LIFE

IN
BLACK
AND
WHITE



last---past---next---now
( FEATURED OTHERS 'n STUFF )

MEG AND DIA!

ORLANDO?

WHERE IT BEGAN


ARE THEY SERIOUS?
(how far are we from censorship?)

ONE. . . WHY
(find your social conscience)

Barbara Waters: so candoor, what all this fuss about blogmad?

Candoor: Blogmad? It's better than ever! Get more visitors (or find me in chat there). Register now and tell me for extra credits. VARB?


JOIN OR RE-REGISTER NOW

welcome blogmadians... and the rest of you, while still in beta, you can still join the latest greatest party on the web, blogmad!

SUPPORT BLOGMAD! BUY STUFF



o O ( ALTERNATIVE MEDICINE ) O o

CONVERSATION WITH GOD

MEANING OF LIFE
FORWARD THIS ENTRY
INTELLIGENT DESIGN

(SEE WHAT THE POPE SAYS)

o O ( AND COMING SOON! ) O o

ABOUT ZOOPLA

o O ( AND CURRENT EVENTS ) O o


blogadvance blogazoo
blogexplosion blogmad?
bloglines


o O ( SOCIAL CONCERNS ) O o

HELP THE RED CROSS
MESSAGES FROM MISSISSIPPI
BLOG FOR RELIEF
NEW ORLEANS JOURNAL

(MIRROR OF N.O. JOURNAL)
(INCLUDING LIVE CAM AND PHOTOS)

HELP AND BE HELPED
HURRICANE HOUSING
LINKS TO HELP
IMAGES FOR HISTORY
New Orleans News
Buloxi News
THE FAILURE


FREE SPEECH
(tell them what you think)

The White House
(202) 456-1111

Senate and Congress
(202) 224-3121

YOU'VE GOT THE RIGHTS
USE THEM





FAT MAN WALKING
BLOGATHON!
INDEX BEGIN
FACE FUN!



last---past---next---now



SITES I SEE A LOT
IxQuick Search
Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




SITES I AM CONSIDERING
SEEING MORE OFTEN

3Hive
metafilter
comics
digg





REFERENCE LIBRARIES

questia
wikipedia
gutenberg
internet public library

itools references
movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
(IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW)


Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




(make it real)

PO BOX 780398
Orlando, FL 32878

send me some music
your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
let your message come through
and I will love you forever



last---past---next---now
�2006 Candor Communications


2005-11-14 - 2:11 p.m.

notes 12


messages to candoor:
(click here to add new message):


from nicim :
So just call on me brother, when you need a hand/ We all need somebody to lean on/ I just might have a problem that you'd understand/ We all need somebody to lean on/ Lean on me when you're not strong/ And I'll be your friend/ I'll help you carry on/ For it won't be long/ Till I'm gonna need/ Somebody to lean on/ Just tell me when darlin, cause you work nights and I work days.
from justvisiting :
Thanks for the hug.
from kilowatt :
"I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me less afraid, more accessible; to loosen my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance, to live so that which came to me as seed goes to the next as blossom, and that which came to me as blossom, goes on as fruit." ~ Dawna Markova ~ May your day provide you with ample opportunities to transmute the seeds of your life into blossoms, the blossoms of your life into fruit, and may you relish the ambrosial nectar and luscious fruit of your own existence allowing their saccharine juices to sweeten your palate and provide delightful nourishment for others.
from nicim :
I speak the only words it is possible to speak right now. Thank you. I hope I never disappoint you. A&F, N
from alwaysinhim :
I'm afraid you misunderstand me. "her" does not refer to myself. It refers to someone else completely. I am a part of someone else's past.
from nicim :
a glutton for punishment indeed. start with the "Best Sellers" dear if you don't want to fall asleep....or go backwards from now. The beginnings were just real correspondence and is boring. PS what happened to your entry about the "5 things". Am I imagining I saw it?
from tagamii :
Ahhh, my dear, batten down the hatches & hang on to your hat, this one's gonna be a doozy. Luckily, you're a little further inland but looking at the satellite imagery it seems you'll be blown to and fro a bit today as well. It's past me mostly, so I'll sleep well tonight...for the first time since Thursday; Naples wishes Orlando luck!
from liviasgarden :
Thank you very much :)
from nicim :
I accept. Yes, you heard me. Me.. I accept. In fact, it's already written. Unfortunately it was 10 things and four pages. So I have to cut it down. It will be posted Monday - as I did promise the first episode of "As the Hulls Fly" tomorrow. Good dog.
from beckers-j :
Canarsie, huh? Don't believe I've ever been there. I'm in Suffolk County, near the other end of the Island. :) Come back any time (to my diary, that is, since I'm not sure how you feel about Long Island these days)! :)
from antipodean :
:)
from ocd-and-me :
Please be sure to let me know when I can return to my scheduled Tom-Foolery. I'd hate for you to miss anything. Or for me to miss anything, for that matter. Shenanigans will be had by all, I say.
from clarity25 :
I just wanted to thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart for your beautiful notes and comments, also for your shout out in your diary. That really meant a lot to me. Thank you so much for reaching out and brightening my day with your kind encouraging and heartfelt words!
from banefulvenus :
Happy 4th of July!
from brucegirl :
Thanks for your lovely note in my diary :-) That was sweet. Knowing that someone loves you, is nice. Thanks!
from hissandtell :
Thanks again for your lovely note at my place, darling. Big sloppy (but completely respectful and above-board, of course) smooches to you. Love, R xxx
from pinkbowshoe :
That's fabulous. What's even more fabulous is that I haven't written in days. I started reading up on you, and came across a survey and an answer read "there's just not enough time to write the things you want" and that's me. I try as much as I can to communicate here. I miss d-land writting. Thanks for stopping by! Come again anytime. I'm honored you found me amusing. I find myself quite boring.! ha. ok, enough I think I've written a rediculously long note. But, hi anyway. Nice meeting you :)
from emperorincxt :
I got rather drunk last night and ended up crying in his arms again, which always happens whenever I get drunk. Anywho, he might stop drinking for me. : / thanks for the hope. I like lint so its ok... love.
from autumnal :
i'm nearly speechless. thank you so much for your entry of which i am shocked by the coincidence and honored by the attention and generous words! thanks to your effort i am inspired to write again with a new fervor! ! ! ! !
from moonbaby8u :
Thanks for the note.At lease I know someone is reading!
from alwayslolita :
hey thanks for following me to my new home. you can have the password and username for the old stuff when i lock it up. the only reason i'm locking it is because i want to put the past in the past, and i want to give the new guy i'm talking to my blog addy and i don't want him reading about my past until i'm ready to talk about it with him. but everyone else can read it.
from banefulvenus :
still amazed...
from crateobscure :
Glad to be of service! Drop by anytime.
from f-i-n :
I'm so poor, I'll be bunking with the mosquitoes! Maybe next year I'll make the voyage up to Orlando.
from lizzyfer :
The quote was from Oscar Wilde, slightly tweaked. "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars." Such a great little aphorism. I envy your pool, but not the Florida part. I can't stand flat land - Florida, the plains, uninterrupted horizons. And, strangely enough, last night I realized that it isn't the heat I mind, so much, as it is my own inability to live w/out a/c. People managed without it for thousands of years... but I am made of softer stuff. TY for the note.
from smoog :
For some strange reason, it isn't forwarding the email as it should, so I just changed my email link to the direct email address. You shouldn't have any problems stalking me now.
from f-i-n :
Thanks, candoor. So you don't have mosquitoes in Orlando? Did they all go to Disneyworld? Wish I could join them.
from neangel :
email me at ob1angelATYAHOOdotcom and I'll send it to you!!
from crateobscure :
Thanks! I take great pride in the longevity of my strangeness.
from smoog :
You should have been able to email me - unless you chose the very window of time that the site server went down. However, don't you think that making *more* contact with me to prove you're not a stalker is a little, um, backward? You don't fool me, man. I'm not paranoid - everyone *is* out to get me.
from ray-andrew :
You were the last person to sign my notes (a BIT ago) so let me sign back.
from catz-eyes :
=) crazy is good, cherub! ***HUGGLES** =^..^=
from loner-blues :
I notice people feel the same way while using the StairMaster. :-)
from f-i-n :
I love your comment about mix tapes. Why not post a list of your faves?
from f-i-n :
great blog...hugs and kisses
from alwaysinhim :
ah well, that's too bad. such is life. (but I will continue to come by.. just make sure the note link is easily findable).
from annie-m-s-b :
I triple dare you to keep going forward and becoming life again!
from mreieio :
And a rose by any other name ... Take care of yourself.
from wolfi3 :
Howdi , its me again lol - just to say is it ok if i add ya as a friend?
from timdangerous :
Passion is definately good. Oh, and I love you too! :)
from annie-m-s-b :
You go Babe!!! Love you too
from summersands :
.. I can feel the excitement in your writing .. it permeates and it's infectious. It made me smile knowing someone out there is having a good day ... good for you .. I hope you have many more to come.
from alwaysinhim :
*blinks at you*
from antipodean :
Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it. It was certainly a beautiful moment - but you probably wouldn't have wanted to be there - the sounds we made were terrible and uncouth :) I have improved a little, since buying Sigrid's guitar and giving myself some lessons. She's also been kind enough to lend me her amp while getting her new guitar fixed.
from annie-m-s-b :
Thank you, thank you! I put up even better news.... I am going to be an Aunt again!!! My brother and his new wife! due date 12/25/05!!! Love you!
from summersands :
Good stuff my friend, good stuff. Glad I found your writings.
from pollyprince :
I loved reading your diary, some funny shit and all true, I definitely appreciate your latest voyueristic diary entry.
from brittbrat :
I always say that people don't complete each other--they create something new. You're so right to look for someone who's already complete. I hope you find the person who completes your life--I know she's out there somewhere.
from brittbrat :
Sometimes it's hard for me to understand other people's feelings of depression. I don't know why. But, something in your writing pulls at my soul... I will definitely visit you again. Thank you for your note.
from kungfukitten :
Thanks for the well wishes. I think I'm feeling a bit better. :)
from alwaysinhim :
mmmm... chocolate. chocolate ice cream with fudge pieces in it no less... mmmmm..
from jiltedsoul :
Nothing wrong with long notes, as I understood every word.
from tagamii :
and so much more to come.... GI bleeds are just the beginning! today's topic: merits of poo vs. sputum.


back to candoor's profile
recommend this diary to a pal?

Other diaries starting with the letter:
a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z






. o O ( NOTES ARE THE NEW HAPPY PILL ) O o .
(just let me know you were here)




see me - - - feel me - - - touch me - - - heal me


< last one < < < < BURP! > > > >next one >




.

.

.

.

.

the moment

we interrupt these seemingly mindless dots for a word from (or at least about our sponsor (hmmm, sponsor?... what's the opposite of sponsor?)... anyway, now, as ado-less as possible, the word for you or andrew)...

you know that box to the right on the dland entry page called recent public entries?... what do the asterisks mean?... and the bold?...

. . .

connections

.

.

.

.

AND WHATDYA MISS?
Laughing Lament
stranger brews
once upon a diaryland
babbling through computer concerns
stunningly missing
older still


random chance

who me?

leave a note?
(read archived notes)

send me mail?

you want to know me?
soundtrack
101 Things
The Sequel
The Trilogy
202 Things
200 Things
202 More Things
202 Things Again
testing123
have time, love words?
sleepwriting
(where the heart dreams)

and now, in RealTime�

DO ME!
(Johari Style)


DO ME WRONG!
(but do me right)


SOAP!

(EPISODE ONE)
(the dark side of candoor)


loving linkers
other loves

A Diaryland Survey
other surveys
small world
your profile matters
(search for you & find me)


tell others
read others
applause?
favor?
gift?

get your own!

saturn rings and other places
googlisms
browsing
where've ya been?
the searchers

favorites

911
HEY AMERICA!
LOOK AT YOUR CHILD
STOP THE ABUSE

(GET THE CODE)

THOUGHTS ON GOD

( temporary attractions )


BACK TO #1 @ GOOGLE!

WAS #1 @ MSN!
(for a while, now on page 3 5)




(EXPERIMENTAL PLAYTHINGS)
RSS?



who links here
blogwise
Blogarama
Globe of Blogs
blogthings

~ BLOGLINKERS ~




~ BLOGROLLING ~
(Blogroll RSS)


Blogroll Me!

published
blogadvance
blogazoo
blogexplosion
blogmad?
bloglines



(PREVIOUS TEMPORARY ATTRACTIONS)
TSUNAMI INFO
fantasy sports?
BLOGGIES?
sorry everybody
Orange Blossom Music Festival

Deland Music Festival
MIT Survey

brilliant idea
Celebrate Birthdays
FOR FREEDOM



CONTINUE...
talking dog






SAY HELLO
407-325-1482





and if you want to leave
take good care
hope you make a lot
of true friends out there