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mediate
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ragged trousered philosopher
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landover baptist
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2004-07-01 - 2:14 p.m.

and we may be two ships passing through a small world, after all...


so I was browsing around one day and came across amazement as I read and I decided to jot down some notes inspired by that amazement (much of the amazement of reading comes from connecting with the author, so I don't profess my words to be amazing, unless, of course, you feel that way because you are connecting)... and then I read these questions (and I'll tell you where just as soon as I remember)...

Have you ever sat in the silence and listened?

yes

Have you ever kissed in the rain?

yes

the best and the worst kisses I have ever known, hellos and goodbyes, were kisses in the rain...
Have you ever felt your heart smash into a million and one pieces as you realise the one you chased for so long could never become yours?

yes

too many times...
Have you ever cried for so long that you can't speak?

yes

Have you ever laughed so hard that the depths of your stomach are aching with that warm feeling?

yes

Have you ever smiled so hard, and so genuinely that your mouth hurts, but you don't care?

yes

and felt we couldn't stop...
Have you ever stood on a hill and outstretched your arms, feeling the billowing wind blow your hair, and move to the lines of your body?

yes

and leapt from sand dunes rolling freely tumbling wildly down down down...
Have you ever sat in the sun just to feel the warmness on your skin?

yes

and to viscerally feel the universe...
Have you ever walked somewhere just to see whats at the end of the path?

yes

all the time...
Have you ever picked the brightest flower in your garden and looked deep inside it, realizing it's not just petals and stem?

yes

and being disappointment I found beauty...
Have you ever took off your shoes and walked barefoot for the whole day just to feel the grass beneath your feet?

yes

Have you ever lay outside in the dark, and stared up at the stars until your there, you're in the zone, you're in heaven?

yes

Have you ever been swimming at night with one of your closest friends?

yes

sometimes sneaking into the backyards of strangers...
Have you ever made a sandcastle?

yes

and I've lived in one (metaphorically)...
Have you ever looked at the clouds and wondered what it would be like if you could sit on them?

yes

thinking of Jonathan Livingston Seagull...
Have you ever driven to the furthest field just to see the sunset?

yes

I even built a house on the edge of that field once...
Have you ever walked to the furthest point of the beach just to say you've been?

yes

on the east coast, the west coast, the south, to stand in the middle of the ocean and trust the sea to give or take me away...
Have you ever sat by a river or stream and let the water run over your fingers, and your toes?

yes

once upon a time, everywhere I go...
Have you ever been so unexplainably happy you feel like your heart will burst out of your body and flutter up to the sky?

yes

once upon a time, always...
Have you ever had a kiss where you could actually see fireworks, and waves crashing?

yes

once in love with Amy...
If you have...your on the way to being Rianna.

yes (found it)


and the symbiotic symmetry of experience and emotion and words blend with fantasy to transcend time and space once again... and trying to be clever, he says with a sincerely trusting grin, "hope you don't mind..."

and then there's this story I want to read... impulsively, as are most things around here, I decided I want to explore the links and more that I found here, but of course I do not have time for that today... so if any of you have the time, I'd so love you to provide any information in any form (one word, a brief description, your impressions, feelings, a formalish review, whatever you might like to share about whatever you find)...

and I've fallen in love (yes, again... mock me at your own risk of raspberry giggles) with her (I mean the girl in the sketch, but the girl writing the diary seems like fun too)... this is beautiful...

and did I mention that I bumped into her after ten years at after-show meet-and-greet after the Tenessee Williams play I say last week?... still a mesmerizing face, sultry voice, and amazing eyes... we glanced, but did not speak as she was rushing off and saying goodbye to the son of the actor I was talking to... two ships passing through a small world, after all...

and look, that's me listed top of the Fan Sites... such are the things that brighten my day...

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