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MEG AND DIA!

ORLANDO?

WHERE IT BEGAN


ARE THEY SERIOUS?
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ONE. . . WHY
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CONVERSATION WITH GOD

MEANING OF LIFE
FORWARD THIS ENTRY
INTELLIGENT DESIGN

(SEE WHAT THE POPE SAYS)

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ABOUT ZOOPLA

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HELP THE RED CROSS
MESSAGES FROM MISSISSIPPI
BLOG FOR RELIEF
NEW ORLEANS JOURNAL

(MIRROR OF N.O. JOURNAL)
(INCLUDING LIVE CAM AND PHOTOS)

HELP AND BE HELPED
HURRICANE HOUSING
LINKS TO HELP
IMAGES FOR HISTORY
New Orleans News
Buloxi News
THE FAILURE


FREE SPEECH
(tell them what you think)

The White House
(202) 456-1111

Senate and Congress
(202) 224-3121

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FAT MAN WALKING
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FACE FUN!



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SITES I SEE A LOT
IxQuick Search
Google Search
itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




SITES I AM CONSIDERING
SEEING MORE OFTEN

3Hive
metafilter
comics
digg





REFERENCE LIBRARIES

questia
wikipedia
gutenberg
internet public library

itools references
movie database
Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




AMUSEMENTS

Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



CULTURE

the superficial
darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
(IF YOU KNOW ONE LET ME KNOW)


Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




(make it real)

PO BOX 780398
Orlando, FL 32878

send me some music
your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
let your message come through
and I will love you forever



last---past---next---now
�2006 Candor Communications


2005-03-04 - 4:22 p.m.

randomania (getting to know me)


first everybody go and wish her a speedy recovery and much cheese... and chocolate malts... and them too... and her... at times like these I wish I had a whole lot of everybodies to send, but at least I can hope the few of you dear readers who stop in here regularly (or at least semi-regularly) will pass along good feelings and healthy thoughts... go ahead, I don't mind waiting...

. o O ( interlude music ) O o .

if it takes forever
I will wait for you
through a thousand summers
I will wait for you

through all tears or heartache
I'll be holding you
and forever I'll
be in your
heart

ah, thank you being a good samaritan and showing your love... and for coming back (I know how easy it is to get lost out there in cyberspace)... I know, the lyrics for the interlude song were altered slightly... ok, maybe a bit more than slightly... but it's my diary and my interlude song, so I get to paraphrase the genius who wrote the beautiful song... and with compliments like that, how can he complain?...

and now it is time for the entry portion of this entry...

as some of you may know, one of my fondest dreams in this life is to share everything, to actually know and be known completely and therein love and be loved completely... it would take a very unique person who fits my personality and idiosincracies quite nearly perfectly, but it is most definitely the first and foremost wish on my wish list for this life... it is for this as yet imaginary person that I write proposals and to whom I will eventually pray in complete subservience and ultimate reverence... I mean, no offense to any other gods, but love is my highest ideal and the energy force I consider most important in this universe and the person who actualizes love the most with me will naturally be my god...

there are other more specific self-related (self-development, self-expression, or just plain selfish) activities I wish I could share... for instance, one of these days I would like to read every entry in every diary and sort them (what me, categorized?) if only cuz it's a fun way to review the writings and remember the inspirations and situations that were occurring and give you and me a way of archiving the entries that should expedite the process of getting you the information you want about me... the first step would be to come up with categories... I would not expect the usual labels, knowing me...

but the basic categories would be included, like biographicalish informata, perhaps further sub-divided into superficial stuff, surface tensions, statistical anomalies, head dreams, heart dreams, and other dreams, and deep personal secrets... and news of the world or out there for opinions and passing fancies and controversial subjects not personally relating to my history...

this project, however, will take a lot more time than I have today so instead, I have chosen a different way to sort my entries... what you see below (if you keep scrolling) is a list of entries that came up when I searched my diary for the word google... you can search your own diary (I think... it might be one of the features that can only be accessed if you paid, but maybe not) by going to the Miscellaneous Stuff link on the left side of your member or entry page at DLand and then clicking on the search your own diary link you find somewhere on that miscellaneous page... or you could just click on the links I included here...

anyway, I figured that everybody goes to google to search for stuff (and sometimes people find their way here by searching for some of the strangest things, ya know), so I decided to see what would happen if I sort of reverse engineered the idea... I was surprised at how many entries popped up:

it is all about sharing...
when running into walls used to be fun
about stalkings, raps, public diaries, worshipping at odd alters, the preservation of ancient rock stars, love at first site, and the fall...
yes, I meant bodhisattva
I want my Gmail!
wow, does Canada exist?
my computer has MS
I saw mommy kissing Santa Claus
Diaryland Survey (the second)
there's more to life than popularity
random readers
news for the moment
a lazy Sunday
lightening up, I think
well perhaps I am not so well as I thought I was...
and what about sex?...
more googlers, what else?
isn't it ironic? (don'tcha think?)
can I have just another breath?
nowhere man
lust for smoog
googlers and other searchers
so much to see, so little time
scraps

and just in case you have not had enough semi-random browsing of casa de candoor, I took the search thing once step fursther and came up with this bit of cleverness (we are all genius's in our own mind, after all)... I searched for the word search and this is what came up:

beam me up, Scotty
love a cynic
distract me some more please
controversy
for want of a towel
just another night at home (part one)
comet
something about the infinite...
is this today?
and you're the only one who knows...
366
no place like home
ever read an entry and feel like you were meeting yourself
another Saturday night
as if theres not enough for you to miss, or read...
song for myself
there's a bright golden haze on the meadow
infinite possibilities
not enough time for an entry
the question is rhetorical, in case you didn't know
there are moments when I feel...
just another night at home (again)
does sweet music go with pure porn pandering?
party on, precious readers

now some of us might be accusing me of cheating with these kinda sorta summary entries that do not really rambling on into new territory where no mind has gone before... but then, we can only pretend that I do such things for so long before we must accept that my talents have limits and my genius is mostly jest and even I fail to tap into my imagination (which is still limitless, mind you... or us) more often than not, so I disguise my lack of initiative and creativity by coming up with ideas like this...

but wait, there is massive validity (as opposed to just a little validity, of course) that this sort of entry is an ideal way for you to get to know me and the world we loosely call casa de candoor and there just might be an outside chance that maybe some of you would actually like to know me (hence the parenthetic afterthought in the title)... you oughta know by now that visitors are welcome, on and offline (yes, that is an actual real live working cell phone number over there in the links column and bless you for using it)... so this entry is more personal, more intimate, and potentially more descriptive of me and my mind (and my soulprint, for that matter) than an ordinary rambling...

so how's that for rationalizing?...

if I had the time I would go about organizing all the entries and pages in all my writings online and have a much more impressive (for academics and commercial purposes, at least) presentation of myself, but for now, stuff like this will have to do... my hope is you enjoy your reading and the attempts at humor and insight that I carelessly inject into my free-roaming babble... cuz I wouldn't want you leaving here feeling like you were wasting your time, after all...






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(just let me know you were here)




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who me?

leave a note?
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send me mail?

you want to know me?
soundtrack
101 Things
The Sequel
The Trilogy
202 Things
200 Things
202 More Things
202 Things Again
testing123
have time, love words?
sleepwriting
(where the heart dreams)

and now, in RealTime�

DO ME!
(Johari Style)


DO ME WRONG!
(but do me right)


SOAP!

(EPISODE ONE)
(the dark side of candoor)


loving linkers
other loves

A Diaryland Survey
other surveys
small world
your profile matters
(search for you & find me)


tell others
read others
applause?
favor?
gift?

get your own!

saturn rings and other places
googlisms
browsing
where've ya been?
the searchers

favorites

911
HEY AMERICA!
LOOK AT YOUR CHILD
STOP THE ABUSE

(GET THE CODE)

THOUGHTS ON GOD

( temporary attractions )


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