i mean, one can never be sure why you stopped by here, right?... so just in case you want to make love to me, or rather, with me, start with music� you can do it any way you want to without me� and be serious as death for that�s the end of life and until we get there, we should take life just as seriously� live the intensity of emotions you would feel at my funeral all the time, every moment, and you might start getting close to me� physically, however, it takes a bit more� it takes being a libido fantasy, or close enough to turn on libbo (very libido ought to have a name, dontcha think?)�

on the other hand, the music plays and sets the tone, the feeling comes from deep alone where sirens sing in monotone and passions are all that we own� of course the most serious sort of beginning can (and generally ought to, from my perspective) bleed into irreverence (as libbo, being a relation to the marx brothers, demands� no, not a contradiction, it�s everything� too much to ask for?... well then, nevermind� move along� nothing to see here), if just to keep the balance but also, to amuse and maintain a happy playful experience in the whole reality, big picture, you know� but seriously, sex sells so never ever give it up if you want to be a real part of this world� seriously amusing sex sells even better�

of course you can choose to be a tree� or even, a shrubbery!�

speaking of burning bushes, i have decided that vanessa hudgens has a seriously mouth-wateringly adorable mouth on the cover of her cd, which is the only reason i own a copy, cuz even though i know too well that a single photo does not describe (even visually) the appearance or attractiveness for someone�s face for me, in this one photo her mouth soared into the top ten of the list (you remember libbo, dontcha?... i mean, i�m not actually dead yet, ya know?) and her nose leaped into the top twenty-five, maybe higher� i could easily drool while inspired by a mouth such as that� and while she�s settled back in the pack a bit (on libbo�s list), any of the top hundred mouths produce hormonal eruptions throughout my brain (and puckers too)� i think she takes me back to the first lips i ever kissed, though the memory is as much ethereal as physical as it was at a very young age, nursery school, actually, but the imprint of the look still ignites my ardor (come on baby light my fire, baaybee� wait, who let austin powers in here?)� she�s got a touch of amy in there too� and suddenly, i overwhelmingly wish to acknowledge the fact that i miss kissing�

just one more tid bit about me you may not have known before brought to you by the unpacking of yet another bag of cds and piling them into yet another semi-random cd stack� you never know where the music will take me� or the bags, for that matter� imagine when i start unpacking the boxes�

and too much ego is not attractive cuz it�s insecure and vain and almost always a sign of superficiality� still, just based on the visual instincts alone, the top of libbo�s list (i mean libbo�s eyes, in case this has not made sense to you yet� and if it still doesn�t well, you can sign up for the remedial course when you catch up with me) have the eyes that melt me best, in case you wondered� the top five have been up there for more than a few years, actually� though there is always a chance for someone new to slide into the top ten and even higher cuz, after all, there�s always hope and the one is number one for libbo too�

and i mean, let�s face the reality of possibilities why don�t we� you never know when someone who might actually be interested in getting physical with me might be stopping by to dive into these words and hopefully they stumble upon an entry like this one where i provide easy access to the bios and specifically, what it takes to get me in the mood (30�s) in the sack (50s) hot and bothered (70s) to wanna jump your bones (90s) horizontal and so on� all you�ve got to do is fit the libbo part and push all the right buttons to reach my heart� you know, have the right chemistry� zing�

language changes over the years, but it is still the same old story after all�

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