IN BLACK AND WHITE last---past---next---now ( FEATURED OTHERS 'n STUFF ) MEG AND DIA! ORLANDO? WHERE IT BEGAN ARE THEY SERIOUS? (how far are we from censorship?) ONE. . . WHY (find your social conscience)
CONVERSATION WITH GOD MEANING OF LIFE FORWARD THIS ENTRY INTELLIGENT DESIGN (SEE WHAT THE POPE SAYS) o O ( AND COMING SOON! ) O o ABOUT ZOOPLA o O ( AND CURRENT EVENTS ) O o blogadvance blogazoo blogexplosion blogmad? bloglines o O ( SOCIAL CONCERNS ) O o HELP THE RED CROSS MESSAGES FROM MISSISSIPPI BLOG FOR RELIEF NEW ORLEANS JOURNAL (MIRROR OF N.O. JOURNAL) (INCLUDING LIVE CAM AND PHOTOS) HELP AND BE HELPED HURRICANE HOUSING LINKS TO HELP IMAGES FOR HISTORY New Orleans News Buloxi News THE FAILURE FREE SPEECH (tell them what you think) The White House (202) 456-1111 Senate and Congress (202) 224-3121 YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHTS USE THEM FAT MAN WALKING BLOGATHON! INDEX BEGIN FACE FUN! last---past---next---now SITES I SEE A LOT IxQuick Search Google Search itools references movie database Giga-Quotes Harry Chapin Lyrics SSA OLD AND NEW READS (WISH I HAD MORE TIME TO READ and EXPLORE) mother jones utne reader common dreams the progressive mediate the other side orion harper's rolling stone reel classics fallout shelter the memory hole song meanings truth out wil wheaton bugmenot global news matrix break for news are you generic? neil gaiman h2g2 daily kos the truth laid bear reason capitol hill blue boing boing nobody here SITES I AM CONSIDERING SEEING MORE OFTEN 3Hive metafilter comics digg REFERENCE LIBRARIES questia wikipedia gutenberg internet public library deep web search engines itools references movie database Giga-Quotes rare-lyrics all musicals AMUSEMENTS Diaryland Times home star runner hell hell too sinfest ill will press the guide purple despair maximum awesome 86 the onions straight dope something awful glossy news eric conveys emotion odd todd cracked CULTURE the superficial darwin awards this is true urban legends news of the weird church of the fsm the onion god checker faqs fark iGod post secret webby awards meetup the white house ragged trousered philosopher the smoking gun the defective yeti landover baptist evil bible COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)
PROMPTS (IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW) Unconscious Mutterings Friday Feast Wednesday Whatevers Sunday Brunch Monday Madness Thursday Threesom Saturday Questions (make it real) PO BOX 780398 Orlando, FL 32878 send me some music your favorite music old or new blissful or blue let your message come through and I will love you forever last---past---next---now �2006 Candor Communications |
2004-03-29 - 7:54 p.m. waking here I slept eleven hours straight and woke up almost an hour ago and find myself sitting here distracted by the TV... it is rather loud (I think I was awakened by a combination of the canned laughter of endlessly repeating sit-coms and extra-loud commercials and a full bladder)... Rasputin is asleep (in case this is your first time here or just want to sit through a recap of the inhabitants and usual schedule around here)... Sally Rasputin (or Rasputin Sally, depending on the time of day, weather conditions, behavioral patterns, and mood) works as shipping manager for a local Seafood wholesaler about eleven to twelve hours a day from about midnight to noon and sleeps in the evenings... and Precious Child (who has yet to be dubbed with a second diary/journal name to replace the obvious), Sally's teenage daughter, is simultaneously in the kitchen (occupying every inch of counter space) cooking something (and I am wondering if this is another night where I won't be able to get into the kitchen before I get to work) and sitting in the living room channel-surfing the endlessly repeating re-runs on commercial TV (and I wonder why, with hundreds of channels to choose from, many being free of commercials, my roommies almost always choose the same commercial TV stations that show the same repeat programs to watch... I suppose we all have our repetitive daily habits, like my preference for the sci-fi channel... or diary/journal writing, for that matter... note the sardonic smile?... or was that sarcastic?... ah, self-directed laughter is a selfishly selfless egocentric luxury everyone should try once in a while, at least)... where were we?... starting another diary entry by sitting down in my big green chair and looking around the space and realizing there are a whole lot of external distractions within sensory grasp of my bed and writing space that pull me out of the potentially infinite creative space that comes in those moments just between sleep and waking (where we still remember dreams) and into the world of the normal human spectator sports (innundated with commercials and predominated by the underlying knowledge of anagramic intellectual supplicating references to typical ADD, ADHD, AADD patterns of constantly changing channels) of daily life (and I don't just mean TV)... and people tell me I have too much awareness?... I think I need another comfortable sitting space in my bedroom where I can turn on music wake in a space of different environment stimuli (since silence isn't gonna happen too often)... not to mention my own filtered water source outside of the kitchen... of course waking up distracted by hunger and not being able to get into the kitchen to cook anything for several hours because it's occupied almost all evening doesn't help my focus on anything... but then, what does it matter... it's not as if I am accomplishing anything too vital to anything here in these words... it's just my every day life and the rambling I do in and about it... still, somewhere a hopeful voice wonders what rhymes or reasons (not to mention meaningful ideas or worthwhile creativity... or positivity... or enlightenment {is there an original idea?}... or secret smiles or fresh laughter) might have emerged from my brain had I not been swept into forced conflicts and dramatized situations supposedly enhanced by musical soundtracks, artificial laughter, and commercials for soap, cars, food, feminine hygiene products, and drugs to enhance sex-life and grow hair before I came completely into consciousness... meanwhile, memories of smiling phones calls, endearing reading, and inspiring writing tickle the corners of my heart and remind me of dreams that call me back to my inner space and another more personally compatible version of real life...
< last one < < < < BURP! > > > >next one > |
. . . . . the moment we interrupt these seemingly mindless dots for a word from (or at least about our sponsor (hmmm, sponsor?... what's the opposite of sponsor?)... anyway, now, as ado-less as possible, the word for you or andrew)... connections . . . . AND WHATDYA MISS? Can You Laugh At The Sky? DSandDrew It's Been A While Just a Moment (Proof of Mice) A Moment of Forever older still random chance who me? leave a note? (read archived notes) send me mail? you want to know me? soundtrack 101 Things The Sequel The Trilogy 202 Things 200 Things 202 More Things 202 Things Again testing123 have time, love words? sleepwriting (where the heart dreams) and now, in RealTime� and then, (e)thereal and now, briefly, in case it matters and now, the dirt, drama, and details (babbling) DO ME! (Johari Style) DO ME WRONG! (but do me right) SOAP! (EPISODE ONE) (the dark side of candoor) loving linkers other loves A Diaryland Survey other surveys small world your profile matters (search for you & find me) tell others read others applause? favor? gift? get your own! saturn rings and other places googlisms browsing where've ya been? the searchers favorites 911 HEY AMERICA! LOOK AT YOUR CHILD STOP THE ABUSE (GET THE CODE) THOUGHTS ON GOD ( temporary attractions ) BACK TO #1 @ GOOGLE! WAS #1 @ MSN! (for a while, now on page (EXPERIMENTAL PLAYTHINGS) RSS? who links here blogwise Blogarama Globe of Blogs blogthings ~ BLOGLINKERS ~ ~ BLOGROLLING ~ Blogroll Me! published blogadvance blogazoo blogexplosion blogmad? bloglines (PREVIOUS TEMPORARY ATTRACTIONS) TSUNAMI INFO fantasy sports? BLOGGIES? sorry everybody Orange Blossom Music Festival Deland Music Festival MIT Survey brilliant idea Celebrate Birthdays FOR FREEDOM CONTINUE... talking dog SAY HELLO 407-325-1482 and if you want to leave take good care hope you make a lot of true friends out there |