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real doll (p)
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�2006 Candor Communications


2006-06-08 - 1:31 p.m.

and then there were three


I am not sure if this entry was already uploaded, but it was meant to be uploaded around the time I changed the format here from two columns to three and the title referred to in the next paragraph most likely referred to that change, but I don't recall just what that title was, so this may make no sense, which is par for the course when I am emptying all the scribble files...

someday nobody will understand just what the title referred to and that someday may already be today, especially if you convinced me to go back to the previous look of this journal (since the change is ever so dramatic and potentially traumatic, right?), but for the moment this is the seventh or eighth diary entry started here behind the candoor (still in black and white, if only barely life) in the past week and then some (and not uploaded) and it comes with this...

this being a farewell, however brief the time may be or not to be, to the two column format (would we dare say design?) of this diary and a hello of sorts to the three columns you may or may not see before you right now...

anyway, I have every intention of starting to get myself back into playing shape any day now as I'm missing the finals of playoffs and fantasy that comes with the buffness of being in fine physical specimen shape and just as soon as I find the lost will power (and royal orb or golden fleece or magical specter or holy grail or chalice without malice at the palace that Danny Kaye or someone misplaced for us many years ago), I shall...

foiled again...

I am only slightly out of my mind tonight, the rest of me being too asleep to get up and leave in any tangible way, but the whole of me that is in any form present wishes to pay tribute to darling dandy who called me a song once upon a time and after not sleeping for another extended period who shall remain nameless for, after all, who names a period anyway, I found myself wandering the isles of the local Best Buy Emporium (also known as the company that hates dogs, but that's another story I slightly betray today) as I am waiting for Precious to call after dropping her off for her job interview at a local clothing establishment and what should I find on sale at an irresistible price of under eight dollars (quite possibly $7.99) if not Blue October, Foiled...

you probably had to be there...

other damage to the wallet suffered today was the $5.99 copy of Van's Warped Tour 2006 and the $3.99 copy of a three CD collection of wild and crazy heavy rock or metal mallets striking harsh chords, including a bonus DVD (how could I pass up any recorded material priced thusly, I ask you?) and then, as if I was made of money or something, two 1GB USB Flash Drives amazingly priced at $49 each (but the amazing part is that does not include the $20 rebates for each, if I actually process the rebates, that is... I am notorious for forgetting) and now all I need is a computer with a USB port, ha...

but the music that plays startles and stimulates (shaking my shards and shivering my timbers) as I recall another someone caring enough to call me a song once upon a time and missing the cyber love (not to be mistaken for cyber sex) that was shared by all forever immortalized by the wild and rabid Smash once upon a time very similar to the previous once upon a time...

so many were there in the imaginary orgy in my heart that I can not possibly mention them all, but the precious and pure inspiration of the moo, who asks for nothing but acceptance of the amazingly wonder-filled love she offers without any strings or pouts or guilt trips, but simply the genuinely awe-inspiring innocent suspended belief in being worthy of any return of such adoration and devotion as she gives, certainly must be hugged profusely and powerfully right here and now because with her in the world I know there is hope for love (like I used to be so sure of when I still had access to my own music and the many mix tapes that contained the blood and sweat and tears and essence of my heart and soul and spirit and anima and ka)...

sometimes I feel so forgotten, but then, other times I don't...

and the same reverence I seek to express goes to others listed on the right side of the RealTime blog that is a tribute to the sharing, illusion or not, that we attempt every time we emerge from our offline cocoons and spill words into our cyber collective... know I do not link lightly, even if I do link haphazardly and leave out essential ingredients of the beautiful pageant of splendor on the net that you (who are named and are not named) bring to my world...

what more I wish to say could only be expressed by the tears that would roll from my eyes upon meeting and hugging the goodness that you are... and while I am not always the emotional faucet I may appear to be at times, I give it all to you today because the rhythm and rhymes take me back to a better place in time when I was more aware of being here and so much clearer...

trusting the magic, the unspoken word, the energy flows and somebody knows...






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