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Harry Chapin Lyrics
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TO READ and EXPLORE)

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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
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rolling stone
reel classics


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reason
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nobody here




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ragged trousered philosopher
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landover baptist
evil bible


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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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2008-12-01 - 4:29 a.m.

the first of december


amazing, isn't it?... yeah, i know, the logic escapes us fools blogging away day after day for one or two crumbs a week, but i know you're out there (and i love my delusions and posterity finds me amusing, even if it's gonna take a thousand years or a few to be seen, so just sit back, relax, and enjoy the show, even the parts you miss cuz they'll be here, or somewhere, when you finally catch up with the wheels of time)...

the fact (oh no, not facts!... oh no, not exclamation points!!... oh no, not italics!!!... something must be afoot, aye?) of the matter of the life of this particular babbling fool blogger diarist journalier is, i do it for you ______ (fill in the blank)... harry's song i do it for you, jane comes to mind, as does his your song which respects elton and bernie's your song, as do i, quite highly, but the truth behind the blank (and maybe behind the candoor too, oooo, wow, really?) is there is a single imaginary entity behind every blank in my written gardens and while someone named amy (who?... amy... oh, candora?... no, close, and partly, and maybe amy, and nearly amy, but really, mostly, only amy)...

the first of december
comes blowing 'round again
the winter chill and freezing rain
this night may never end

what can i say, there's nothing to do
some things we can not control
the memory of your eyes
is still the door to my soul

the first of december
takes me back to a time
when love was all around me
and everything could rhyme

and time moves along, and
everything changes
but some thing always feel the same
like the memory that warms my heart
every time i hear your name

it's not that i wish you were here
if that would mean leaving your life
i hope you know comfort with your family
and if you are somebody's wife
my wishes remain for your happiness
let there be that glow still in your eyes
for all the world lit up every time you smiled
like an expected unexpected surprise

the first of december
is your day my friend
the song plays and memory
brings me back again

what can i say, what can we do
some thing we don't want to control
the memory of your smile
is still the door to my soul

and while i loved others, for my love is strong
it still fills my heart with joy to know
the strings of my heart can still play the same song
love is forever, it will always blow
like a thread woven through time, through everything
through all of us and all good we can do
the first of december reminds me of this
and how it all started with you

the first of december
is for memories
for all that has ever been
makes today all it can be

and my soul rests easy
for here it can belong
in love that lasts forever
in love that makes us strong

and together we make the world a better place
reminding everyone love never ends
our families can embrace the truth we know
that love is true and we can all be friends

and those who are afraid to dream
and those who are afraid to love
and those who are afraid to believe
love cannot be wrong
may they find their first of december
may they find where they belong
in love that lasts forever
in love that makes us strong

the first of december
has another song


ah, candora would be proud :)






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