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mediate
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real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

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�2006 Candor Communications


2004-11-29 - 12:41 p.m.

sharing times


and then there was yesterday (which is now at least a few days ago, but who needs precision in temporal matters... I mean, unless it's a dinner date or something)... so I went to work with no intention of doing any overtime when morning came and we find out that the manager did not make arrangements to cover the day shift and they were a body short and I decided to give them my body, that is, I decided to stick around a little while and that turned into a whole day, almost (I will get paid for the whole extra shift though, they don't get extra time from me without giving me extra too) and then I took off last night (which would be tonight based on the dates up above) and actually slept more than a few hours for the first time in longer than I can remember... I mentioned that earlier I think... but still I did not catch up on rest enough, not the deep rest needed by the inner being (spirit, soul, anima, chakra, you name it)... better than three hours though...

I got home and sat down here in the big green chair feeling quite the zombie since I had not slept in at least thirty six hours and probably longer and the best move I could have made was to just fall asleep and if I lived alone I probably would have done just that, but before I got to sleep Precious got home and her hunger spread (did you know hunger was contageous?... well, it is especially contageous for those of us who use food for emotional comfort and to placate loneliness and such) and so I splurged (yes again... see why I'll never be rich again?) and soon we had a large double cheeses calzone and four large subs (and the delivery guy was thrilled cuz I told him to keep the fifty) and we were stuffed again...

that's the last thing I remember cuz I woke up many hours later (noticing a lot of the food was gone... hope Raspy enjoyed it) and everybody was asleep and I bounced off the walls (lightly) as I stumbled and fell into bed and then I woke up and it was today and I was groggy (see the link above if you haven't been there already) and was deciding between shower and gym and sitting here and tapping at the keys while veging into the TV and you're probably dying to know how the morning turned out (morning, which morning?), but that would be tomorrow so you'll just have to turn the page and hope I still have time to complete this second part of the two part catch up session and bring us up to date with real time and still remember where we were when we began to catch up...

ok, so what else is new?...

nothing...

see why days go by in sleepless oblivion without much concern (concern leads to despair which leads to depression which leads to stupidity which leads to more pain which leads to death or apathy, so you see, apathy is the wise choice)... I'm not getting the apathy thing just right though, cuz I keep feeling frustrated with nothingness and unsatisfied with lovelessness and generally dumb about numbness... all these feelings aren't supposed to happen in apathy, so I think I am not as good at it as I'd like to think...

I wonder how many readers I lost (or did not gain) in this rambling against time thing... most people like time to appear so linear... there'll be a mostly linear guide at the end of this catch up session for your perusal, but for now, I keep dreaming of the partner in eternity who enjoys the timelessness of the moment and the pleasure of sharing the random experiences of exploring everything...

at least until we have to go to work again...






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