IN BLACK AND WHITE last---past---next---now ( FEATURED OTHERS 'n STUFF ) MEG AND DIA! ORLANDO? WHERE IT BEGAN ARE THEY SERIOUS? (how far are we from censorship?) ONE. . . WHY (find your social conscience)
CONVERSATION WITH GOD MEANING OF LIFE FORWARD THIS ENTRY INTELLIGENT DESIGN (SEE WHAT THE POPE SAYS) o O ( AND COMING SOON! ) O o ABOUT ZOOPLA o O ( AND CURRENT EVENTS ) O o blogadvance blogazoo blogexplosion blogmad? bloglines o O ( SOCIAL CONCERNS ) O o HELP THE RED CROSS MESSAGES FROM MISSISSIPPI BLOG FOR RELIEF NEW ORLEANS JOURNAL (MIRROR OF N.O. JOURNAL) (INCLUDING LIVE CAM AND PHOTOS) HELP AND BE HELPED HURRICANE HOUSING LINKS TO HELP IMAGES FOR HISTORY New Orleans News Buloxi News THE FAILURE FREE SPEECH (tell them what you think) The White House (202) 456-1111 Senate and Congress (202) 224-3121 YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHTS USE THEM FAT MAN WALKING BLOGATHON! INDEX BEGIN FACE FUN! last---past---next---now SITES I SEE A LOT IxQuick Search Google Search itools references movie database Giga-Quotes Harry Chapin Lyrics SSA OLD AND NEW READS (WISH I HAD MORE TIME TO READ and EXPLORE) mother jones utne reader common dreams the progressive mediate the other side orion harper's rolling stone reel classics fallout shelter the memory hole song meanings truth out wil wheaton bugmenot global news matrix break for news are you generic? neil gaiman h2g2 daily kos the truth laid bear reason capitol hill blue boing boing nobody here SITES I AM CONSIDERING SEEING MORE OFTEN 3Hive metafilter comics digg REFERENCE LIBRARIES questia wikipedia gutenberg internet public library deep web search engines itools references movie database Giga-Quotes rare-lyrics all musicals AMUSEMENTS Diaryland Times home star runner hell hell too sinfest ill will press the guide purple despair maximum awesome 86 the onions straight dope something awful glossy news eric conveys emotion odd todd cracked CULTURE the superficial darwin awards this is true urban legends news of the weird church of the fsm the onion god checker faqs fark iGod post secret webby awards meetup the white house ragged trousered philosopher the smoking gun the defective yeti landover baptist evil bible COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)
PROMPTS (IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW) Unconscious Mutterings Friday Feast Wednesday Whatevers Sunday Brunch Monday Madness Thursday Threesom Saturday Questions (make it real) PO BOX 780398 Orlando, FL 32878 send me some music your favorite music old or new blissful or blue let your message come through and I will love you forever last---past---next---now �2006 Candor Communications |
2005-08-06 - 8:30 p.m. fluffy depths Rasputin left the TV on with Spiderman 2 set to go and it's distracting me from my appointed mission, which is to somehow ramble on as candoor does here for the next thirteen hours... at this point I am wondering why I ever thought I could maintain and candoor level of babble for such an extended period... it was so much easier for the funda... maybe by the end of this thing I'll know what a lobotomy feels like... we really shouldn't be laughing at mental illness, you know... maybe another slice of pizza... eggplant has magical properties, you know... yes, you know a lot... I write you know a lot and you know you know a lot... it's all good... and the voices in my head are returning... they don't have long mechanical arms to give me some self-confident selse that nothing can stop me from taking over the world, but I've seen most of the episode of Pinky and the Brain so I'm good to go... not that I'm quite delusional enough to believe that I could take over the world with a blog, or diary, in this case... and taking over the world wasn't really my idea anyway... it's the voices... personally, I'd rather catch a ride with the Vogon... or a really good looking species, whichever comes first... I am remaining about a half hour behind because I have no scraps of stuff with which to make a quick entry on this desktop computer (and I'm just so honest, I won't cheat unless I tell you)... the laptop holds all the secrets, the memories, the blah blah blah... I tried moving some of the files over before the laptop shuts down and reboots (it does it shortly after being turned on... I think it's a power battery issue... but anyway)... I found this rather deep sounding self-assessment that apparently was confirmed by one of the people in the world who knew me best for more than a few years... back to life, this week I remembered why I can be just as repulsive as I can be attractive... I am a natural lie detector... I can reflect the lie instinctively and that repulses because nobody wants to see themselves in a mirror when they are lying, especially not when they are lying to themselves... a subconscious mirror, heavy huh?... and when I do not reflect, I must actively forgive or I am passively passing judgment... profound... and she replied: � you have the answer to all your questions � everybody who has every intentionally and unintentionally (and I�ve done both) hurt you � holds their justification in that paragraph. yes, but what if someone does not want, in fact, actively resists forgiveness because they feel they do not deserve it?... then you're fucked... and so some believe and some do not, just like with every other thing we can not really see and must experience in the physical presense for ourselves... and I keep dreaming my dreams and nurturing, however much in a stasis, my inner child... and I continue hoping to share... fluffy depths...
< last one < < < < BURP! > > > >next one > |
. . . . . the moment we interrupt these seemingly mindless dots for a word from (or at least about our sponsor (hmmm, sponsor?... what's the opposite of sponsor?)... anyway, now, as ado-less as possible, the word for you or andrew)... connections . . . . AND WHATDYA MISS? Can You Laugh At The Sky? DSandDrew It's Been A While Just a Moment (Proof of Mice) A Moment of Forever older still random chance who me? leave a note? (read archived notes) send me mail? you want to know me? soundtrack 101 Things The Sequel The Trilogy 202 Things 200 Things 202 More Things 202 Things Again testing123 have time, love words? sleepwriting (where the heart dreams) and now, in RealTime� and then, (e)thereal and now, briefly, in case it matters and now, the dirt, drama, and details (babbling) DO ME! (Johari Style) DO ME WRONG! (but do me right) SOAP! (EPISODE ONE) (the dark side of candoor) loving linkers other loves A Diaryland Survey other surveys small world your profile matters (search for you & find me) tell others read others applause? favor? gift? get your own! saturn rings and other places googlisms browsing where've ya been? the searchers favorites 911 HEY AMERICA! LOOK AT YOUR CHILD STOP THE ABUSE (GET THE CODE) THOUGHTS ON GOD ( temporary attractions ) BACK TO #1 @ GOOGLE! WAS #1 @ MSN! (for a while, now on page (EXPERIMENTAL PLAYTHINGS) RSS? who links here blogwise Blogarama Globe of Blogs blogthings ~ BLOGLINKERS ~ ~ BLOGROLLING ~ Blogroll Me! published blogadvance blogazoo blogexplosion blogmad? bloglines (PREVIOUS TEMPORARY ATTRACTIONS) TSUNAMI INFO fantasy sports? BLOGGIES? sorry everybody Orange Blossom Music Festival Deland Music Festival MIT Survey brilliant idea Celebrate Birthdays FOR FREEDOM CONTINUE... talking dog SAY HELLO 407-325-1482 and if you want to leave take good care hope you make a lot of true friends out there |