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ORLANDO?

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SITES I SEE A LOT
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Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




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SEEING MORE OFTEN

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metafilter
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REFERENCE LIBRARIES

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wikipedia
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movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




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Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-11-06 - 1:13 p.m.

notes 7


messages to candoor:
(click here to add new message):


from luciangrey :
...It's been a while since I've wandered here. Thought to drop you a line.
from clarity25 :
I've been dropped from people's favorites lists more times than I can count. The first time I felt wounded..I thought "Did I say something wrong?". But then I learned not to take it personally. Some people will read you for a while and then move on, others stay with you forever, some friendships form and hold strong, others peak and fade away. The internet is such an interesting place, and it can be very elusive. I've learned to take alot of the dramas that unfold now with a grain of salt. Basically what it comes down to, is this is just a place where I can express myself and share a glimpse of my life. People can join me in my journey or leave whenever they choose. But I really like your journal, Candoor. I'm not going anywhere:). Hope you have a great day.
from jonathan :
Great you've made it to 500 pages .. now hit 1000! If you remain enthused then talk to us!!!! All my mates from '500' have given up.
from alwaysinhim :
hrm. I'm reading.
from arc-angel666 :
Ric thanks for the well wishes, I'm already feeling better. I see Dangerspouse did the same thing I did...who knows maybe in your next life you'll be a good looking woman that'll solve your housing problems lol...thanks again Ric
from a-rosewithin :
Cut men out? Silly! I may not have a special someone in my life, yet that does not mean that men are not a part of my life. Amorous relationship? No. Someday perhaps? Yes! It is just that I am now learning how to be comfortable with myself. Learning to find my Beauty within. Learning when to let go of the not so positive relationships and when to welcome in and to treasure those that accept me AS IS and to welcome in those who encourage me to be my very best! Daring me to reach ever higher(!!) - both male and female. I treasure my male friends, [both old and new] and I treasure my female friends, [both old and new]. Cut men out? Silly you! Never Ever! I love when my heart dances because of just ONE amorous or platonic. Someday my little green Frog will come and well go hoping off into the Swamp. Yet for now, I have three handsome little tadpoles and a beautiful little pollywog holding my attentions and my heart.//\//\ Ric, I thank you so much for the lovely note you left me in regards to my journal. Your notes encourage me. These letters that I write to others encourage and give me strength as well. As I am inspired - I always hope that the letters I write to strangers, friends and loved ones will be as encouraging to them as much as they are for me to write. Anyone who chooses to live their life in Loving can change the world ~ John-Roger As I continue to open my heart and to Love, as well as, to welcome in Love as it is offered I am finding, more importantly, that what is changing, is my World within. I so appreciate all those who have and do continue to inspire me to write my Love Letters, my Heart Art and I thank you for inspiring this Love Letter. Loving you from afar, yet near in Heart, ~ Shannon
from dangerspouse :
D'OH!! Sorry about the gender confusion thingy. For what it's worth, that has been an ongoing theme in my life, which explains many of my disasterous dating rememberances. I'll try not to let it happen again. Try. Thanks for the Almost Card! It's the thought that counts...unless there's cash involved of course. But I'll assume there wasn't, so...thanks!
from dangerspouse :
Wow, talk about an overwhelming entry! I hope everything works out for you. I'm not sure - maybe because I'm reading at work and have to do it in small chunks - are you saying you're leaving D-land for other climes? I'd miss you if you were. Best of luck, whatever you decide!
from alwaysinhim :
hello, need a house warming gift?
from miss-music :
Remember when you read my letter to my "mom"? And then you tried to read something else and it didn't work? Well, HAHA I fixed it. Just so you know. Im sure it was killing you.
from mylovedies :
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/6245617
from mylovedies :
i might go code pink, but i dont think it counts because i cant even vote :(. thank you for being smart and lovely all at the same time hope your doing well, you should get myspace! :) add me if you do-
from f4sakndauter :
hmm. BOTTS. as opposed to BUTTS? I think I like butts better than botts.
from dangerspouse :
Waddaya mean, "boys are gross"? As soon as I get done squishing these caterpillars into my hair I'm gonna have some serious words with you, young lady!
from alwaysinhim :
oh, and another thing. I found a way to make a diary to show up faster. go to "Edit/delete enteries" click on one, and then just push edit. You don't actually have to change anything... but I found that did make my diaries show up.
from alwaysinhim :
my pleasure.
from cats-corner :
No, note-blocking feature and even if there were I would never use it. :-) You were probably leaving notes just around the time D-land started going wonky yesterday. Good thing it's back, eh? I know I was starting to go through withdrawls! -cat
from slurpymundae :
hi there my dear! i love your internet wanderings, i checked out a few. ever been to http://www.foundmagazine.com ? It's great, the notes are funny and the pictures are oldschool. have a look! good day!
from fallen9angel :
this might be a little late, but i hope you enjoyed new years.
from miss-music :
Nice layout!
from miss-music :
Ay carumba. I never can win when it comes to the old pages. Computer illiteracy may be the subject of my next entry. Thanks for the note though. Hope you weren't too disappointed by the false advertising in my name.
from alwaysinhim :
yes, yes, I'm still waiting.
from rostlina :
You left me a note. That's nice. You should cut your hair though, if you don't cut it for a long while, it doesn't grow as fast. Plus it splits on the ends. Split ends are jsut nasty. I, personally, make a point of getting my hair cut off short at least once every three years. It's a wonderful liberating experience.
from realchild :
Why thanks. Happy New Year to you too.
from ariza :
Hi, candoor. I just love reading your diary. Well anyway, I was wondering if you'd be willing to edit a story of mine that I hope to get published one of these days. I don't have much money, but I'll pay what I have.
from hamiltonian :
I used to be head deep in fantasy sports bullshit.
from hamiltonian :
don't feel like a fat elvis next thing you may wind up be spotted for decades all across america..
from alwaysinhim :
oh, and thanks for making me feel special *hugs*
from alwaysinhim :
I love candy canes. They're one of my favorite candies.
from funnyfrog :
random chance eh? I'd say those two cancel each other out which makes more for a motive and intent. But that sounds like murder. I do celebrate good ol' christmas and I'm pretty happy its over! So long ago now...Soon I'll randomly drop in to say merry V-day. That is if you celebrate (I know I'm not this year. boo to love.)Just say No.
from gothique :
Happy new year! :o)
from gothique :
Thank you for the nice comments you left me (and I'm really sorry about my lateness in responding - it takes me awhile but I always do)! I'm glad you liked the banner. 'Learning to fly' by Pink Floyd is one of my favorite songs and one I quote often. I'm touched that the banner reminded you of one that's special to you too. :o)
from clarity25 :
Thank you for the note you left me. What you said was really insightful..and encouraging. Thank you so much for that.
from cutie1083 :
Happy new year to you too :)
from realitykills :
I am glad to hear that you have your reason.
from blairlimit :
y'know.. I really should read my gbook a little more often than I do... but thank you for the greeting, and I hope that your new year brings some peace and joy into your life this year.. and many more! -blairlimit/Mel
from thegivinghrt :
Thank you so very much for the note that you left me. I apologize for the late reply. All the same, Happy New Year to you too! ^-^ xoxo <333 Rachel
from alwaysinhim :
only to a point dear, only to a point. After that, it becomes detrimental to your well-being.
from alwaysinhim :
you know what.. sometimes you just make me want to agrue with you.. LOL. much love, me
from dangerspouse :
DAMN that was confusing entry with all those quotes and shit. I suppose if I weren't both drinking AND at work it would have been easier to follow. Still, I did manage to enjoy it. I think. :)
from marieedusept :
Hey! Thanks for dropping my by diary! :) I didn't know I didn't have my notes feature turned on...so thanks for letting me know. I had it turned on before, so I'm not quite sure how it got that way. :D
from candoor :
notes have been archived again, you are welcome to read them and visit the wonderful people who leave them by clicking on the link in the diary (I'd have put a link here, but DLand doesn't allow editing of this page)... you are much appreciated... hope you find more smiles than frowns in your world today :)
from alwaysinhim :
if you haven't looked, gmail contains some goodies for you. (since you hinted that you wanted to be reminded).
from a-rosewithin :
Thank you for your note Ric. I am glad you enjoy my notes to you. And I concur - Those unexpected notes left behind by strangers or friends - always leave a soft warm and lasting glow within me. Loving you from afar, yet near in heart ~ Shannon
from candoor :
thank you for the notes to come, the notes that came, and the note you are writing right now...


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