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2005-07-15 - 8:22 p.m.

just have a few moments


just woke to find a note from Precious... apparently I am supposed to be picking her and her friends up in a little while to take them to the Harry Potter book release...

news to me...

I have a little time, so I'll tell you what I was doing before I fell asleep... I'm a bit groggy, so bear with me, it's been a long week of extra work, again... yeah, nobody's adopted me yet... I keep hoping though...

ok, the norms of much of humanity would suggest that I should be much ashamed of myself... you see (or will), I checked my notes and found a wonderful lyrical connection in response to my last entry and went to read some more and followed a link because the comment "i adore you. or that of you which is your writing." was easily something I might have left there in just so many words if I didn't babble on so... anyway, suddenly I found myself enjoying some serious (and fun) words that lead me to laugh and cry (pretty amazing for a brief glance through someone's written world), but that's not why I should be ashamed of myself...

see, there I was minding someone else's business, enjoying their writing and riding the roller coaster of emotions that the words were inspiring and I clicked on another link only to find myself reading much of the same words, but there was one big difference... I found myself quite distracted by the image on the left of the page... I lost all sense of decourum or polite society and write the following note:

I must admit that I am staring at the legs just to the left of this box as I am typing this and (confession is good for something, I hope) wishing the skirt would rise (I should be thoroughly ashamed of myself I suppose) and I was there and... but I meant to say I truly love the words I read here and if I was not so shamefully distracted by that picture I would... if you are amused, wonderful... flattered, even better... if I offend, I will stop.

see, I should be ashamed, very ashamed... actually, I stopped the comment because I reached 410 characters and the maximum characters at that site is 411... clever number, the 411... I had to register at the site to be able to leave a comment, so now I have another diary site... yes, another diary...

I don't intend to dedicate that diary to my odd perversions and unhibited horniness, by the way... I just happened to be in a sleepy unabashed mood and that image just happened to grab me in just the right way at just the right moment and there you go...

beside, participation is so way down in my world (no offense, dear dearers, but it's kind of obvious that my perculiar brand of babbling attracts many more lurkers (dear loyal silent readers) than participatory conversationalists... ok the other hand, I seem to have lost the manic art of instant messaging, of chat room banter, of the happy-go-lucky toon I once was way back when (or the newsbee that wandered around the Usenet when it was still free, I mean, before Google took over)... I remember spending hours every day online talking to dozens of people, learning about lives, sharing mine, feeling so close to so many people through daily chats... I remember chat rooms...

and ICQ... I was using ICQ the first year it came out, even created a help page for the software... my buddy list had more than a thousand people on it... yes, I was a net-addict... all day, every day... I confess... which rhymes with undress, but wait...

roommate wants to talk...

pause

ok, back...

not for long though, because I apparently am being waited on by four giddy teenage girls who want to be first to get to Barnes & Noble tonight... Rasputin just got a call encouraging him to rush me... I am wondering just when I got this assignment, anyway...

I am pretty grungy, actually... haven't shaved in a couple of days... I think I am going to search through my closet for some raggedy British looking threads and appear as if I just got out of Azkaban... unfortunately, all my good vintage clothes are in storage (they weren't all vintage when I put them in storage, actually... stop laughing, it's a long sad story, remember?... well, ok, laugh, it's good for the soup, and soul too, or so I'm told)...

so I've got to go...

but before I do I will slip in this one last bit (if I did before, well, do it again... that's the key to being good at it, after all) that seems to fit in with my general mood (puns not intended... and I'm going out in public with this mind?)...

ahem, yes, the bit...

this is just one more reason I love Aussies... just when you thought you'd seen everything wacky that Australians might do, who else is out there right now saying oh, we've just got to see this?... well, now we can... yes, you read right (if you clicked on the link), Puppetry of the Penis can be yours (to enjoy in the privacy of your own home, of course... or even to share with your friends, if you like, who are we to judge)... imagine getting paid for playing with your genitalia... they've been doing it for years... in public... for profit... legally... to applauding crowds, even... and just imagine, I had to go all the way back here to accidently find out about it...

one more reason to save the archives!...

on a most serious note, send her love for the loss of her dog...

see what following a banner can do?... once again I am reminded why I loved living in California and near San Francisco...

thank you...

so of course I just had to add it to my gift list, which you can find if you want to but I'll refrain from linking it as I am not pandering for gifts out here... adoption by some obscenely rich patron of the arts and madness would be nice though, but my giftlist is for those who seek it out (as opposed to my wantlist, that is)... I mean, it's not as if the video is like a top priority or anything, but it's out there, after all, for anyone to see...

so of course I just had to point at it and laugh...

and on that note I am off to Hogwarts...






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