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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
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odd todd
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god checker
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fark
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post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




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�2006 Candor Communications


2006-11-11 - 4:05 a.m.

rock, roll, bounce, and doves [enhanced] (part 2, now with pizza!)



and maybe I won't sleep again tonight
this body is fueled up and ready to go
alone all I can do is write these words
so me and you and posterity can know

this is what life can be
this is what a body can do
this is what life is for me
and this is what I wish for you

feel the energy
call it what you will
god or spirituality
focus or a thrill
just remember it condemns nothing
just remember it welcomes all
just remember it sets no limits
just remember it
it's what we all dream of
in every mind
and I will call it love
let it in
or leave yourself behind


and the next Dove candy wrapper said: always give from the heart... ok, maybe not always, I mean, sometimes the heart is not enough... what? you might say, the heart is not enough?... yes, well, not to get all philosophical or anything (well leave that to the Confucius imitators at Dove), but sometimes a hard core thought it good too and yes, sometimes, in these physical bodies in this material world, cold hard cash helps too... but giving something in addition to giving from the heart doesnt mean you are not also giving from the heart so I suppose always giving from the heart makes good sense after all... so nevermind... I mean nevermind my not getting all philosophical or anything, dont nevermind the Dove wrappers, they deserve good minding...

hey, wait a minute... what are you doing here?... this is part two, go read part one, or one and a half, the previous entry, for that matter... these online diary and journal and blog things are backwards stories you know... I mean, think about it, image reading a novel or any book last chapter first, then next to last chapter and then the one before that and so on... it would change the whole experience of the book, wouldnt it?... well, consider that change happens every time we come to the standard blog format and read someones life story (providing its a life-story kind of blog)... kind of strange when we look at it that way, aye?...

have you read part one yet?...

or the second part?...



anyway, if youre not laughing then you probably miss out on the amusement of time and therein have a much less amusing life than those of us who find time amusing because time is always around and its more fun to have amusement always around anytime we want to notice it... dont be too sad though, you can still recover from normalcy if you lose your mind... it happens to the best of us... or at least to the best of them...

I love teasing all the grown ups
all the uptights set in their ways
I mean them no harm
but I sound an alarm
there's a lot going wrong these days

and I hope that through humor I touch them
all the uptights afraid of themselves
blinded by their fear
they might not hear
these are words from the books on their shelves

love your neighbor how?
though shall not kill
you have the choice now
you have your free will


and the next Dove candy wrapper said: (the smile perfect gift one)... yes, they already started repeating... I guess they couldnt afford too many sessions with Confucius... and you see what you are missing if you did not read part one first?... yes, I deliberately did not repeat the entire wrapper philosophy to prove the point, you should read the first part first... of course being that I said you should you may not, especially if you are a natural born rebel like me... but then, maybe you actually want to original experience of this evenings babble and realize you can only get it by reading the first entry first and already did... or are at least considering it more seriously now... never mind the should, ok?... you dont have to, really, its completely your choice...

meanwhile, in the title parentheses, oh yes the pizza was good... white bread, onion garlic tomato sauce, parmesan, romano, asiago, mozzarella, sun dried tomatoes, basil, and garlic salt and I entered pizza heaven... yes, I am that easy when it comes to pizza... that is, I am that easy when the ingredients are ingredients I love and they are in the right balance... I am not easy when theres too much sauce I dont like, when theres not enough cheese, or when there are ingredients I dont like on pizza (there are a few, probably)... so maybe I am not as pizza-easy as I first made out, but I could be for the right person (or anyone who can be trained well)...

if you are not laughing, you misunderstand, take two steps back and miss a turn re-reading the fundamentals (ask for the links if you dont know what I mean and Ill make it up just for you when I have time if I feel like it)...

and meanwhile, in the title brackets, the enhancements, in case you did not read the original entries that these come from, include all the rhymes and about half of the rambling... this is the information the people who want to know everything (like me) want to know and I include it here for myself, if no one else... hopefully, there's another who wants to know everything too, and then you know, all of this is for you...

I love you
as I love the sun
as I love the moon
as I love the air

I love you
as I love this life
as I love myself
as I love a prayer

as I pray to you that your love will be true
as I pray to all people to make it through
all the fear that turns love into hate
we can change this fate before it's too late

and I hope we do
because I love you
may your love be true
but whatever you do
I love you







. o O ( NOTES ARE THE NEW HAPPY PILL ) O o .
(just let me know you were here)




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