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MEG AND DIA!

ORLANDO?

WHERE IT BEGAN


ARE THEY SERIOUS?
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ONE. . . WHY
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CONVERSATION WITH GOD

MEANING OF LIFE
FORWARD THIS ENTRY
INTELLIGENT DESIGN

(SEE WHAT THE POPE SAYS)

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ABOUT ZOOPLA

o O ( AND CURRENT EVENTS ) O o


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HELP THE RED CROSS
MESSAGES FROM MISSISSIPPI
BLOG FOR RELIEF
NEW ORLEANS JOURNAL

(MIRROR OF N.O. JOURNAL)
(INCLUDING LIVE CAM AND PHOTOS)

HELP AND BE HELPED
HURRICANE HOUSING
LINKS TO HELP
IMAGES FOR HISTORY
New Orleans News
Buloxi News
THE FAILURE


FREE SPEECH
(tell them what you think)

The White House
(202) 456-1111

Senate and Congress
(202) 224-3121

YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHTS
USE THEM





FAT MAN WALKING
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FACE FUN!



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SITES I SEE A LOT
IxQuick Search
Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




SITES I AM CONSIDERING
SEEING MORE OFTEN

3Hive
metafilter
comics
digg





REFERENCE LIBRARIES

questia
wikipedia
gutenberg
internet public library

itools references
movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
(IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW)


Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




(make it real)

PO BOX 780398
Orlando, FL 32878

send me some music
your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
let your message come through
and I will love you forever



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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-08-07 - 4:30 a.m.

so what else is new?


wow, catz-eyes really knows how to produce interesting entries with diversity and culture and wisdom and humor and generosity and seriousness and fun... I feel like such a narcissist after reading through his ecclectic and intelligent blogathon entries... not that I feel anything's wrong with being a narcisissist, I mean, even if it's not spelled correctly...

I may be stuck in my same old song

it's only words,
and words are all I have,
to take your heart away
...

it's not as if I think I'm such a great writer that all I need to do is pour out words here and you'll all love coming back here to read and read and read... though I do want to believe the words are most important... I do not have access to much in the way of images or any sort of image editing or even browsing software these days... same with sounds... and many of the high falootin heavy-graphic sites choke my desktop (which has twice the RAM as my not all but definct laptop), so visiting and downloading is a challenge at best and impossible at worst...

and there's always the possibility that I've forgotten all the culture I once knew when I was rich and living a jet-setty type of life between NYC and Florida... I used to love New York museums, though I didn't go as often as I wanted to because I spent most of my time in NYC working and going to school... that's what one must do when one wants to take 157 credits in four years while working full time plus overtime... I did find time once a week to be treasurer of a bowling league, so I wasn't completely a workaholic bookworm, but close...

I think next time I'll blogathon, officially or not, in a more creative place like because this me me me diary must be getting old for everyone but dear friends and fanatics...

what can I tell you
but be myself
if I'm not interesting enough for you

I'm not trying to sell you
anything from my shelf
I'm just trying to record a life that's true

and if no one reads this its still not in vain
for there's passion and pleasure and release from pain
and this writing brings peace and stability to my brain
and clarity, and feeling free, so I'll do it again

what can I show you
if you don't care
and if you do care then you know why you're here

and I want to know you
and you want to know me
these words are revealing all my mystery

and if no one reads this it's still worth my time
for there is a reason behind every rhyme
without writing this life would feel like a crime
for writing lets me move closer to the sublime

like water, everyone seeks their own level
like wind, everyone changes and blows
like the sun, everyone shines in their own way
like Earth, everyone evolves and grows

and I share when is real and true for me
and I want to know you too
whetever you want me to do or see
I hope it is the real you

what can I give you
but all I can be
as I try to express all that I am

and if I miss you
I hope you are happy
I mean you no harm and hope you understand

and if no one reads this its still not in vain
for there's passion and pleasure and release from pain
and this writing brings peace and stability to my brain
and clarity, and feeling free, so I'll do it again

and if no one reads this it's still worth my time
for there is a reason behind every rhyme
without writing this life would feel like a crime
for writing lets me move closer to the sublime

yeah, so what else is new? J






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