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(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
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global news matrix
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neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




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the guide
purple
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maximum awesome
86 the onions
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something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
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urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


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2005-07-30 - 4:24 p.m.

little things


yesterday I got serious (in my own odd way) about some of my favorite people (just some, many favorite people were not mentioned and they didn't even call to yell at me about it cuz they are so wonderfully secure and have faith in my love even when I am not stroking their egos and I love them all the more for it... though a few phone calls without yelling would be nice too, ya know?... laughing?... good)...

today is the birthday of a person I'd give my life for, but he may not believe that anymore... I tried to be a dad for him for a few years and I know he believed me then, but unfortunately his mother was not actually looking for someone who would stick around, she was looking for a sugar daddy and my sugar ran out... I haven't heard from her since I stopped sending money and she stopped letting him (and his siblings, who I love no less) talk to me before then... very sad story and reluctantly, as Tanya Tucker sang, I've learned to live and I wish to say...

Happy Birthday precious boy
now you are a young man
maybe you've learned that that life does not
always follow a plan
and promises we make sometimes
break beyond our control
forgive me for not being there
you're still part of my soul

I hope life is treating you well
and those you love are kind
and even after all this time
you're always on my mind
so I just want to sing a song
that you might hear some day
to wish you well throughout your life
and every year to say

Happy Happy Birthday


we can't always get what we want, but we can always try... and I may have slipped a few days by without an entry just so this particular entry does not sit out on point too long as I do not want to spend too much time focused on the past, especially when it's a sad past (that's the makings of nightmares and I don't particularly want to make nightmares in my head)...

I hope you treasure those people in your life who you feel closest to... I hope you tell them every day how much you love them... I hope you write them letters (or poems or stories or something) or make them something tangible that represents your caring so they might always have something they can touch to remember your love whenever you are not there...

life is transient as far as we know... but love, the feeling inside can last as long as we live and longer in the hearts and minds of those we give it to... make the most of your love... give it in deeds, in actions that express it clearly, in tangible gifts that hold the memories of the beauty and wonder and good times...

it is more important than any of us know...

I never meant to waste a single moment
and to this day I do not think I did
some things are lost, some people gone
but I still feel as I felt as a kid

love is forever
love comes whenever
you are honest in your heart
and dare to give away a part
of what you're feeling
when you're appealing
your smile is a precious memory
and every little thing you gave to me
reminds me of how much love can mean
and how it lasts beyond all we have seen

love is forever
love comes together
when you share it honestly
as you shared it with me
that precious feeling
is still appealing
and I cherish every memory
and every little thing you gave to me
whenever you are not around for more
I realize what these little things are for

a crayon drawing
a ceramic mug
a tape recording
feel just like a hug
nothing can ever take your place
but there's a smile upon my face
to know these little things were made for me
and given with your love

and now that you are gone
these little things help me carry on

for love is forever
and love somes whenever
we are honest in our hearts
and dare to give away real parts
of what we're feeling
when we're appealing
a smile is a precious way to live
and every little thing we give
reminds us of how much love can mean
and how it lasts beyond all we have seen

love is forever
love comes together
when we share it honestly
as you shared it with me
that precious feeling
is still appealing
and I cherish every memory
and every little thing you gave to me
whenever you are not around for more
I realize what these little things are for


. . .



Happy Birthday William Horatio
you are loved
and may you always know






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