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ORLANDO?

WHERE IT BEGAN


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ONE. . . WHY
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THE FAILURE


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SITES I SEE A LOT
IxQuick Search
Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




SITES I AM CONSIDERING
SEEING MORE OFTEN

3Hive
metafilter
comics
digg





REFERENCE LIBRARIES

questia
wikipedia
gutenberg
internet public library

itools references
movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
(IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW)


Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




(make it real)

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send me some music
your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
let your message come through
and I will love you forever



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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-12-02 - 2:25 p.m.

more notes


today began here and so far I've uploaded ten pages of archived notes...

being the midst of a massive catch-up session (which involves a mind dump of epic proportions combined with the uploading of entries that have been accumulating for the past month) and therefore having little real time connection with the dates at the tops of the entries, except for this one and the first one which was linked just above and probably the last one which will be written if I have any fingertips and mind left after coding and uploading all these entries...

having completed phase one of this catch up session, I decided it was time to breath and emphasize that just cuz the past ten entries (I think there were ten) were notes, some old notes, that doesn't mean they are just taking up space... they might reveal amazing things... and refer you to past entries that will intrigue or at least tickle your curiosity...

hey, I can hope, right?...

anyway, if you've visited the regular Diaryland notes page, you know that once again I archived this years notes... you can find the beginning here and the rest, in chronological order, here (each page is chronologically from the bottom up, just like the Diaryland notes page):


notes 1---notes 2---notes 3---notes 4---notes 5---notes 6

notes 7---notes 8---notes 9---notes 10---notes 11---notes 12

notes 13---notes 14---notes 15---notes 16


I so very seriously encourage you to visit the people who left me notes... you will likely adore them as much as I do (maybe you'll even fall in love, I mean, if you're into such things)... my note leavers are wonderful and not just cuz they leave me notes and not just cuz they are wise and have great taste (ahem, no really, they do, in spite of me), but because they create wonderful diary worlds (when they want to... some might have moved elsewhere and some might have disappeared and Andrew may have deleted some, but go look for yourself and see how wonderful they are or I just might babble on for even longer)...

and to you wonderful note leavers, well, how can I tell you how much I love you?... the simple act of clicking and writing a note, giving some attention (of course now I have comments cuz somebody (who shall be teased mercilessly when she does not use the comment system she asked for) convinced me to pay for comments so each entry can be commented on (though when I do one of these mass entry uploads most of the entries don't get comments and the irony is that very often, because of product placement {or no placement, actually} some of the most meaningful entries {to me, at least} go unnoticed... often, even, which is why I stopped paying for them on other diaries and hesitated paying for them here, but then, when you do use them, I so love you), I still love your notes just as much as I ever did... your notes and links to your diaries are not forever archived, immortalized even in my overwhelmingly dramatic fashion, and if you are not amused, well, at least be honored or something...

cuz I am honored that you left your note for me


geee, what mush, huh?...

but I mean it...

so there...




more will come to this entry shortly, maybe even an Ode to Note Leavers (which would naturally include commenters and emailers and callers and even stalker, perhaps)... visitors get their own page, at least... so stay tuned...


what we're out here for
here in cyber space
to share our thoughts and feelings
to show our chosen face
to use creative license
to share our hearts and minds
to have fun with silliness
to open up our blinds
and let the world in on our lives
our secrets and our fears
with hope that hope survives
and someone really cares
and if we find some friends
the whole thing is worthwhile
that's what I'm out here for
to inspire a smile

and when you let me know you're there
a note or comment, a few words
or just a smile to show you care
that makes it all worthwhile

and if you email or you call
to share a little closer contact
we make the world a smaller place
we build a bridge across the miles
and that inspires my smile

what we're out here for
here in cyberspace
to share our hopes and dreams
to find our special place
to share a few real moments
that makes it all worthwhile
that's what I'm out here for
to inspire a smile



what can I say, I'm tired, burnt out, working too much and not taking enough time for me and that's the reality of life in black and white... but I can dream and in these lucid dreams I find energy that defies logic and I ramble on as if there is no such thing as time and I have forever to timelessly ramble on in redundancy and reverence, in serious and irreverences, in sickness and in health, til death do us part...

I'll get back to the uploading of the rambles of November 2005 now...

I think...






. o O ( NOTES ARE THE NEW HAPPY PILL ) O o .
(just let me know you were here)




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you want to know me?
soundtrack
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tell others
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applause?
favor?
gift?

get your own!

saturn rings and other places
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browsing
where've ya been?
the searchers

favorites

911
HEY AMERICA!
LOOK AT YOUR CHILD
STOP THE ABUSE

(GET THE CODE)

THOUGHTS ON GOD

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