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SITES I SEE A LOT
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Harry Chapin Lyrics
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TO READ and EXPLORE)

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mediate
the other side
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rolling stone
reel classics


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reason
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nobody here




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landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
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send me some music
your favorite music
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�2006 Candor Communications


2006-07-17 - 2:16 p.m.

more comments I have known


once again the-moo inspired me to ponder love as she does it so well [with additional commentary on the comments in brackets like this] in another entry that I forget the exact page link to, but heck, read them all and youll be much a better person for it... for future historians, it was Moo who inspired me to introduce the famous personality egg theory that builds loosely on the existing stream of consciousness theory, but I wont go much further than to say that so as not to upset the balance of evolutionary information in the time stream...

if that made little sense, good... on to the comments:

once again I read an entry you wrote and think to myself "did I write that?" and my answer is "mostly yes, at one time or another"... except for the feet picking [you have to find the entry to get that one, kind of like you had to be there] (I tend to ignore my feet unless I am running, which means I must be reminded by someone or by a torn pair of socks that toe nails do keep growing, even when ignored... it's not that I don't cut them, I just forget and have to be reminded by something happening) [ah, the sad life of a man alone... never used to forget when I slept with someone regularly]... anyway, so much for more detail than necessary, aye?...

there are all sorts of relationships in this world (and many we've yet to explain, I think)... I am in love with your relationship with Gareth because I am in love with being in love and you do it better than the rest of the humans...

and I think that we were born from the same personality egg... or stream... like there are streams of consciousness flowing through the universe and when a person is born they latch on to one (or one pours into the body of the baby) and that's why some people think and feel and seem so alike, like they are related and have grown up (but never actually grown up, not us) together and share so many of the same thoughts and personality quirks...

so if that makes sense, then yay for personality streams and yay even more for finding other people who come from the same stream... and if you don't mind, I am adopting you as my psister (personality stream sister) cuz I relate to your personality so well...

and PS, ps... you are absolutely adorable, you have amazingly beautiful eyes and an infectious smile and just the right proportions all over and I crown you beauty queen of our personality stream and hope you get all of your dreams - especially the orgasm by imagination one because, after all, that is where they begin anyway [as I said, you had to be there]...

much love and cheers to you both (and the kittens too)...

nicim also comes to mind when I think of people who write words of love that inspire me to feel the magical falling feeling that only those who share the same egg truly understand, in case you were wondering or simply wanted to read another amazing diary about love... Id mention candora, but that would be shameless self-promotion and besides, candora has been sleeping pretty deeply of late... or is that deep...

anyway, back to the point of this entry, which was, I believe, to put together a bunch of comments I left here and there [with additional comment commentary] and call it an entry (shhhh, dont tell)... now some people are not merely delightful to read, some are delicious to read and dotcom is definitely one... she and her wonderful heart and mind deserve more time and comments, but I encourage you to go see for yourself...

she inspired these thoughts about why I love the net...

this blogging world (or this blogging life) is so much fun for me because I have always loved writing and photography and sharing words and pictures (words especially because I don't always have the tools for photos, but always have words to read and means to write)... and since the advent of the internet the opportunity to read other people's writings and then opportunity to share through words and images has increased exponentially and it's ideal for my own personal interests and sharing pleasures...

one of these years I may just decide to break into my non-existent retirement fund and buy a new computer with up-to-date graphics and audio and video capabilities and software and a digital camera (Ive left behind or had stolen some fine SLR equipment over the years... Minolta, Nikon, Leica, and all sorts of great accessories... alas, those were the days)... but until then I live visual arts vicariously through wonderful sites put on the web by wonderful artists (and the amazing clarity comes to mind... if you dont visit her regularly, youre missing the point of blogging)...

ah, so many beautiful people whod be so easy to fall in love have wonderful sites on the web and this entry calls out just a few of the most beautiful and wonderful... like Seawave, for instance, who adds to her wonderfulness by finding me over at my RealTime blog and leaving me a glowing comment that had my head spinning {yes, even my big head} and dancing for joy)...

heck, if only Quasar did something for libido, Id fall in love with him... as far as I know, hes the only one whos consistently interested in the mundane details of life in RealTime but then, Ill go on believing many of you care enough even if you dont have the time or let me know there... and anyway, I am already in love with his mind (as I am with the rest of the people I mentioned in this entry and others, yes you too, I did not mention)... yes z0tl, of course you too...

for those of you who have not noticed, I have been keeping up almost daily entries over there as I intended (which is surprising even to me cuz I never maintained a brief report of the day type diary {or blog, in this case} before)... heck, I even dropped a couple of entries in my my space, inspired by a few comments from some of you precious people... if you are on myspace, add me cuz you know how the number of friends you have on myspace is directly proportional to your worth as a human being (and hopefully youre not really thinking that because sadly, so many seem to miss the sarcasm in that statement... I mean, my self-esteem is not based on numbers that loosely translate into internet popularity that is accurate within maybe 98% plus or minus ya know... but hmmmm... what if I create like a few thousand profiles on myspace and set them all to private so I wouldnt have to work on making them look real and I add them to my profile and to each other and and... hopefully youre laughing too)...

but of course, if you are a sincere person who respects me in the morning and wants to contact [4073251482] me and communicate [PO Box 780398 Orlando FL 32878] with me and keep in touch or actually do something then you know what I want...

chantilly lace, right...

cuz like The Tide says (what?... doesnt the tide speak to you too?), heavens not a place that you go when you die its that moment in life when you actually feel alive, so live for the moment and take this advice... and hopefully you can shift your gears from slapstick irreverence to sincere seriousness as profoundly as Charlie Chaplin and me cuz otherwise you miss most of the points I attempt to make and probably wont stick around here long (get it, points, stick, Monty Python, where are you?... oh, bananas to you too Woody) which will be sad and for a brief moment might even effect my self-esteem cuz I can be that sensitive, but then I wake up to the singularity of the omniverse and remember how one with all we all are and the irony of always and never being alone simultaneously like the half full and half empty glasses sitting side by side brings be giggling back to peace, love, and happiness (and security, dont forget security) so remember the advice and live for the moment, now...

I was actually thinking about that, I mean, about enjoying the moment while watching War of the Worlds and then a couple of the Die Hard movies and how Id hope that I could actually be enjoying the moment of physical peril and trauma and probably death at any moment because it would really suck if I died hating life and scared witless and unaware of the excitement and exhilaration I was feeling, ya know?...

well, I hope you know...

thank you wonderful people for being out there, for leaving me word that you have been here and care that I am still alive, for maybe even reading dozens of entries that I upload all at once and fine this thank you in the midst of all the words because this one is meant for you and you know it, even if you werent mentioned in this particular entry... thank you for your love, the beauty within yourself, and the moment you share with me here...


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(it happens, don't feel bad, nobody perfect)... J






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