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2005-08-03 - 11:30 p.m. not disappearing yet yes, well... I may want to disappear sometimes, but I want to share much more often and that desire to share creates a gaping loneliness when I am not sharing so here we are again, you out there reading and me here writing and sharing the illusion of not being alone because in the way that readers and writers do share, we are sharing...
even when I am not there even when I'm silently immersed in my own privacy I hope you believe me as I believe in you caring does not end in hearts so true caring does not end whatever we do but on the other hand (that's why we have two) the fact remains that caring is something that we do caring is a verb and it has to show or no matter how much you feel it no one will ever know caring must reach out as the wind must blow so I won't disappear as long as I am here in life with you, these words are true happiness and despair and as long as I'm breathing I'll come to let you know that truth will out me in the end love in my heart must show caring must reach out as the river must flow and a touch of my heart (which would usually go in candora, if you know your way around my weird web word) pops out from behind the candoor (inspired by thoughts of disappearing and not sharing with you, among other things)... don't worry, we'll be back to our ridiculous irreverence and hapless attempts at being clever and witty and humorous (I'm so vain, I probably thing this diary's about me... la la la)... any entry now... now don't anybody start feeling guilty about being silent, because while caring is a verb, there are times when silence is golden and we all need some self-time too... and just to show you, rather effectively I think, that I am often silent when I visit you, here's where I've been wandering since the last time I told you where I've been wandering... go visit, enjoy, and if you're feeling up to it, leave a note or comment... no matter how much I might want to disappear sometimes, I know that caring, and more to the point sharing caring, always feels better in the end... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and this is where I wandered this week... and more to follow...
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