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2006-01-17 - 1:16 p.m.

and this is where I wandered this week


there I was typing and typing and typing out an entry on and off and off and on and of and on and on and off again all day today and it still begs for more, not that it's so long, cuz it isn't, but cuz it's left hanging when I was not meaning to leave it hanging and I will not allow myself to avoid that much even though I already did... so check out the last two entries before you run away...

o ( yes, that was a subliminal message aimed right at you! ) o


you'll just have to wait for that other entry to pop up, maybe next, to see what I mean if you can see what I mean amidst the babble that disguises the true meaning of the babble in this world behind the candoor which I can not actually spell out clearly for everyone because of national security and adult swim considerations...

you have my word on that...

you know, my word.



I've wondered how many people I lose with that one... I know of a few who told me, but most people just seem to quietly disappear and get on with their writing in their world as if I no longer exist and I suppose some people must think I do the same with the minimal visitations and hardly ever notes or comments I leave for months on end, but that's why I put together entries like this one, my and this is where I wandered this week (aka atiwiwt) entries, just so you know that at some time in the past week or few, I stopped in and checked if you still had a pulse, online that is...

it's my way of letting you know that I still care that you exist, that you are out there, and that you are writing... now I know I leave out some of my favorites on these long lists of links, but that's cuz I don't want to bogus these up, I mean, I copy and paste at random and do my best to include everybody I visit, but sometimes I miss some... I really don't want to, so if you run through every one of the links and find you're missing, I wish you'd let me know...

then I could tell you if I actually am snubbing you or if I just accidentally left you out because I am not as organized with these linking entries as I could be...

hey, that's what I want from you, after all...

truth...

I wish there was more truth in the world... I mean honesty between people, not necessarily universal truth cuz that's a whole philosophical question beyond our limited brains, I think...

well, maybe it's not our brains as much as the lack of use... maybe we would understand universal truth if we used more than 2% of our brains... some people claim we use 3%, but I think that's wishful thinking...

wishful thinking, get it?...

ok, so I am just rambling on because I don't want to give you an entry that is only linkage, but on the other hand, I do want you to understand how I put these atiwiwt entries together... I keep a file open most of the time and just copy and past the page address into the pre-formatted linkage template... fascinating, huh?...

well I just wanted you to know...

most of all I'd like to know if I missed anyone... it would be interesting to me to figure out why, like was it a day when the browser or computer crashed, which happens more often than I'd like and I don't take the time to sort through the history folder to figure out who I might have missed... or was it a matter of apathy or general malaise... or maybe I just don't like you anymore...

I doubt it's the latter, cuz I use this page as a way to keep track of where I've been, for future reference and posterity and all, as much as I use it to link who I love dearly... I don't always include you in one of my gushing rambling entries, after all, but I hope to someday...

maybe you hope I do too...

so let me know?



in case you have not noticed, my telephone number and post office box are over there on the left in that long list of informative and silly links... I mean, I'm not crazy enough to be plastering the way to prank or crank call me or send me mail bombs in 80 point font at the top of my page, ya know?...

anyway, I had a whole lot to say in the entry that might have been today's entry, but there was a stalling halfway along or so that was assisted by Rasputin who was very much into the TV today and therefore did not set a mood or atmosphere for the kind of delving into my psyche that you have come to know and love (or loathe, if you're not here... but in case you are here and you loathe something, feel free to express yourself because you are welcome and encouraged to express yourself... that's what the phrase "let me know" was mean to mean...

I mean, in case you wondered...

we all use words differently, after all... and I really do want to know what you think and how you feel... are you soft and furry?... of course I am joking, I mean how you feel inside, your feelings, I want to feel your feelings... you don't have to cover your feelings up, bare your heart, let your feelings just hang out there on your sleeve... or on your chest if they are not big enough to reach your sleeve...

how do your feelings feel when they are felt?...

my feelings feel very good... that is why I place my feelings in your hands so often, because my feelings feel very good to be felt... are you feeling my feelings right now?... that feels good...

and I never want to hurt your feelings... even when I tease or playfully bite, I want feelings to feel as good as feelings can feel...

maybe I should just get on with the linkage...

ok, with only a little more further ado do, I present to you in it's unadulterated form, the places I've been, most of which were not on Dr. Seuss's mind when he wrote that last book, but certainly deserve a book or at least some strange and wonderful exposure of their own...

well, most of them do...



enjoy J


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