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SITES I SEE A LOT
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movie database

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Harry Chapin Lyrics
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OLD AND NEW READS
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TO READ and EXPLORE)

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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
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global news matrix
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are you generic?
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h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




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the guide
purple
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maximum awesome
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something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
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this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
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fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


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(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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�2006 Candor Communications


2006-11-23 - 2:45 a.m.

today is Thanksz0tl


this entry is dedicated to z0tl who is sometimes of the habit of deleting his gifts to the web almost as fast as he puts them up... he has single handedly created more missing links (see?) in my ramblings than any other singularity (Disney and other conglomerates may have him beat, but then, they have a much larger staff and payroll)... I decided that I wanted to save the words in this entry for posterity cuz I think posterity would relate...

so z0tl wrote this:

> being alone <

being alone is bad, but
then there is being alone
in your mind for eternity.
unless that's your case,
there is nothing to fear.

you are born alone,
you die alone,
in between somehow you are
scared of being alone. weird.
fear nothing! really.


but even more importantly for me:


> self-judgment <
( unifying field of dreams )

if you choose to remember only
one of my brilliant poetrixes
this would be the brillianterest.

regardless of your creed, religion, beliefs,
bullshit, you are a stream of consciousness,
that simply is for as long as you want it to.

you will encounter various discontinuities
as you be streamin' in place, birth & death
for example are of your concern for now.

when encountering such discontinuities,
due to administrative overhead, you will
self-judge by your frame of reference.

carefully build your frame of reference as
you cannot lie thy own mind when self-judging,
then follow your whorl as you're spinnin' it.

example #1: person worships goddess of science,
thinks brain creates mind & death vanishes all into dust,
nothing to self-judge, goes 6 ft under, game over.

example #2: person worships her god, aspires to heaven,
self-judgment at 50.01% bad by own frame of reference,
goes to hell by tiny margin, next level (long one too).

example #3: 9/11 terrorist, thinks america plays for satan,
aspires to allah and many nekkid women, self-judgment shows
ultimate sacrifice for own salvation, goes to bonus level.

i won't go further, but it is important to realize that
any outcome is possible, but self-fucking is as common as
self-advancement when building your levels as you go.

also important to see that exactly what you want will happen,
but the hard part is to know how to want it and how to have
the correct frame of reference in place to qualify for it.

spend your current level to focus within and all the answers
will be there, spend your time listening to static from others
and they'll dream away your opportunity to choose wisely.

what a waste for people in example #1 and all because
they don't have proof. whatever, please don't ask me
how i know this, if you like it, think some more about it.

it's a nice add-on to your religion and it requires no changes to it,
it does no preaching, up/down, love/hate, hell/heaven, 5th dimension
all are encompassed and self-judged by you, lonely creature.

EAT YOUR TURKEY AND SHUT UP!



yes, a Thanksgiving entry (of sorts) from the genius himself (unbeknownst to him until now, or until he finds this entry here in the flood of catch-up entries)... of course the date might be off a bit, but then, maybe not... I don't keep track of the usual holidays on my mental calendar because celebrations come from within in my world...







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