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2005-10-14 - 11:48 a.m. it's all about me, right? and there I was saying I was content just cuddling and looking up at the stars (or were those clouds?)... maybe I'm just playing with fire in a much more passive way... what's that Bill (Cosby)?... walk away passively... oh yeah, I remember... hey hey hey... and maybe the only justice is a balance beyond our understanding... at least for now... anyway, I have one day off this week and I think it's today, so instead of passing out and getting some much needed sleep, I have a decadent dinner composed of a half dozen Krispy Kremes (they are right next door to my Doctor's office, remember?) and some old faithful Code Red (someone bought me one out of the blue at work tonight, completely unexpected support from an unexpected person... so I must be doing something right in my latest managerial chess game)... meanwhile, I hear that voice and wish I could find one to call me her own... and if there is not one line in evdry entry that is beyond recognition or some secret code for some secret person, then I have not done my job here... mystery... intrigue... where did my heart go now?... why to you, dear readers, my wonderful statistical strokes of love and appreciation... I might not have a million of you, yet, but the few I do have are worth a million bucks to me... of course there is that dream of getting so popular that my magical mystery the one finally finds my words out here and we come together for a life of blissful wonder... maybe if I had a chorus line of naked cheerleaders... or just a couple of cute bears... there's the old irreverent fool coming back around from the foggy bleary blahs... fool, though sayeth, well nay then I shall be a fool and thoust not change me in a million years... I've always been more the fool than the shrew... I just watched most of funny ha-ha... strange little slice of life type film... I like the lead, Marnie (Kate Dollenmayer)... there's a distinctive Gena Davis sense about her look, posture, and personality... libido likes her too... you just were dying to know that, weren't you?... I finally settled the library bill... another $70 or so... then I took out another hundred or so CDs and ten DVDs... besides funny ha-ha, the pile includes: That's Entertainment, Rosencrantz & Gilderstern Are Dead, A Fish Called Wanda, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Princess Bride, Phantom of the Opera, Jacket, Black, and THX 1138... I won't list the CDs today... I will update the CD Stacks one of these days... a bunch of stacks await uploading... I think I slipped on a 'so lonesome I could die' banana recently and am still figuratively flat on my back seeing stars (flash cartoon images)... it doesn't help that my method out of these sort of funks, writing whines and tears into rhymes that bring rainbows and laughter, was thwarted this week when some of those very rhymes were erased by computer error brought on by conflicts at work... stagnation (whine whine whine), work crap (details will follow in some entry somewhere someday), health concerns (my doc is yelling at me about my liver, wants a sonogram, not sure exactly why, tells me it's fat... Doctor: "...and your liver is fat"... ever the rebel... yes, that should probably be one of the engravings on his tombstone, if anybody thinks of actually doing that whole burial thing after he dies), and of course a hefty dose of the lonelies all combining to make me most unattractive to myself and anyone this state of being might attract, therein perpetuating the cycle... and you think you've got issues?... I should probably cut down on the processed sugar and caffeine, but heck, it's one of my few external physical highs these days and I need all the help I can get... it's probably like an anchor for a drowning man type help, but the drowning man doesn't know it until it's too late cuz the anchor is shaped like a donut, ya know?... yes, I know he's a cartoon character... aherm, so we were doing absolutely nothing by avoiding issues and laying there flat on our backs minding the stars instead of our own business when the sun came out and we started to evaporate and just when we started realizing we existed and sort of knew what was happening, we were gone... a day in the life of a puddle, borrowed and paraphrased from Douglas Adams, in case you didn't see it coming or recognize the reference... and if you didn't need this brief explanatory paragraph, then dance without sleeping... which reference did you miss?... ...here's an excerp from a letter to a friend that might help express where I am at at the moment for that is why you come, I mean, beside to be amused by my odd way of babbling and the allure of the links, it's all about me, right?... as for me, it's one of those down times... they don't come around too often and generally do not last long (in fact today there was clear signs of the giggles returning)... fatigue is a primary cause, as is lack of exercise and stagnating in less than optimal habits and most of all the lonelies... not too much I can do about the latter before I take care of the former things because attitude is everything and when my attitude is down all I can find for intimacy is misery-love-company and I am repulsed by those who start there...
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