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2004-03-19 - 5:13 p.m.

another entry


space, the final frontier... these are the voyages of the star tripper candoor, whose multi-year mission is to breath the air, ramble on freely and frequently, to abandon spellchecking or grammatical conventions, to engage in free associative babbling with careless repetition and random nonsense askew amidst amorphous alliteration and an avorous affection about articulating answers to questions yet to be imagined and questions that have had accepted answers for so long it is the rare mind that considers any possibility of a different point of view of than what has always been ever changed but believed to be constant in the mind, yes, the mind, the space between the ears, the final frontier...

dang if I don't let too much self-pity and stupid human trips into my perspective and life these days... ever since Toronto I am apt to trip myself and ever since the space odyssey of 2001 I am stutter stepping through life with limited access to my brain and semi-consciousness guiding my movements, but it's as I said, a tainted instinct, a vassel vessel of massive missive convoluted by confused irrelevence and a cachophony of irreverence... what, you expect me to explain?...

without looking into my eyes you can only imagine...

that sounds like a song...

anyway, I see that the DVD for 24 is on the screen in front of me... Precious tells me it's the second season and it appears to be 8AM to 12PM... after fasting yesterday and the day before (at least... and it felt so good and was about time I stopped focusing so much on food to make it through a boring lonely and too often frustrating day) cuz my inner set-weight must have finally put a cork in my insatiable hunger (yay), I ate piecemeal today... they ordered wings at work last night and I had a dozen to take home... so when I got home, I ate those... then some cake... then some trail mix (which Precious shared after I saw her eyes grow wide... she picked out the M&Ms and peanuts, leaving behind the raisons and almonds)... and then when Raspy got home we went out to the library and Blockbuster where I rented another DVD (and finally rented the driver school DVD for the ticket I got back in December so I can avoid getting points on my license... ouch... I owed $12 on the DVDs we rented last time and today was close to $50 cuz the driving DVD was $40 all by itself... I owed?... next time we go, they'll pay for the stuff they want... Precious wanted Raspy to see City of Angels cuz he loves Meg Ryan too and since I have the Blockbuster card... truly, I am only a sucker when I want to be... I love Meg, the movie, and giving... of course somewhere inside wisdom calls out something about finding all the bills, settling accounts, and bonding by casting aside matieral possessiveness and actualizing sharing unconditionally... those bonding thoughts have been called foolish by most people, but then, most people are into individual possessiveness and owndership and stuff... yeah I know, a balance might be wise... anyway, I must make time to do the four hour online driver school thing before Monday noon or it's an additional $40 each day or something like that... and I am rambling in a parentheses again... I have been told that you can learn more about me while I am rambling relatively aimlessly than when I am actually trying to introduce myself {did that intro email letter ever make it online?... not yet, only some of the rhymes inspired while writing the last version [that doubled the length and hopefully depth of one before] I wrote last week}, but I'll leave that for those who actually come to know me {if that ever happens again, or ever did} to decide) and then we went next door to the Chinese Restaurant and I was not really hungry anymore, but it being the first time I went to a sit down (non-buffet) Chinese Restaurant in many years and all sorts of amazing memories were popping into my addled brain (due to sleeplessness and a suden wave of the childinside's insatiable positivity), I asked the waiter if they'd cook something not on the menu and they did... nothng that special, just a seafood combo with onions and mushrooms in black bean sauce... and I got the dinner for $2.50 more and delicious... hot and spicy soup, crab rangoon, egg roll, fried rice, and the entree... absolutely delicious... of course I could have done without the food, easily... but I ate half and half is in the fridge... and then it was home again (home again rooty toot?) and sitting here in the big green chair semi-nodding...

wait, I left out something... when I got home from work I continued copying the library CDs (which was why I was able to return seven CDs, though I might have returned an empty box for one of them cuz the CD was in the CD drive, and then take out seven new CDs which I will list here one of these days and an impulse paperback about Stephen King that was on a shelf as I was walking toward the CDs and I ordered Wizard and Glass, the fourth book in the Dark Tower series cuz I am past the halfway point in The Wastelands, which is the third book in the series so hopefully Wizard will get here next week) and the large portion of four or five hours was spent actually deleting mail (more than fifty thousand emails deleted so far, which cleared more than a half a gigabyte off the hard drive)... I've got a hundred thousand or so emails left to sorta sort through... I actually found a few emails I would have not wanted to miss so odds are I missed several emails from people I really would have loved to hear from which is sad and impetus to figure out some way of dealing with the email addresses that are being SPAMed to death and the people who might want to contact me via them because they knew me years ago when those email addresses were not overwhelmed by free enterprise...

dealing with the email is a good thing, I think... some sort of digging through the baggage and cleaning out the attic and oiling and lubing the old machine and all sorts of odd metaphors that may be intended to mean getting my act together in some way or another... if I actually clean my room, unpack the last of the boxes in there (throw out half the stuff and find room for the rest), get to the gym, eat more sensibly, organized the space, and do laundry this weekend, such possibilities may be more likely to be probable...

and this was started earlier when I got home from eating Chinese and continues after a nap in the big green chair and there you have it (what?... I didn't name this entry yet, did I?... well, you wouldn't know, would you... then again, now you do), another entry... more annals from the sapce between my ears... and whatever I was rambling on about when I first sat down here in the first two paragraphs, the musical number and nape segued away and will probably return when we least expect it... such a tease, huh?...

would you please have more fun that I have?...

if you can stand it, that is...






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