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(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
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truth out
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h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
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nobody here




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odd todd
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church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
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fark
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webby awards
meetup
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ragged trousered philosopher
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the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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your favorite music
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2005-03-03 - 10:44 p.m.

kilowatt inspired


it's good to have thoughts to live by, ideals and reminders of what truly inspires us to our greatest happiness, our most secure peace, our most endearing love... it's good to have images and even notes and reminders posted in prominent places around the living space to remind us of things we want to remember... so I must remember to put a note up where I will see it to remind me to visit this place of inspiration more often...

around the casa de candoor, Raspy woke and had Precious order Donato's pizza and he then left for work, leaving Precious and me to talk some more... she resolved the triangle I related in a previous entry and seems happy with herself for it... and as it turned out, the girlfriend gave her a ride home from school today and they are hanging out tonight... it is good to feel comfortable with your friends... she wisely went to sleep early tonight since she was stress free for the first time in weeks...

good smiles...

that took most of the evening time and then I spent the little time tonight I had left for myself visiting with kilowatt... catching up with her entries, reading some again, it is always inspirational and fresh air and smile-inspiring... I am in love with her mind, her spirit, her optimism, her ability to express the goodness and positivity of life... I do not have time for a long entry tonight and just may continue my visit with her tomorrow (and continue this entry as well), so if you've got time and are looking for wisdom and insight and inspiration, visit... backtrack... there are so many beautiful entries that I pick at random sometimes and find I can call the ones I picked favorites... I dare you to read them all...

and from the depths of memory John Denver's What One Man Can Do from his Seasons of the Heart CD comes to mind... no surprise, as that CD is one of my favorite inspirations...

alas, it is time to run out to work now, but before I go, I leave you with this kilowatt inspired thought...

and there is the heart of me that feels the truth in these words, gut instinct of the child who learned that needs are illusions and happiness is much more secure without that illusion... and then there's that part of me who feels loneliness and wants the illusion of need to build on... and to that part I add to the quote:

"If you are wanting people's approval for what you are doing with your life, you are their prisoner." ~ Richard Kirsten Daiensai

so choose your jailor's carefully J



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and back again, for she deserves so much more than a flip remark (no matter how wise and witty it might have been in my self-deluded mind at the time)... and as if the universe played with me (as I firmly believe it does sometimes), I paused in my retorspective of genius just before reaching this entry... missing music as I do, as I did experience it for many years (she describes it so well), I almost ran from the music bath for alas, for many reasons, I have no space or equipment to do it just the way she described, just the way I used to do it, these days... I have recently begun doing it with headphones in the big green chair... and while the overall experience of full body vibrations and supine relaxation is missing (pity the fool I have become, no doubt), the music, when I close my eyes and listen, does take over my head and shut out everything else...

and I am one step closer to everything...

I call her a blessing because she writes blessings, that is her soul print (or what I might have called anima, indendity, who/what one is at one's core)... I've come to expect to be inspired and more, deeply touched every time I visit her diary and yet, despite my expectations, she consistently exceeds them and leaves me amazed and often staring in awe od her literary energy, her gift of putting love and light and positivity and inspiration into words surpasses me, envelopes me, and dissolves away the cynical depressions and negative glaze that sometimes forms after a day out in the system (world)...

the current top ten entries are a great way to introduce yourself to the power found in her words and the light of inspiration and awareness she is... she inspires a thirst for knowledge by expressing her quest for knowledge... she inspires a passion for clarity by striving for clarity in herself and her language... the investment of her mind in her art and writing inspires trust... the investment of her heart inspires love... and the feeling we are left with after spending some time in her web presense is beauty...

my hope is that you experience the power of her presence for yourself and that we all strive to emulate, to acheive, and to become all we can be as she does, right before our eyes...






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