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2006-12-24 - 3:47 a.m. a celebration of love and so far not one ends this one is straight from my heart to all of my successful friends ode... to successful friends that one was uploaded at the myspace blog earlier this month (and I know I mentioned it here behind the candoor before, but whether you've read it or I've included it in it's entirety here is uncertain to me at this moment... what is certain is that I am all but up to the current moment and still have hundreds of pages in scribble files and at least sixty pages in the main babble file... so I decided that this entry might run on a bit...
we call it true love, when we want for no more than just another moment in each others arms as you wish, as we wish and we call it charms and we always are amazed as if we thought it impossible and yet it fills our stories and deepest of dreams and we always are surprised as if we never expected it and yet it is our greatest hope and what life means the answer to the question of what life is about is found inside in your love and letting it out the answer is loving and being loved there's nothing more holy, there's nothing above and we always are enthralled as if time can stand still but there is no time when it comes to love and we always are enchanted as if out of control to give unconditional trust, that's what we dream of if we are honest when we look inside if we listen to the songs in our heart if the truth we feel as truth is not denied then we know exactly where to start the wonder of love, whatever we do that's always the very best part the wonder of love, for me and you obvious right from the start the answer to the question of what life is about is found inside in your love and letting it out the answer is loving and being loved there's nothing more holy, there's nothing above the wonder of love, most passionate, most pure we call it true love, when we want for no more than just another moment, together forever anew as you wish, as we wish as all of our dreams come true you may already know that you can find these, and others, in a new blog just started today, if you know where to look... yes, that new space has been linked here before... and yes, you either took the time to explore and already read these rhymes or you missed it... in case you missed it, well, here are a few samples... and in case you did not miss it, you are probably curious or sentimental enough to read them again... love you for that...
you might say I was just a kid and don't really know but I've lived a life full of love I cared, much was shared and experience speaks for me now, for all the wondrous love I made still nothing compared with your kiss - with the bliss - that I knew with you I never felt as true as I did when you believed in me you might say I flipped my lid but I'm not crazy for I've taken my time and nothing has changed I've evaluated a wonderful life and I would only change one thing it might sound strange but your kiss - is the bliss - still the best - confessed nothing has ever felt as true, nothing has ever felt as real nothing has ever gotten so through to the core of my soul nothing has made me feel as good as you did when you shared ecstasy the best life I lived was when you were with me that one feels incomplete, but it remains here as it was cut and pasted here... cuz maybe that holds a deeper meaning we do not want to loose or leave behind...
you said let's take our time and make sure it's real you wanted it sublime, we'll that's how I feel and if you're still there, right where we left off then you know time proved love's never really lost true love is forever and another day beyond eternity true love knows the way true love is infinite and then even more beyond the rational that's what love is for and it's true - it is you - I adore and no one - can offer you more it's a new day - and I still believe in you you said let's not rush in to make sure we're sure it's never enough, we always want more and that is true love, the endless fountain of hope's energy, let's do it again true love is forever and another day beyond eternity, true love knows the way true love is infinite and then even more beyond the rational, that's what love is for and it's true - it is you - I adore and no one - can offer - you more eons are inundated with fears wisdoms passed down through countless years but every other way misses what we don't miss the passion, the peace, security, the bliss it's a new day... and there is still no time or space when we kiss for those of you who have not been gagged with a spoon yet (bless your romantic sentimental hearts), I thank you most seriously for appreciating this side of my personality... ordinarily, I suppose, when a brand new web space is not being created, such rhymes would find their way into Candora's Diary... fans of candora know there's been a lot of silence over there and I suppose I could have repeated these rhymes there and maybe reach more people by not tying together all of my writing spaces as much as I do (heck, I might even seem more approachable and find more responses, but then, I don't want to pretend to be something I am not just to lure you in...
to hold on to each night, the empty space beside me so why shouldn't I dream of the best time I had when everything felt right and nothing was denied me there's no one who looks at me now with your love in their eyes so I remember how it felt before love became lies a simpler time of innocence when dreams could still come true and every waking moment was about me and you no one holds my hand the way you used to hold my hand no one looks at me as their whole world and no one shares the sweet emotion of passion and devotion that came natural to us unconditional trust and I know it's just a dream, but it's better than holding on to nothing every night, I let our love guide me through the lands of loneliness and the valleys of despair it's my way around depression remembering how it felt to care as much as we cared and remembering how it felt to share as much as we shared it keeps love real, at least in my mind until someone comes along who makes it real so I can make love real again, and then that will be the time to leave our dream behind I know it's just a dream, but what else do I have to hold on to each night, the empty space beside me so why shouldn't I dream of the best time I had when everything felt right . . . you might ask how do I deal with the wait, with the loneliness, with the possibility that intimate true love may never come to be shared with me again... or not... but in case you do ask, you are witnessing how I do it... the method to my madness... how I keep the emotions alive and exercised and hopefully fresh even as they sit gathering dust on a shelf inside me... especially as November becomes December each year...
as I would remember you and pay respect to the feeling of a love so true that it felt more alive than anything else I would do and what kept me going was believing you knew it too this is how it was every year as I would open the feelings again and reach past the emptiness to believe we were still friends and while it may be all no more than a fantasy it is what keeps me believing in love and believing that love can still happen for me so who am I to go against tradition and who am I to stop a bleeding heart and who am I to resist the submission that makes love real enough to tear reality apart this is how I knew right from the start I am blessed with endless love inside my heart so as long as I am alone instead of lamenting instead of forgetting how it feels to be in love I take a few moments each day and devote them to remembering how precious it can feel when everything a heart dreams of comes true this is how I still remember you this is why I still remember you and in a world where so many turn off their hearts as if dreams can not come true I feel blessed that this is still something I can do and I feel blessed... even more blessed to share this with you... thank you for reading and if you do appreciate the kind of love I dream of sharing (the kind of love still alive and full of hope inside of me), then blessed all the more... it's a wonderful feeling I hope everyone can find within themselves one day... and to share it, that is the point, the bottom line, the meaning of life...
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