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2007-01-10 - 10:35 p.m. performance art I was innocently babbling along as I always do, just minding my own and everybody else's business, when I was reprimanded underhanded and totally misunderstanded (which is just another day in the life of the kid from goofyville)... 30 Seconds to Mars are supposed to be coming to headline an outdoor festival concert on March 10th and the venue doesn't have it listed as an event yet... weird... and I just found out that Warped Tour will be back on June 25th... tickets went up by $12.50 (80% rise from last year, think they are in business for the music or the money... alas, everybody sells out sometimes... except me, double alas)...
there isn't much else to know still we make a world of labels just to pass the time I've taken to burning candles to distract me from the stench... yes, the dishes have been in the sink that long again... he waits for her to clean up and she ignores his requests and I refuse to clean up after them because that will just put me in the position of doing it all the time once they see I will... cups, bottles, papers, bags, knapsacks, stuff everything... on couches and tables and counters and the floor... alas, no wonder there's no social life for us here... and I stay for the family feeling and the cost reductions...
common sense may disappear so we make a world of fables pretty them with rhyme and then Rasputin wakes and comes out into the living room to drink more Diet Pepsi and fart (if only we could be paid by the fart) and turn the TV back on to find the same nothing that prompted me to turn the TV off, but he'll watch it anyway and then leave the TV on when he leaves the room... and the lights on, of course... nose oblivious to the stench, eyes oblivious to the lights, anus oblivious to the passing gas... life at home...
the ways that we deceive ourselves in our world of cables in search of the divine addicted, or so it seems to dreaming impossible dreams what we bring to our tables is only bread and whine the point being that sometimes we wish for miracles so much that we sell ourselves out to our own imaginations and create whole extensive historic documents that tell the tale of days gone by when men were men and mice were men and spotted leopards were men too (or so the natives of the land poetic about)... and we all roam the woods singing thank heaven, for little girls even though nobody had ever heard of heaven in those days before the whole cross hanging rituals...
cuz we're afraid to embrace the something so fiercely we avoid the real we forget we know how to feel and we live in the lie that is holy and we become wasted roly-poly so we don't have to touch the skin of the body we're living in and spiritually sanctified to be desensitized we become homogenized and then weakly feign surprised when our individuality lost in our great conformity magnificent society malevolent insanity malignant hypocrisy did I mention this is a performance piece?... I didn't tell you because your not knowing was part of the performance until just this moment, or, perhaps it was a moment ago... it is not a precise performance piece... it is a piece in progress forming as it is performed (as opposed to being pre-formed, get it?)... yes, the voice in the woods is calling your name and daring you to hug the trees... for the world is not an oyster, my children, but rather it is a clam shut down and crossed off it's own list, and a big brained organism with it's head buried deep in the sand of it's own mythology and lies rules the roost...
another voice in my head says to me though I can see potential cataclysm I still have more hope for humanity for all the fears we hang on to for all the great walls we build for all the holy wars we've fought for all the children we've killed for all the invisible blood on our hands for all the guilt we've shared we can overcome it all by returning to the first moment we knew we really cared let go of the fear and give yourself a chance to know how good it can feel to embrace the whole of your love and take responsibility for the power that is real in everything that you do your choice makes all the difference in the world the truth is found in the eyes of a child more than in any book or flag unfurled but it's really just a dream you know, an illusion felt by the few who reach the eleventh level of the prophesies, an imaginary tale told by an imaginary idiot contradicting about 97% of all that's been known since the great mind-closing cataclysm of centuries past (but we aren't going to get into the big dong and dance finale number just now because we are out of time (or simply awaiting the right one to come along)... so in the end we can save love by making love (not war)...
and we all can come to know we don't need the holy show once we've found the letting go
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