
2004-01-04 - the last song on every CD is silence...
2004-01-03 - moving stuff
2004-01-02 - an audience of one
2004-01-01 - welcome to my whining world...
2004-01-01 - everywhere you go there is food
2003-12-31 - New Year's Eve afternoon (wow)
2003-12-31 - New Years Eve morning
2003-12-30 - time to explain
2003-12-29 - boxes
2003-12-28 - haunted by memories (prelude)
2003-12-27 - discombobulated
2003-12-26 - must need therapy
2003-12-25 - and so it is...
2003-12-24 - merry happy
2003-12-24 - excuse me, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
2003-12-23 - and the tear in my eye
2003-12-22 - when now became later
2003-12-22 - randomness
2003-12-21 - just today
2003-12-21 - sense memories
2003-12-20 - living in a snow globe
2003-12-19 - the next one
2003-12-18 - the entry before the next one
2003-12-17 - this could have been a very short entry
2003-12-16 - more to read
2003-12-15 - when running into walls used to be fun
2003-12-15 - gym work
2003-12-14 - the rest of the night
2003-12-13 - let's spend the night together
2003-12-13 - partial entry # 76
2003-12-13 - depression, delusion, deliverance, duh
2003-12-12 - sleeping it off
2003-12-11 - not dead yet
2003-12-11 - trichotomy
2003-12-11 - diechotomy
2003-12-10 - good tips
2003-12-10 - sleepwriting
2003-12-09 - when you least expect it
2003-12-09 - there's always hope...
2003-12-08 - a self-pity entry
2003-12-07 - and another day crawls into night
2003-12-06 - hoping for more movement
2003-12-05 - nothing really
2003-12-04 - sometimes I even write about reality
2003-12-03 - it's not just name dropping
2003-12-03 - excuse me, I'd like a different illusion now
2003-12-02 - this must be why it's not Friday
2003-12-02 - obscurring tradition
2003-12-01 - grease is the word
2003-11-30 - grazing on astroturf
2003-11-30 - buzfiz
2003-11-29 - lazy carb party
2003-11-28 - between commercials
2003-11-27 - thanks
2003-11-26 - getting to know me
2003-11-25 - if it's Tuesday, this must be Friday
2003-11-25 - real life again
2003-11-24 - a day in the stenches
2003-11-23 - relaxing
2003-11-23 - another early Saturday night
2003-11-22 - haunted dishwashers and the usual...
2003-11-21 - how are you today, Shari Lewis...
2003-11-20 - moments before work again...
2003-11-20 - and another morning...
2003-11-19 - home again home again rooty toot toot...
2003-11-18 - job for the assking...
2003-11-17 - what dreams may come
2003-11-16 - yawn...
2003-11-15 - nothing much
2003-11-14 - stay tuned
2003-11-14 - day after day
2003-11-13 - update backdate
2003-11-12 - out of touch
2003-11-12 - who wants to know?
2003-11-11 - for me now
2003-11-10 - the usual
2003-11-09 - the part of the first part
2003-11-07 - odd thoughts watching MTV
2003-11-06 - a note before work
2003-11-05 - you missed one
2003-11-04 - who knows?
2003-11-03 - sharing
2003-11-03 - once there was a rainbow
2003-11-02 - love a cynic
2003-11-02 - after a nap
2003-11-01 - so here's the deal...
2003-10-31 - Holloweener
2003-10-30 - I remembered Wednesday
2003-10-29 - I don't remember Wednesday at all
2003-10-28 - weddings and stuff
2003-10-27 - this must have been Monday
2003-10-31 - holloween
2003-10-26 - just in case
2003-10-26 - that's life
2003-10-25 - more dayz
2003-10-24 - awake so long, it looks like sleep to me
2003-10-23 - yet another last minute entry
2003-10-22 - rambling on
2003-10-22 - insertion
2003-10-22 - don't forget
2003-10-21 - nother time
2003-10-20 - another last minute entry
2003-10-20 - over tired (or was that overdrive)
2003-10-19 - blahs
2003-10-18 - distract me some more please
2003-10-17 - another day
2003-10-16 - me, myself, and I
2003-10-15 - nothing much
2003-10-15 - tempnod
2003-10-14 - these shoes were made for dancing
2003-10-12 - frustration with technology
2003-10-11 - trust the universe
2003-10-10 - morning constitutional (around the web)
2003-10-09 - the sleepy birdcage entry
2003-10-08 - real life, what a concept...
2003-10-07 - abbreviated version
2003-10-06 - life in the stenches
2003-10-05 - losing my virginity
2003-10-04 - another day, another ride
2003-10-03 - carrots are good (now you know)
2003-10-02 - I'm poor but I'm happy...
2003-10-01 - no time to write
2003-09-30 - pending insanity
2003-09-29 - another time
2003-09-28 - slipping through the cracks
2003-09-28 - it is all about sharing...
2003-09-27 - cheap dreams and distractions
2003-09-26 - beam me up, Scotty
2003-09-25 - strange waves
2003-09-24 - out of the blue
2003-09-24 - cat logic
2003-09-23 - nothing happened today
2003-09-22 - no time to rant
2003-09-21 - just before work...
2003-09-21 - and then
2003-09-20 - half a day
2003-09-20 - so what happened today?
2003-09-19 - just now
2003-09-19 - time is irrelevent
2003-09-19 - you don't really know me, you only think you do
2003-09-19 - now see here!
2003-09-19 - welcome to my depression
2003-09-18 - a day in the life (not yet edited)*
2003-09-17 - someday...
2003-09-17 - eventually...
2003-09-17 - hold 9
- saturn rings and other places
2003-09-17 - hold 7
2003-09-17 - Things you should know before assuming you know me.
2003-09-17 - hold 5
2003-09-17 - hold 4
2003-09-17 - hold 3
2003-09-17 - hold 2
2003-09-17 - hold 1