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Harry Chapin Lyrics
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mediate
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nobody here




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something awful
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odd todd
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church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
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fark
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post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


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2005-12-30 - 10:03 a.m.

the question is?


ah, the question is (what was it that Lenny Kravitz said?)... oh yeah, the difference is why, but still it is a question, a series of questions, and so is this... this entry, that is... questions will rise and fall before your eyes, some out of nowhere (but even nowhere is somewhere, somewhere) and out of the blue is the rest of the rainbow, now isn't it?...

Hermione would explain it to Harry and Ron, but they'd just stare at her boobs because she's way too advanced for them and should really just be patient (I've explained it all a thousand times and thousand times and still the culture will not accept the truth, so live the lies and dance for the ghost in the sky... the underveloped soul is exposed to everything before it can be condemned for it's crimes and the culture ignores the youth, so give the rising trance for the most you can fly... while some cry foul and some ae secretly turned on and some scream pervert and some just sigh, the difference is why)...

and of course, links...

yes, you've entered the twilight zone of sorts here in this mental ward I call my mind and you are to be witness to whatever might happen when Nicole Kidman dances coyfully lifting her mini-skirt to reveal her undies or better even undressing right before her eyes or best even someone you find completely irresistible like a libido do...

I hope you understand my intent is to share my personal feelings that where inspired by your entries (and a couple of others at Dland who I read for hours over this week or sometime)... the words are trying to tell me something, to do something... maybe you understand from your own experiences... if you do, then I feel much less alone...

and later, or simultaneously, I was either stunned or stoned but most definitely frozen in my tracks as I was listening to sounds that reminded me of Judy Collins, Joni Mitchell, and somebody else, but uniquely different so i knew it must be her voice flickering through the darkness of the windmills of the silence of my mind, but then, you know how I just love to sit and stare when when adorableness and deep wisdom and curiosity come together...

this is a question for music lovers everywhere... would you put Mariah Carey in the same category as Elvis or The Beatles?... your dollars do...

startled by the sudden influx of light, the person in the dark stumbled in place, nearly falling over, but catching herself on her breathless step, reaching out and finding a breast that quite unintentionally offered support and they wondered, why are all the good ones always taken?...

and just then, I was told I was breakfast at 10, and I thought blue rodeo for a blues traveler in a blue october on blue hawaii at blue xmas?...

and she wonders if she will always be a fantasy, if always she will be distant, an image in a photograph, and would she blow her chance to ever share more if she told her how she feels, if she told her of her lusts for her image, if she told her how much she turns her on... would she blow any chance of knowing her if she asked for a photo of her skin, of all of her skin, of all of her... everything... would she be laughed at or mocked, would she never have the chance to be her friend... if she was honest with her, with her feelings, with her beauty in her eyes...

and she said she said, there is so much there I get lost without knowing why the question is why... but somehow loving every moment and wishing it would never stop, the breathlessness overcomes all cultural taboos or personal fears and envelopes the whole world in love, universal and true, denied only by the dead at heart...

in another reel, the narrator read about a girl who came to stay, something about a Beatles tune, and stars were playing real good for free, easy, I think the saddest thing a person can do online is to pour their hearts out and attract readers who look forward to what the person has to offer, readers who make it a point in their lives to come to the computer each day to see what new words that person uploaded to the public web world... even the most beautiful words are only words... words that can be snatched away at a moment's notice... and for an infinite number of reasons, for better or worse, sometimes the most beautiful of words disappear overnight with no link to where they or their writer might have gone... that is the saddest thing that can happen online... then feeling that everybody leaves...

but then, anywhere's a better place to be...

and when you meet someone and wish, without thinking of consequences or anything, "I wish I could have been her first" (adjust pronouns as necessary), is that a miracle or a tragedy?... remembering Joni Mitchell again, how clouds illusions I recall in songs for aging children now, how innocent was the time as youth was getting blown away along with dreams of peace and love and freedom... when I could drink a case of you... but freedom can not coexist easily with paranoia, especially when in power, so she followed the herd and said goodbye before she said hello, in spite of the passions that flashed between, and I set off on the road to find out...

ever wandering wondering words was it the first episode at hienton on the first of may or was it just a dream, only just a dream?...

maybe the googlers know...


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how to masturabate
snape seducing harry potter
weird and odd fantasy football rules
picture child sexx
matrix falling words for my space
"Santa Baby" Betty Boop
mila janovich
mcearstix
pervertsrus
luva doors wardrobes
myspace mistletoe
always love hate will get you lyrics
what's life got to do with it lyrics
Road Sign of Life Valley of Depression
love rhymes quotes
briefer black
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diaryland layouts
candoor call center
boon docks meaning
Dirk Nowinski
Zoroastrian Pagan
"Amy Sky" cds
passion for life
gatlinsberg
"think as a brick" lyrics
"white+pimple"+end+tongue
rianna lyrics
"where does love come from" "for sure"
what are the reasons of slow browsings
my number is call me orlando 407 sexy
"golden shower" submissive
subaceous cyst
"is adult friend finder"
feliz navida meaning
"Church of the FSM"
Fema pulling campers
pervertsrus sex stories free
fantasies to masturabate to
betty boop santa baby
lyrics to feliz navida
amyiswaiting
it's a small world after all lyrics
rianna if it's living
threesom in honolulu
for the life of me i can help another lyrics
rianna lyrics
who started myspace
alwayslove hate will get you everytime
rianna-if its lovin' that you want-lyric
www.hell.com
now you know what's behind the curtain song
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"two lost souls living in a fishbowl" lyric
www.igod.com
sexxx
voyeuring
threesom
diaryland survey
help me what's life about?
threesom stories dating
life interruption
listen to words of I saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus
females going commando
Topo Geegio
"prefer skirts"
lala13 myspace
whipporwills
mcearstix scottie
"Living an organized life"
what's life without love
Candoor
draco malfoy tests
accidently exposing santa clause
santa's nubile helpers
"these shoes were made for dancing
"i saw mommy kissing santa clause" meaning of lyrics
natalie portman's test scores
"isn't it a bit like you and me" beatles
myspace code FSM
julie my first threesom
"science fiction" alphasmart
"you * me of who I rally am" lyrics
"I am changing.... who I am"
quotes harry crumb
"remind me of who I really am" lyrics
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Infant rosy cheeks illness
why does my browser crash on myspace
flabby exercise
www.t-s-s-a.com
mastrabate

1920-30 porn pictures

what does the phrase harry chapin seats mean
ANSWER: Harry always made a point to play for the people in the back, as he lovingly called them, 'the cheap seats' so the harry chapin seats are the lowest priced seats in the house...

love words and wishes
subaceous cyst
survey - how often do you masturbate
odd myspace entry
drinking water refill in etobicoke

what do i do if i got punched in the face by my father
ANSWER:CALL ONE OF THESE NUMBERS

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there, so many questions, so many answers, so much food for mind, body, and soul (or anima, or whatever we call the ethereal energy we are made of)... so many places to explore...

please enjoy J

this entry will not last long as I have another mostly written ready for uploading... that may be for the best as I poke fun (did I really?) at much in my pup tent under the covers kind of way (huh?... what's he mean by that?)... much of this entry may defy explanation and if that isn't fun, well, skip it like a rope and sing your favorite childhood song cuz it is what is is and it's all that it is (and it's no sailor, big boy)...

you may miss a bunch of this weeks entries if you are busy during these holidays, but they'll be here when you get back if you have time and interest in reading and reading and reading endless trivia about me (and a few others)...


live long, prosper, and make it fun, dammit! J






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