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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-11-08 - 2:00 p.m.

notes 9


messages to candoor:
(click here to add new message):


from alanajar :
Just wanted to let you know I've been coming everyday. :)
from itineration :
down with make-up, and i also miss high school
from emperorincxt :
that list looks reeaaaal familiar.. but I dont know if you saw it specifically in my diary or not. thats all, love.
from to-my-heart :
I was bored and googled ppl on my buddy lists diary titles. Yours was the first result on the first page.
from starke- :
It's mostly because I'm paranoid. But that picture is from my Flickr account, and people I know IRL know about my Flickr account. I don't generally go around with my cleavage as my mask. ;) The Host of The Seraphim is my favorite DCD song! Or Radharc. Or Avatar.
from dalyrical1 :
i adore you...you always leave me...*speechless*
from for-you-only :
Okay, now that I've read ALL the comments you left... Yes, we should talk more. The Circle thing did sorta work out. It's still running, but slowly. You can find out all the details at pink-circle.diaryland.com. It's become a writer's group more or less. ~Pink
from for-you-only :
Heyya. Yeah, I don't hurt everything.. but I feel like I do sometimes. I think you got the idea now. ~Pink
from realitykills :
Your ramblings of poetry, love, life and roller coasters all make me exhale slowly with precision and purpose. Thank you.
from emeraldblaze :
Thank you for the well wishes. I hope things are happy for you tomorrow
from donnaisblue :
Thank you, darling.
from to-my-heart :
You always leave me speechless and I never know what to say after reading one of your entries.
from for-you-only :
Yeah, the snow makes for a cold body as well as heart. I walk into that and my spirits darken. ~Pink
from emperorincxt :
I must admit.. Im here for the elipses too.. (oh and i <3 you, that too.)
from for-you-only :
I'm glad you like my art; thanks! It hurts me to hear you say "self-depreciation" though. A lot of people seem think I don't have respect for myself - and I keep wondering, "is this because I'm comfortable with my sexuallity and how I talk about it?" If everyone keeps telling me I have a self respect problem, maybe I do. But by the definition of respect, I think I respect myself quite well. ~Pink
from lttln :
Oh my goodness. Wow your note touched my soul! lol Seriously...I felt the love in that note. That made me so happy. I felt loved. I just said love two times in 3 seconds. You sound like a fascinating lil peice. I would say lil boy or lil girl...but I dont know which one you are, so for now, your a piece. A peice of what? That is yet to be found out. But no seriously...I really opened up in this diary, its meant to be my secret diary that no one knows about and so far its succeeded. But to have someone read this stuff...and love me for it...thats awsome. I'm going to be all smilly and skippy for the rest of the day. thankyou
from dangerspouse :
EAT YOUR LEFT FOOT!!! THAT'S what I'd contribute money too. And Jesus, you're slipping. Can't think of even ONE Dead Baby Joke? *sigh* Here, use this one in an emergency: What's funnier than a dead baby? A dead baby in a clown suit. (Sheesh, the things I do for my friends.)
from dangerspouse :
Happy now?
from emperorincxt :
looks like you pissed someone off with that subliminal intelligence joke, dear.. :P I like being thought of as a boy-crazy English girl, the review doesnt matter to me.. It is simply interesting to hear a complete strangers first impression.. although I did find it interesting that he even focused on one particular thing when he does have 2000+ entries, but whatev. // CXT is my personal zip code hehe :) // You def need a grown-up computer.. theres sooo much to see and hear in this electricwebbing... which you know already, but isnt it frustrating???
from bettyalready :
That self portrait image was very impressive, as was the poetry to go with it. Only someone with that kind of body should ever do self portraits, you know? I'm laughing and shouldn't, but am, thinking of myself doing a self portrait like that.
from clusterfuq :
UH EXCUSE ME!! how hard is it to "get" Robin Williams's humour? I mean really. Doesn't take a genius... he's just not funny. Most of his gags children would get without a problem. I just think he's a jackass, and no, that one line didn't ruin the whole review.
from bettyalready :
Thank you, you're quite nice to send them my way! I feel like poopoo, but RX drugs are helping some.
from elliorange :
*hugs*
from emperorincxt :
http://albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php <--you must watch this if you havent, darling..
from dangerspouse :
Hi kiddo! Forgive me for not replying to your gracious note sooner, but I've been having real issues with my work not letting me surf the internet while on the clock. Damn the Man!! You'll be happy to know I still have leftovers of the monkey brains, so if you can thumb your way out here one of these days your more than welcome to fight me for the last synapse. :)
from to-my-heart :
kilowatt is a great diary.
from alwaysinhim :
have you checked your snail mail?
from kilowatt :
Today may you experience what you most greatly desire. What pops into your brilliant and beautiful head today? A completely healthy body? A wonderful new book in which to immerse yourself in? A beautiful crystal vase brimming with lovely, cheerful daffodils, the harbingers of spring? A steaming bowl of good, homemade soup? Sweeping vistas to view from your living room window? A shopping spree at your favorite store? An afternoon of deep meditative silence that will smooth your worries away? Drinking a cup of hot tea or chai while engaged in stimulating conversation with a dear friend? A completely immaculate abode that was not the result of your own labor? Whatever you most desire, may your order be placed and filled today.
from nikib :
hi thanks for the note you left me! i promise i'm not always that mean....only sometimes ;-) i'll check out your site today!!
from nikib :
hi thanks for the note you left me! i promise i'm not always that mean....only sometimes ;-) i'll check out your site today!!
from emperorincxt :
i dont think ive told you (but maybe I have) and perhaps my favouriting has told you subliminally.. but i like reading your rambles.. you wished me love and seven days later I got meself a boyfriend. So you are my goodluck charm of a sort. because most goodluck charms dont talk, or ramble, at all. But Im glad that you do, my friend.
from quietdragon :
Thank you so much for checking into my site!!! your's is great too. Want to elaborate on the ceiling fan?
from to-my-heart :
Aww ty for the kind note. I'm glad you got to hear the music. The place I host it at is picky about letting it play or not so I'm looking for a new one so its good to know somebody got to hear it! lol. Your note made me smile. I added you to my bl as well.
from ebirkhol :
lol - I rather enjoyed your "comment spam" last night :-) And, for the record, I'm a she and I didn't use those words and links to gain traffic. I was simply responding to the fact that I get so many hits (I use that term losely as I only average about 150 unique hosts per day) relating to girl-on-girl action :-)
from raven72d :
Thank you-- muchly.
from chicagojo :
Thanks for your note. The 201-page book I read last weekend while my boyfriend was working was Body for Life. Only 20 minutes of cardio 3x per week and 46 minutes of weight lifting 3x per week. How can I not give that a try??
from hannahlore :
Lucky you. I've gotten spam from dland with all type of virus' in there. I had to switch to a less prominate mailbox! -Starr
from hannahlore :
You are spammed through your dland account or have they found you in another way? I never had that much spam. I am at a loss for you. I hope your little laptop will get better though. -Starr
from lulu-2 :
Lovin' you as always...but missin' the Funda...oh dear...
from dcalien :
You say the nicest things to me. Thank you from dcalienz or whoever I am. :)
from straysparrow :
Hi! Thanks for reading! Sparrow. xx.
from a-rosewithin :
"As I perceive it, life is for sharing... it is why we have physical forms... why we are in separate physical bodies... why we are individuals. In these physical bodies, we have the opportunity to explore the physical world and learn to actually share it... to interact with everything and each other... to find ways to interact and share that are sustainable, that are not destructive, that are peaceful, comfortable, and feel good." ~ Candor ~///\ Beautiful statement, wonderful Heart thought. The most challenging thing for me is daring for more and accepting it when it comes, in whatever form it comes. Not fearing the uniqueness of others; accepting and welcoming the differences. Others shortcomings and strengths end up adding so much more to my life, encouraging me ever onward. Little steps for me as I go about my way. Your last sentance, meant a lot to me - the word conciliation comes to my mind - learning to bring harmony for all involved. I thank you for your continued sharing Ric. Love from afar, yet near in heart, ~Shannon
from alwaysinhim :
Okay, your link that you designated stupid.html doesn't work. Did you delete it? And I'm glad you got just what you needed. Kilo is definitely an earthbound angel (true, she doesn't keep very tapped, but then I'd say she's here 'cause she loves being here).
from alsocanadian :
Hi Candoor. Just wanted to drop you a note to apologise for putting my link 3 times on your bloglinker list. I cant figure that damn thing out! I took mine off my blog, and just put the links right on the page. Also wanted to say I enjoy reading your stuff. You definately have a talent! just a happy and somewhat vocal audience of one... alsocanadian
from mistresslink :
well, as sad as it may sound, i'm going to give my mom your number anyway, because you guys have a lot in common and you seem like someone who knows how to treat someone right, and she hasn't had much of that in a long time. (you know, besides from her daughter.) and besides, she's a very strict vegetarian, so she could keep you on track! don't worry, she probly won't call you anyway, she's not very aggressive. she might out of curiosity, because no one she dates is ever worthy of her in my opinion...something she always finds out much, much later and should just listen to me about in the first place. but i guess i can't run everyone's life, can i? anyway, off to bed. :)
from hairplay :
Oh, yes, that makes more sense now. Thank you so much, you're so sweet. That really made me happy. ♥
from mistresslink :
my mom lives close to you. is 40 too old for you? mm...and it might not be a great idea to post your number...who knows what'll call you...
from hairplay :
I don't understand what you mean on the first sentence of the note you sent me (??)
from galaxy :
you're far too nice. :) (like, far, far.)
from kilowatt :
As always, I thank you for your flowering words of esteem. I am pleased that I can provide even a modicum of assistance in the remembrance of the resplendent and radiant creature of beauty that you are. To answer your question regarding the demographics of the Denver Metropolitan Area, the population according to the last census is approximately 80.60% Caucasian, 18.50% Hispanic, and 4.60% African American. Therefore, if the Denver classroom you viewed on television contained 30 children that were being read aloud to by NBA players had more than 1 African American child within it, then yes, the classroom was staged to represent a more ethnically diverse community. For example, the last high school that I taught at in Denver, out of my 212 students, I had 2 African American students, 52 Hispanic students, 12 Asian students, and 146 Caucasian students. However, Denver is a fantastic place to live. The exquisite natural beauty, the openness, the spectacular weather, the plethora of wildlife, the abundance of art and commerce, the plentiful and staggering intellectual community, the hospitality of its citizens, the amazing Denver Public Library system, and the close proximity to some of the best ski slopes in the nation, all contribute to Denvers amazing appeal as a destination for permanent residence. I live outside of the boundaries of the Denver-Metro area, but I adore the area and travel there frequently to attend school and numerous cultural events. I hope that my response will suffice as an answer to your inquiry. ~ May serenity be with you in all that you are and in all that you do.

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