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Harry Chapin Lyrics
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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


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truth out
wil wheaton
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global news matrix
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nobody here




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the guide
purple
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maximum awesome
86 the onions
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something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
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this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




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Monday Madness
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your favorite music
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2005-04-27 - 6:32 p.m.

and what do you think?


the grass is greening and leaves are sprouting outside my window as I am sitting around reading poetry this morning... before the hurricanes there was so much more green, so many more trees... the squirrels would climb branches inches from my window... there was a sense of woodlands, of privacy, of communing with nature...

now, the view is scaffolding holding men with sweaty buttcracks, beyond which are parking lots with a tennis court between and buildings... the illusion of living in the woods is gone... ironically, it's just a matter of perspective, for I do live in the woods...

you just can't see any from these windows...



and a look at some of the latest CDs in my currently playing CD Stack might inspire a smile or few (I figure someone {wink wink, nudge nudge} out there will recognize (I'd link you again, but I wouldn't want you to think I was obsessed or anything, even if I am, unless that is a pleasant thought, in which case you should know that I obsess every moment about so many things, always seeking that thing that will grab me by the ears {gently or I'll run} and hold my head so that eye contact must be maintained and focus can be honed down to one specific thing and then, when my ears are released, I am lost in the eyes of the beholder... or ear-holder... digressing, huh?} that I checked out their playlists and drained my local library of whatever they had) and surely pleasure and enjoyment (both of exploring some music new to me and liking what my ears are sucking in)...

sitting around wondering what random info will pop up next, I muse over the mental construct that apparently some of you love me and some of you don't, some of you call me a favorite (bless you) and some of you don't... I imagine there are all sorts of reasons, known and unknown, obvious (like folk who restrict their favorites lists to G-rated diaries would not put or keep me on theirs I guess as this diary is unrated and proud to be... sad that some minds close here or there, but there's an old saying {I forget} about that so there) and some obscure... everybody has their own tastes, or so it should be...

a yawn, a tear, a sigh and while pondering my navel I find the etching in my mind that tells me it still seems rather unacceptible to expose too much vulnerability in public...

the infant inside (infanticide?... yeah, I suppose some would have that rather than put up with a grown man in touch with the first thought and that infant, but I jest {I hope}, of course), constantly seeking more stimulus, seeks more and with music in my ears, looking back a ways, I wonder if I am the only one who hears the sound of one hand clapping... and how many smiles appear at that...

I am finding sweet, subtle, and secret smiles all through my browsings lately... it's a wonderful perspective that seems to find bits of treasure anywhere I go in spite of the cold hard rain of isolation...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...

and this is where I wandered this week...


and if that's not enough to flicker your fancy, perhaps the googlers will amuse and astound (shock and awe?... such arrogance, since eventually they all will lead you back here... oh, but was I referring to US foreign policy and the leaders who spout it?) you... the top few seem to be the most frequent searches that bring people to casa de candoor...

should I be 'fraid? J

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michelle branch song meanings
what's a tsunami
diaryland survey
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"she is always seventeen"
cattell's 16 factor quiz
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cattel and aggressiveness
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What's a Tsunami
"cat piss" "how to clean"
"independently wealthy" diaryland
googlisms words
ginny weasley
draco malfoy
blairlimit
nicole deboer nude
love words


I know that somewhere in a previous entry I wrote about the recent loss of words and I just remembered that amongst the words lost were words about the coincidence (or syncronicity) of stumbling across recently released remastered CDs of the Virgin Prunes which I found on Amazon while searching for Gavin Friday (there were all the links and everything in the previous incarnation of this news)...

anyway, some $200 or so later, I should be getting some profoundly radical music in the mail in the next ten days... besides If I Die, I Die, a whole mess of Virgin Prunes and some other stuff (I forget now, which means it'll be a surprise and I love doing that to myself so I'll probably enjoy the heck out of Alsheimers, at least for a while)... can an attempt to find Another Blow On The Bruise and a kickass pity party culminating in a mind blowing catharsis and reawakening of some sorts be far behind?...

anyway, I am going to be seriously excited when those packages arrive...






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