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2005-09-25 - 6:23 a.m.

tagged again, among other things...


a quick addition (no time for a full entry tonight):

have you gone blogmad?... I did... I think you should too... I'll tell you more when I know more, but the sooner you get in, the sooner you will know too...

this entry did not get the time out front it deserved, so I'd really appreciate it if you'd go back and read it if you missed it (and if you have not been here in the past ten hours, you have)... as you can see, I have no problem placing myself out here for public rejection, ridicule, mockery, humiliation, or completely dorkiness for a friend... usually I do it without a friend anyway, aye?... but besides my prostration, many outstanding diaries can be found linked there and more, one great opportunity for you to do something good for yourself and for someone else... I swear, if you do, you will feel all warm and fuzzy about yourself from your head down to your toes...

you do have all your toes, right?...

now before we get to the tagged part of this entry, I have some file-cleaning to do... that is, these next few notes were jotted into my entries file this week and have not been included into an entry this week... so this segue from please go back an entry and read the last entry into the tagged part might seem a bit choppy or disjointed, even.,.. nothing a little jointing can't fix, I suppose...

speaking of designs (somehow that wasn't quite a jointing, was it... well, I suppose it would depend what you put in the joint, aye?... yeah, well, anyway, I really like this design... and the name, we've been there before... how long I had wished my amy was waiting for me... oh sigh...

you must remember this...

so mentally, speaking of being mental, this entry can rate a spontaneous and impulsive mental 10, I think, for connectivity within the cranial parts... and of course i, being a bit anal in the cranial parts, I always question a "10" over and over and over again... rarely does anything with a "10" remain a "10" over years, but an initial "10" on any level is still excellent... outstanding... quite rare, actually...

you'll have to go read the entry to see if your assumptions are accurate...

I pause a moment now to wish you and you and you and your families and all those in Rita's path safe passage through the storm...

. . .


ok then, I shall ask you one more serious question and pass along one close to the core poem before moving on with the tag... feel free to make this the only thing you see and the whole story of my existence if you are one of those guys Arlo Guthrie talked and sang to and about in The Pause For Mr. Claus... the rest of you can think about it...

what if a public website openly suggested that it would be a good thing to assassinate a world leader, the President of the United States, for instance, and listed valid reasons like he leads a nation that invades smaller countries at will, acts as a dictator with no accountability to world governing bodies or world opinion, reflects poorly on the ideology upon which the country was founded, or some such reasons... perhaps the reasons can be ideological or spiritual... would such a discussion in the public forum be something that would be acceptible?...

is this?

and now that you've been set to ponder deep thoughts, I shall give you a quick way out by providing a deep poem that I can relate to as if I wrote it... maybe the comment I left there will help you understand why if you don't already... the irony of the madhouse depends on which one you call home, the one inside or the one outside the walls...

think...

and now, without further distraction or fanfare, with only your best interests at heart, I present to you a tag meme thing... Carrie tagged Jay who tagged me, so I'm gonna see what I can do with it... I don't usually do these sort of pre-disposed lists because they are way too conforming for my tastes and I don't fit into their molds (and definitely do not want totry to fit a mold), but when somebody I love asks me to do something you do my best to do it...

please allow me to introduce myself...

I was tagged a few days ago and have not been in the mood to get introspective and deep and I didn't want to just blow this thing off, but I'm still in no mood to be introspective or deep (that could change at any moment, but with a busy weekend coming up I figure it's time to try this out and see what happens instead of letting it sit in my entry-queue for another few days or longer)...

I shall be random and spontaneous... we could get all excited about that if we like...

6 Things I Want To Do:

1). complete this list
2). copy the CDs that need to be returned to the library Tuesday
3). get back in shape (exercise... unless there's another way)
4). find a best friend
5). fall in love again
6). a gazillion other things

6 Things I Can Do:

1). love and nurture
2). manage and motivate
3). enjoy and share
4). imagine and dream
5). survive anything (except maybe death)
6). laugh and cry
7). follow instructions when I want to (see me stop at six above)
8). seem to bounce

6 Things I Cant Do (at least at the moment):

1). believe in can't
2). fly without equiptment
3). teach the world to sing
4). buy gifts for everyone
5). make love to my crushes (see below)
6). actually bounce
7). conform easily
8). follow instructions when I do not want to (6 things, right)

6 Things That Make Me Sexually Attractive:

ummm, that would be up to someone else, wouldn't it?... I can list what I've been told, but it's as futile as mind reading, really...

1). eyes, hair, smile
2). heart and mind
3). sensitivity and compassion
4). intellect and insight
5). curiosity and courage
6). sense of humor and irreverence

I suppose you might see thirteen things, but only if you want to prove what a rebel I can be... viva la revolution... and so on...

6 Things I Say All The Time:

1). anyway
2). dunno
3). gazillion
4). actually
5). cuz
6). aye?
7). huh?
8). ya know?
9). yeah, well...

yeah, well actually, I do not think there are any phrases I actually say often, actually... huh?... so I dunno (cuz maybe I don't listen to myself much, aye?)... but anyway, there must be a gazillion words I write often, ya know?...

6 Celebrity Crushes (see Libbo):

1). Meg Ryan
2). Jeanine Garofalo
3). Mila Kunis
4). Nicole DeBoer
5). Anna Paquin
6). Milla Jovovich
7). Neve Campbell
8). Sandra Bullock
9). Alanis Morissette
10). Christina Ricci

oh just see Libbo...

6 Strangers That I Tag:

now I ponder, who is a stranger?... are we all strangers?... are we all strangers online?... are we all strangers until we look into each others eyes?... share time and space?... make love?... seems the word stranger leaves this one open to, well, I'll show you what I did the last time I was tagged and had to think up others to tag...

People I wish would read me but never in a gazillion years would I expect them to notice this tag because it's just not their style and I love their style but I just don't write well enough or have the cool sex appeal to belong in their elite circles unless this does it...

erato
autumnal
nebulous615
cutething
galaxy
xhersecrets
firinne
elliorange
hairplay
bluemeany
gumphood
jesbohn
golfwidow
lastyearsgirl
a-rosewithin
kilowatt
idiot-milk
smedindy
egoslap

People I admire and who probably have done this already because they're way too popular (like that first group) or don't have time because they're way too busy (like most everybody) or offended by something I wrote once (like most everybody), or, sadly, gone...

discodave
ladeeleroy
smoog
dangerspouse
unclebob
golfwidow
girle
porktornado
hamiltonian
perceptionss
squirrelx
ghostofgor
all the drunks at 12% beer
andrew
radiogurl
z0tl
and umm, oomm

People who love me (really?) who might do this because they pity me (whimper) or maybe even cuz think it's fun if they didn't do it already or they could just pretend to because they pity me (again?) if they are still around, which some are not, alas, mostly, at least of late, oh well, sigh...

annie
alwaysinhim
timdangerous
nicim
mistresslink
augustdreams
dalyrical1
neangel
geeked-out
smedindy
bettyalready
arc-angel666
moonbaby8u
clipchick
for-you-only
f-i-n
lifeasme66
ariza
the-moo

People who would most likely easily do it if they wanted to but more likely won't because this silly way of tagging is safe cuz if just a few actually notice then I don't have to feel like a reject and besides, all these people could very well all be me for all we know...

candora
funda
lovewarp
bivalent
mostlydead
candor
moredead
perversions
cdstacks
ajos
heartbeats
journeys
exit42

and just cuz she's so special:

hissandtell


yeah, well, make of it what you will... the least you can do is go visit the fine people listed above because, after all, they were listed above... and if you were not listed above, well, the truth is I did this quickly and am not really sure if tagging you is ok cuz I don't want to impose... so if you actually want me to tag you when I tag, which isn't often, then please throw an old sock at my head or leave a comment and let me know you actually do like tags and actually do read me and actually do not want to reject me (cuz I'm so sensitive, ya know?)... and you definitely do not have to be on one of those embarrassing lists above to cut and paste this thing below, ya know?...
6 Things I Want To Do:
6 Things I Can Do:
6 Things I Cant Do:
6 Things That Make Me Sexually Attractive:
6 Things I Say All The Time:
6 Celebrity Crushes:
6 Strangers That I Tag:

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6 Things I Want To Do:

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6 Things I Can Do:

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6 Things I Cant Do:

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6 Things That Make Me Sexually Attractive:

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6 Things I Say All The Time:

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6 Celebrity Crushes:

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6 Strangers That I Tag:

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you'll just have to add your own 7). 8). 9). and so on... I mean, if you want to...






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