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2005-11-05 - 6:48 p.m.

the power of sex commands you


today I uploaded the last entry, which contains more babbling from my mind than the entry before that, which was also uploaded today, but did not contain as much thought from my head as much as links from the ether, as opposed to the entry before that, which youn may have caught before it became a past entry because it lasted more than a few hours, but still was mostly made up of links to you and many other people and places that are very worth visiting...

now there's this entry for your perusal and edification... feel free to read them all and respond as if you read them for the first time and they actually inspired you to have something to say (that's what comments are for, after all, and why I paid for them, right?... and now, with cheesy grin intact, I give you today's entry)...

it was absolutely wonderful to see Eric Anthony updating again... I know, I waited more than a month to mention it here, but I wanted to be sure he was back before shouting out about one of the more popular diaries ever at Dland (of course it could have partly been due to the similarity in diary names to Bobby Burgess, who was probably the most popular diary in the history of Dland with close to 3500 linkers at his peak, almost twice as many as the great and powerful wizard of Dland, andrew, creator deluxe)... but Eric's style, insights, and different perspective deserves the large audience he gets on his own...

I wonder, seeing how diaries with pictures (or video, for that matter) seem to grow an audience much faster than diaries with babbles and no pictures, perhaps I should try to expand my audience...

or perhaps I'm just getting cheeky...

I had a brief entry diary once, when I was possessed... I didn't include photos though... I don't have a digital camera... I don't have any sort of camera, actually... I have several in storage, Nikon, Minolta, Canon, and Leica 35mm cameras with oodles of lenses and accessories, actually )along with my keyboards and computers and musical equiptment and books and magazines and toys and games and clothes and... alas)... I was seriously into photography long before the digital revolution, but the late nighties crash and burn put every one of my hoppies except writing on hold in storage and there they remain...

one day I'll have a photo diary and we shall see what happens with that...

I thought about NaNoWriMo for about a nanosecond, then I realized that I don't have the discipline to stay on topic for a whole sentence, no less for 50,000 words... wait, that would be fifty thousand words, right?... I mean, 50,000 would be one word, while fifty thousand would be two, so I've learned a word-count trick already... as if I need one...

I was minding my own business, whatever it is, when I suddenly found myself drowning in thought so deep it could not be expressed in words and all I did was read this:

"I live a scream. A piercing, heart-wrenching, scream that does not stop. Each time it is getting better, each time I find more confidence, each time I choose to trust, I am torn apart."

even Jessica Alba's buns could not heal the gap between heartbeats...

speaking of gaps, did you wonder about the width of the space between her cheeks?... then again, maybe you didn't click on the link, so never mind...

it is amazing what a little sex can do to a person...

and donuts...

the last time my roommate went to church was maybe to watch a movie at the local atheist's church... he's probably got almost as little use for organized religion as I do...

and being that we work nights, we seldom wake up early for anything...

so the fact that our dear Rasputin has awakened early these past two Sunday mornings in order to meet his new honey at her church is quite amazing... he says she does volunteer work there and he spent the last two Sunday mornings and afternoons volunteering with her during the various Sunday masses... she seems like a real nice person, a lot friendlier than his other, perhaps now former girlfriend, though for whatever first impressions are worth she seems a bit clingy... Rasputin has never done clingy well, but apparently she's got hold of something in him cuz he's following her just about anywhere...

maybe it's donuts...

at church, according to Precious, he is known as the donut man... that is what the little kids call him because he hands out the donuts... a church with donuts instead of those little wafers?... how cool... of course my imagination probably makes more of the whole donut influence at the church than there actually is, but Homer Simpson would understand...

Precious, alas, is stuck in the house unless I wake early enough to give her a ride somewhere and that doesn't often happen on Sunday... but then, she seldom rises before 1pm on Sundays herself and by then, unless I have something planned, which isn't too often on SUnday cuz I work Sunday night and I should get some sleep, or at least rest, which works out fine for me this time of year because I can listen to football or movies on TV while browsing the web and catching up on entries...

except when Precious gets bored enough to want to come sit in front of the TV and tell me all about her life... I listen intently, really, even though part of my mind is fantasizing about being a teenage girl... I'd be the one wearing the T-shirt that says:

YOU CAN CALL ME A WHORE
BUT YOU AREN'T GETTING ANY
ARE YOU?

and the Rolling Stones tongue sticking out below the words... or maybe the words written right on the lips and tongue...

maybe the world and I are better off that I am not a teenage girl...

I are?

the next move my mind made in it's journey through the world was to set off my own personal (and yes, perculiar) writing style addiction warning over at fridayfilms...

I want to find more time to read so many, and now there's another... I wish I had internet at work... I suppose a newer computer with a printer at home would help, but then I'd be spending a fortune on printer ink... live economically, I tell myself... remember, the budget director is in charge these days

. o O ( oh really? ) O o .

and then, zen...

but not just zen, mind you, mara is not merely irreverently philosophical or mindlessly amusing, she is also extremely gross and apparently missing a left cheek...

I think I'll fall in love with her anyway cuz, after all, I am not one to get turned off by a little physical handicap...

I never planned this entry to have such links to bare bottoms in it... not that I planned this entry, or any entry, for that matter, but it's curious, that...

coincidentally (or not), I just found unfukd, an idea that's been long overdue for our online world... the intro by bluemeany says it all, or most of what you need to know about the site...

like how does real jesus become dinosaur and robot and whatever does either have to do with the butts of this entry?...




there is so much more to this entry...



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