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utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


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daily kos
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reason
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nobody here




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landover baptist
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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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2004-11-30 - 12:43 p.m.

it was almost today once


today... imagine the priest from The Princess Bride saying that... today is sacred (sacwid)... promise (pwomise)... oh, dare dreams come to haunt me with their hope for pleasures of true love again)... yes, it is today, the actual date at the top of the entry type today (it was, really, the day I wrote those words... but of course, if you are paying attention to when these words are uploaded, you know it is another catch up entry and so on and so forth and scooby dooby doo wah doo wah... uh-huh)... we are (ummm, were) finally officially actually caught up with real time... the excitement is over and we come to the anti-climax, the boring loveless life of a lonely boy rambling on in front of the TV cuz it's his only company and the only place that shares his secrets and dreams and helps him avoid the bitter pill that life has shoved down his throat...

wait, I don't think the priest would say all that...

and if I let that end there, this would be one of those odd diaries that leave you wondering enough to feel like you enjoyed yourself and therein come back and tell friends and soon it's one of the most popular diaries on the net... couldn't happen?... well, maybe...

guess what...

today (this entry, that is), is still yesterday (no, it's two days ago, at least)... yes, the roommies got home and I was lulled into TV land (actually, it was channel 137, or ABC Family in non-number lingo), which plays some of Precious's favorite shows like Boy Meets World and then we switched to Rosewell (cuz I relate so well to aliens) and then one of her favorites Gilmore Girls (where, to my perceptions, dialogue overrides storyline and continuity) and then while they stepped out to pick up Pepsi and Tacos (I bought dinner last night, so I ate three tacos before Raspy actually cleaned up and put everything away kind of making me wonder if he brought dinner for all of us or just for them, but then, they did bring Godiva Milk Chocolate ice cream, so they did think of me... and I have been eating too much lately, so except for my wallet {since yesterday cost me $50 for dinner}, it's works out well), I chose Party of Five cuz I love Neve Campbell and have not seen that show in many years and then there was Smallville and then I forget cuz I nodded off briefly and then, work...

so where were we?...

catching up on time in space, or time and space, and doing my best to enjoy the the relativity of it all (in spite of the dastardly loneliness that keeps slapping me around lately) and hope that you do too... at the moment of this writing (which would be the morning after the date of this entry {though upload is a day after that, if that matters to you}... there, now you know where we are in the space time continuum... exciting, huh?), I am bleary beyond blurry and have a stress tension thing going on in my neck and frontal lobe due to being awake more than thirty hours... so...

this entry is done...

sleep? (alone... alas... sigh)...

bleh...






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