life is amazing...

as I was uploading the previous entry, the phone vibrated... the ringer was off and I thought it was a flying bug or something and swatted at the air around my head and by the time I realized it was the phone, the call had passed... so I uploaded the previous entry and reached for the phone and called Precious cuz I saw she had called... no answer... puzzlement... then I see a number I do not know and being the impulsive child that I am, I call it back and wonder of wonders, it's a wonder-filled wonder...

unfortunately, as I am being praised and nurtured masterfully (the universe provided an answer to my imaginary Want-Ad before I ever put it out for anyone to see, great universe, huh?), the phone beeps and buzzes as if it has something to tell me... I don't know which button to press to check the call waiting and I was enjoying talking and listening and it was a first call and cutting it short seemed rude, so the call passed... but then it came again and I looked at the phone and it was Rasputin and I was concerned cuz Precious wasn't reachable and she had called earlier and so I explained that and my new voice friend... she understood and I called Raspy...

no emergency, just touching base and letting me know he's on his way home and I should think about dinner... so they are on their way home with their evil influenced (they were at the store... how much you wanna bet they bring home mostly Pepsi... and after Precious read an article she got at school about the dangers of caffeine which got her to get off caffeine for almost 24 hours...

and here they are... with large packs of Pepsi, naturally... and now, what's for dinner?... sounds like I am going to eat soon...

what will power?...

obviously I have landed (the crash being over) and I am going to trade solitary healthy creative space for social eating... again... maybe I'll get a salad... or get to the gym later... or write a thank you note for the phone call... or forget all about the last few entries and go on my meandering way, living in the moment, and letting the winds carry me wherever they might like to...

actually, there are words written for other places to sort through and upload... and definitely people to visit and thank and enjoy... and probably TV to watch...

ah, the life of the human vegetable...

obviously I am torn between two lovers... for I admit and accept that laziness (relaxation) and spectating (observation) and eating large quantities of food that most nutritionists would shudder to think of as food, no less consumed in large quantities, are things I love to do... and exercise and eating veggies (not just being one) and creative play and serious in-depth sharing are things I love to do (even more)... the lack of companionship for the latter leaves me with two choices... lonely solitary isolation (I always hear Number Five, the robot from Short Circuit when I start using those words and it drives a giggle up from the bowels, or somewhere down deep) or social decadence...

so anyway, you go enjoy yourself in your life any way you please (as you wish, even) and I'll try not to be too decadent tonight...

and thank you (and you and you and and so many more of you too) for being in this world...

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