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2004-09-12 - 10:07 a.m. what are you afraid of? I am realizing that I have virtually lost all interest in competition... I was never much interested in the winning losing part of games, for the playing was always the fun for me, but even the playing isn't interesting me anymore... at least not today as Rasputin announces the scores for our college football fantasy leagues... and come to think of it, I guess that's why I did not getting as into the fantasy baseball as much this year as I have in years past... at work, playing phase four or spades is not as interesting as reading these days... guess I'm in kind of a game-playing blahs phase of life... this happens every now and then... usually I do not bore easily as I have many interests and love learning and exploring and can easily amuse myself even when nobody is around... but every now and then, boredom comes around and covers me like a big wet blanket... two antecedents are the lethargy that comes from less exercise and the fatigue that comes from diminished sleep (and extra stress not focused and released through exercise)... it would be an excellent time for a long vacation, but there's no enthusiasm and very litle interest in going anywhere (that overall complacency washing over that boredom blanket, if you are following the analogy, if it's an anology... might be more of a simile, huh?... well, whatever)... so I amuse myself by babbling (and teasing) like I did in the previous entry (you may notice the pattern, when life gets boring I browse around and ramble on about what I find... of course I have a diary for browsing entries {and one for you too}, but I seem to be set on rambling on here most of the time... of course this could just be my reflective properties, that is, I can be quite cameleon-like in adapting to situations, surroundings, and people... some call it empathy... the trouble with being too empathic (or with forgetting how empathic one can be) is that in a world where the dominant feelings are negative or apathetic, there is a constant pull to give up, to conform, to feel less or feel negative... I want to believe this is not the case, that the dominant feeling in this world (at this time, at least) is not negative or null... what are you afraid of?
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