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2006-01-11 - 9:04 p.m.

coming out of it, sorta


I have no idea why I am offending so many people these days... maybe I am just looking around and commenting on the real world too much and my comments are, well, my comments... it's not all about staying in character, you know, though I do have some good quality stuff if you need a little pick-me-up, wink wink...

truth now, which ones of you sent your breasts to

but I am back to my carefree self again (that bout of raging insecurity {I just do it to annoy you, you know?... oh, of course I jest... I just to it to fool you into thinking I'm just like you, fallible, human, you know, imperfect so you don't feel as inferior as you actually are, but I wouldn't actually tell you that because it might hurt your feelings} seems to have passed and left naught but a bit of a rash and a small hemorrhoid which should be cleared up by the suppositories in a few days... did you know they come in different flavors?) and have the love of the world (and the-moo too) bouncing around inside of me again so bring on the sheep...

hey. we can't all be as brilliant as cutething or as cute as smed, but I'll drop gump's name here just because he keeps reminding me I take myself too seriously...

of course I mention all these people because I love reading them and not just to legitimize myself or pretend I am popular... popularity is like indigestion, it reminds you that you were having much fun being a glutton just moments ago, but now you can barely breath and wish it would just pass...

of course you can quote me, but if you link me, encourage people not to click on the link because I wouldn't want to get indigestion, after all...

and after saving your soul, don't look now (or look, as you wish), but I might be rappin z0tl in one breath and perverting your innocence in another (while pfirsich slips into my pants for a little pocket pool)...

and speaking of long tall phallic symbols, someone trying to sell a video (not Michael Moore) is making some interesting claims... of course the site, at uber brief first glance, gives me the laughing willies (like Robert Klein used to tell about) of a Nostradimwit doomsday preachy rhetoric and appears a bit biased, to say the least...

but what if these claims are true?

or is Nostradammit turning over in his grave?

Secondary explosions were heard from many news reporters and officials.
Explosions can be seen in footage of the towers as they are brought down.
The evidence that explosives were used is overwhelming.

Silverstein bought the entire World Trade Center Complex 3 months prior to 9/11.
Norad's power for the first time was taken from the General and given to Dick Cheney 3 months before 9/11.
Silverstein took out a record insurance policy 3 months before 9/11

Marvin Bush ran the security for the Trade Center Complex and his contract ran out Sept 11th
Marvin Bush enacted martial law in Florida Sept 7th and enforced it Sept 11th
Top Pentagon officials were warned not to fly Sept 11th
100's were warned in advance that the Towers were going to fall
An entire floor of one of the Towers received an email four hours prior to the collapse and all were told to leave
Condoleezza Rice was warned prior to the attacks

I don't make these claims, the person trying to make money by selling a video is making these claims... I don't know if any of these claims are true... does anyone know?...

I am grossly ignorant about many things, especially the news... did somebody named Silverstein really buy The World Trade Center in June of 2001 and did he take out a record insurance policy?... was it in effect on 9/11/01?... did Silverstein make a profit on the tragedy?... where it that money now?... I'm so outraged I am eating chocolate faster than I can type... where is Harry Potter when you need him?...

no, seriously...

I'd appreciate links to news reports or even more concrete facts because I do not want to think this could be true... especially not the part that puts wild wild west logical pieces together like the son avenges the father war-mongering and makes a killing in the oil and stock market while doing it... just how much is the Bush family worth, really?...

how about in secret trust funds or overseas accounts?...

the Bush's, like any power hungry rich family, are greedy and serve their own self-interests... that is the nature of succeeding in a capitalist society and while I have a very different definition of success, they are certainly succeeding by cultural standards... but how much is really being covered up about Bush's involvement or awareness of the 911 events...

the fact is Bush continues to use (and some would say exploit) the 911 tragedy in every important speech he makes and justifies every foreign intervention on the fear-mongering (which, in another country, some would call propaganda) he and his administration have been doing... war needs a rallying point and 911 has been Bush's...

what's your bag?...

I remember ravyne's bag from when she was at Diaryland and we started adoption procedures but somehow (as I've done so often in recent years), I lost my way and lost my mind and stuffed myself fatter than a porked pig... and I stumbled across her world again this week and remembered all of her poetry and family-style feelings and send her fun and frolic and many hugs...

I once knew a troll from Milan
who bugged us cuz those was his plans
he played with our heads
and called us all Freds
when he knew that we were all Dans

ah, the wonderful olden days of chat rooms and newsgroups, who misses them?... who'd admit it?... where you ever in a chat room where everybody took the same name?... I used to play in a room called "we're all Bozos in this room" and you had to take the name Bozo to get in... if you chose another name, you were met with a message that went something like "we're sorry, but only Bozos are allowed in this room... come back when you are a Bozo"... it was a funny room, but then, we were just clowning around... not all of us were really named Bozo, after all...

we were all named Dan...

which reminds me of my friend (who's name just happens to be Dan, but we called him Peter for no apparent reason) who moved up to Connecticut to be a rich IT guy or MIS manager or something maybe even a banker because he wanted a life and it's not easy to buy a life on minimum wage Disney jobs, so he got over his fetish for the costumes and moved on up north where people are paid twice as much for doing the same job people do down here for half as much...

anyway, I miss his wry sense of humor and clever wit, so here's a shout out to Dan Dan, The Button Man, wherever you may be today, just in case I can't find your email address or number the next time I get over my aversion to phones and emails and shock you with a call...

I did not mention that I nodded off here for a moment last night...

of course the whole Dan theme here lead me to think of Dandy, who inspires me lots these days, and that lead to thoughts of Smash's soap (which leads me to want to take a shower since I just woke and sat down here first thing after popping out of bed... yes, today was a pop, as opposed to a crawl... but I don't mean Smash's soap on a rope or any sort of cleansing material as many of you already know and if you don't well, click on the link to find out) and my part in the whole sordid affair (hoping I will have a sordid affair eventually, which leads me to remember that I am still quite unfukd in spite of the fact that the mother of all unfukd has not recognized it {maybe cuz I am too unfukd?... how sad, even if it is mostly my choice}, but that too is another track my mind was not heading down when I started this paragraph) and because it is the weekend I am eagerly awaiting more story because I have time for more story and want to sell more drugs and take over the world...

but I fell asleep before I got that paragraph finished and somehow lost it when I uploaded this entry the first time (maybe I dreamed I started it... it was all about Dandy, actually, cuz it was just starting... the paragraph, I mean... but then, if it was a dream, that means I'm dreaming of Dandy... oh dear, the poor girl has already been associated with enough of my free-associative controversies and easily misunderstood random thoughts and word plays... stop laughing, there are no limits at all to my dreams, that's why I don't remember them (I'd probably be arrested or struck by lightening)...

ok, laugh if you must... I sure am... but too much laughing will spoil the joke of wondering just when I am serious and just when I am kidding and that would make me too predictable to be fun... maybe...

am I telling secrets again?...

and in the end, we're all the same... we all have hearts that pump red blood through our bodies that sometimes feel like strangers to ourselves and we just want a little love and reassurance that we are ok and accepted as decent people and sometimes we just want to sit back and enjoy some internet porn...

I put on music when I woke up, Dr. Demento, as I mentioned somewhere along the way, in between listening to Precious tell me about her day and then Rasputin got home and switched over to TV as soon as the CD was over... and then, a little while later, suddenly, I pick up the remote control (because both roommates went to bed, I think... their doors are closed and lights are out) and flipped through channels and stopped at Bye Bye Birdie and flash bang boom, that magical moment of blast from the past feeling came over me and I'll be writing some sappy corny romantic bittersweet memory joyous celebration of life and love and romance and hopes and dreams kind of rhyming stuff now, so this entry is over...






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