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SITES I SEE A LOT
IxQuick Search
Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




SITES I AM CONSIDERING
SEEING MORE OFTEN

3Hive
metafilter
comics
digg





REFERENCE LIBRARIES

questia
wikipedia
gutenberg
internet public library

itools references
movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
(IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW)


Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




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your favorite music
old or new
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let your message come through
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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-06-23 - 1:09 p.m.

odds and ends


I do not know what I may appear to the world; but to myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me. ~ Isaac Newton


this entry is comprised of bits and pieces I've collected from various readings on and off line in the recent past... the links are very worth visiting and exploring, mostly (some are saved because an initial glance inspired me to want to explore more but there wasn't time at that moment)...

this is how dreams end, and new dreams begin...

I found another place to go for when I get hippie nostalgic... and I must find more time for this...

being away for weekends without bringing the laptop means bouncing mail... 1870-something new messages downloaded into my email program the first weekend I was away... and after being away for the second weekend, 2500-something more downloaded... how much money is all this SPAM costing ISPs (and in turn, us)?... and the inconvenience and missed connections... it's like using a phone system that is almost always busy with solicitations... both times the public mailbox was full of SPAM and bouncing (that usually takes less than 24 hours), so who knows how much more was to be seen (or deleted before it arrived to my eyes)... the DLand addresses get their share of SPAM, but I don't think they've bounced much and I do receive (and love to receive) mail through all of them (as well as emails notifying me of the notes you leave, and comments, though I recently turned comments off on the one diary where they were still on, and I probably will not renew my Supergold here at DLand due to too much comment-SPAM... the same might happen to the tag-board over at that same diary... that would mean only this gold membership for casa de candoor remains here at DLand...

anybody want to reelect him and his friends again? (forgetting the past means repeating it)... or just laugh at the folly or paranoia in powerful places...

sometime today, the cost of the war-thing in Iraq reached $178,178,178,178.00... now you know what day it is, or was when I wrote this... scary, huh?... well, how do you feel about this bit of news: the cost willl be $179,179,179,179.00 before the end of the week... ok, that's all the social commentary for today... you can go to work to pay for this now...

someone wrote this somewhere and I liked it:

I visited Juliet's balcony when I was in Venice. Nearby is a statue of Giulietta, whose right breast is a shinier bronze than the rest of her. This is because vacationers feel her up for good luck. Nothing good has come of the molestation so far, unfortunately.


if it's yours, claim it and I shall link you with credit...

sometimes I wish something would just take me back (and share the journey with me... find the music that matters and understand...

if you settle for less than your best from yourself, why would you want me to settle too?... if you quit on yourself, that is your choice... but why would you want to bring me down to quit too?... please don't try to lay guilt trips or social pressures or condemnation on me for having more self-discipline and wanting more out of myself than you do out of you... please don't be that selfish or cruel... thank you...

and if I give you $50 to buy $36 dollars worth of stuff, why do you think giving me $5 change is ok?... sometimes I feel like my generosity needs to be restrained in this world... but then, I didn't think that when I had much to give... maybe poverty requires restraint...

are you looking for lyrics for your music?... try candora for love and romance (and the occasional thoughtful pondering) or many more of varieties from raging anger to sexual graphics to social consciousness to innocent dreams...

a note I left somewhere...

waiting... he laughs at the concept... and then, suddenly, he stares through the fearful thought that he may be waiting too... like that guy in Waiting For Godot... wondering when the waiting will be over, and what will happen then, living?... is there a point?... I hope so... he laughs at the folly of hope, of waiting, of wondering... and kisses your cheek.




and then, after church, we be googling:

japan grobanit
lastyeargirl
candoor
"where the heart lives" natalie portman
loveyouguys
cyst subaceous
lifemaster treadmill
pervertsrus
site:candoor.diaryland.com sex
busynothing
true tsunami info
threesom
reality threesom
threesom sex
anamaniacs screensaver
lyrics to the Song "What's Life (Got to do)"
temporary pedophiliac fantasies
stocklan
threesom&sm
lastyearsgirl
testitis
testitis
Dirk
Nowwinski
hugo boos
candoor.diaryland.com
lucious whores
"nobody knows what's it like"
gravitybed
gravitybed
voyeuring
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voyeuring
iwantgmail
subaceous cyst photo
subaceous cyst in the ear
candoor sex
candoor "love me"
no boy-toy
music love writing friends Orlando


and as we turn the corner on another day, I wish you wonderfulness, much peace and love and happiness, and the positive perspective to find ways to make your dreams come true...






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