you care...

well, of course you care, you've shown that many times J

it's just that every time you show it again I am amazed mostly cuz I live in the moment and the moments in time and space leave me relatively alone most of the time... and also because when I look beyond the moment of time and space (which is where you are, out there, if you comprehend what I mean and see the gentleness in the word as well as the truth, or attempts to express the truth... ah, the words to express the truth {hear me Harry?}, a noble quest as any I can imagine, but that's sort of besides the point) I find myself remembering a past full of intense (and sometimes unpleasant, to understate it with casual flair that smiles at the drama within) and realize that I've been conditioned to expect nothing from anyone, so when you come out of the ether, from out there, with a phone call or email or any sort of concern for my wll being, well, yay for you... yay for life... yay for everything...

life has been substituting for the daily writing here lately and it's been quite exciting to experience offline RealTime� physical world intensely positive sharing and emotions once again (if you've read me long, you know it has not happened too often in the last few years)...

passion is good J

I am not gone (phew, I don't know about you, but the writer in my {who is the conduit to my consciousness in this world, which is kind of important to my being I think, ya know?) smiles deeply and feels a wonderful balanced security as I let go of the words for a few days without feeling like I am missing something because I sense I am here (right here, right now) and will share myself in words and in life in compatible balance...

it may be several more days or longer before I catch up as I usually do (and if I don't that's ok, but I sense I will) and this entry is mostly to let you know I am fine, better than fine, I am confused (and laughing at that)...

it's a moment of wonder that questions everything I've ever known and has me bubbling with excitement to explore the unknown within myself (which is so rare for me lately, in site of the apparent introspective babbling we're all so accustomed to reading here) and more, in others...

I shall return to share more (and more detail) soon (time being relative)... I hope your life is wonderful tonight (for you certainly are to me)... I wish you peace (and beautiful songs)... I wish you hope... I wish you dreams coming true... and yes, (you know the song?) I wish you the strength to let love show... to let love flow... to let love grow... to let love go...

may each day of your life be a good day J

I love you J

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