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�2006 Candor Communications


2004-09-11 - 9:26 a.m.

there's more to life than popularity


yesterday, or some time during the night, to be more precise, while having dinner of the mind with Moses, Socrates, Jesus Christ, Aldous Huxley, Karl Marx, one of the Popes, and Rudolf Steiner, as I was deep in philosophical thought, I found myself wondering how skewed this might be... the source is strange (I mean the guy is an industry, a college, a publishing house, a foundation, but who was he?)...

are we mad?

once again I am writing an entry that may be better suited for browsing or browsings (your intructions are as follows: browse, save links, go there, share where you've been and what you think or feel about it, follow your instructions)...

I know he's popular as dirt at a funeral, but somehow I don't think Uncle Bob's followers (or army, as he once called them) will enjoy my particular style of rambling on in massive paragraphs filled with tangential parentheses (and big words) that disguise passionate narcissism as wanna-be generousity and pose profound wisdoms through apparent trivial pursuits that are infused with such an indelible lack of clarity that it may never be known if exquisite obscurity or meaningless dribble was intended, or what precisely was said, for that matter (what sexual promises?... games?... sophomoric humors?... cheap google-baiting?)... so I have decided (and you can all breath a sigh of relief now) that I will not subtly convert his many readers into candoorians, which only goes to prove that in spite of my repeated insistance that I want attention, I probably would rather remain mostly unknown, rather than conform to cultural tastes...

touch...

besides, he writes suck ass poems (and uses the word penis a lot, as opposed to vagina, though I've yet to see him use erect throbbing member or swollen nipples, but then, I've not had sex with him, his wife, or any of his pets either), appears to be a mockingly chauvanist pug, if not pig, and most telling of all, he refuses to eat cheese (missing out on that pleasure... what, no pizza?), so how can he be revered?... I might as well go disco...

what, no orgasm yet?...

personally, I find Mimi much more amusing, but then, I tend to get feminine humor (feeling the force yet?) more than masculine humor and being generally heterosexual, for whatever that information means or is worth, when I want to throw catch phrases at search engine spiders I strive to focus on the positive, rather than the cynical (for what good is cynicism as a inspiration for masturbation), and fuel raunchy fantasies about cute things (and her cute things) or balling like bunnies with alien rabbits and much enjoy pretending I am under the desk playing with people's private parts (with or without exotic sex toys) while they are trying to concentrate on writing a witty entry... think of me as you stare at the screen trying to come up with your next entry, ok?... intense... what, didn't you know?...

and then I wrote this:


at a glance (which is sometimes more telling than baring and staring and telling it all), I find these questions rise... are you waiting for a specific person you've known and perhaps lost, or for the audience that you long to find you?... or for something else... I've known hurts of many colors, many flavors, many vines, but yet have I to know the willow weeping tears that taste like mine.

I lied... I actually love them all... and also, I wrote that before the previous few paragraphs... so if you are counting, that's one... remember to tell Number Six so he can use it to baffle Number Two with another serious mind fuck some more... and can you really tell the difference between fuck me and fuck me?... think about it, words may have a life of their own, but you decide which life they will live in your mind... what makes a word dirty, anyway?... do some words not take baths?...

now remember, your intructions are as follows:

1. browse
2. save links
3. go there
4. share where you've been and what you think or feel about it
5. follow your instructions
6. rinse and repeat

of course everybody loves Eric Anthony (did you get your free gift?... actually, I noticed he is now password protected, so skip that link unless you know the password even though he may still be the DLander on the most favorites lists) and once upon a time, Bobbie (almost as popular, but now writing elsewhere), but is he just another a poet in waiting, after all?... and impulsively, I just include daze of rain randomly for the hell of it... the devil did not make me do it, nor did Jesus, Mohammed, Bhudda {not that he'd want to}, Krishna, or any other divine or supposedly divine entity), but I do occasionally worship link whores (and not to suggest she is one, but the truth be known Ladee Leroy really turns me on, even without Sidney, rest may he in peace)...

and in conclusion, z0tl deserves more notes (and the ability to note again... tell Andrew)... and even though it's September already, one of these days I will play with August Dreams...

and in conclusion again, whatever you think or feel about me or this or that or the other things, maybe I'm just trying to give us something else to think about today...






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