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�2006 Candor Communications


2005-11-18 - 2:22 p.m.

notes 15


messages to candoor:
(click here to add new message):


I meant to say sooner, thanks for the missive in my journal. I loved your positive child entry, by the way. Cheers! - Zuzu
from meanmommy :
I was referring to the one in which you quoted Stephen Wright and I fell in love....
from boann7 :
thank you for the note =) ive been lurking about reading some of your words for a while. you make me smile and think about things.
from meanmommy :
Well hello. I would like to know who's poor thesaurus you raped to come up with that extravagant introduction. Just kidding Sunshine. I don't remember reading you yet... I should really begin paying attention to who I'm mean to... did we have sex yet? Are you my BabyDaddy? What time is it?
from for-you-only :
I'm better than I have been before. You?
from hamiltonian :
You live in Orlando? I am moving there...
from alannablue :
I'm not altogether sure what your note on my page means... but I'd like to. Care to elaborate or rephrase? I'm a little dense lately...
from smedindy :
Hey dude! I read you, etc. and all that! I just don't do tags...not in my idiom, as it were. However, those answer will reveal themselves over time (just gotta read my drivel and nonsense)! Take care!
from buffylass :
I'd recommend the degree to anyone; I absolutely adore it and wouldn't do anything else, although the exams are tricky buggers. I can see the appeal of a job though - I'm so broke at the moment it's not even vaguely amusing.
from cuddleslut3 :
hey thanks for the comment and im glad that someone relates. dont worry i wont even begin to think that we can be friends or compatible :)i like your quick honesty...
from egoslap :
People can be butt-heads. Weird, shitty butt-heads, glad you agree!
from kure :
Thanks! =)
from crateobscure :
Nothing worse than remembering yourself, is there? Unless, like me, you find yourself incredibly amusing. Ta!
from zencelt :
Big boobs (to hide the belly) and a box full of dildos (for the sex-driuve issues) have done wonders for me, but I wouldn't suggest it for you...necessarily. P.S. I like my men kinda chunky. P.S. maybe you aren't as unattractive as you think. (Always a bright side.)
from geeked-out :
No I'm in the Dallas area. My Aunt just has to go to Houston for cancer tests ever 6 months.
from catz-eyes :
hey there :) just to let you know - you're tagged.
from mordorr :
you do the same.
from nicim :
KISS, KISS, KISSSSSS (cause I can) XXOO N
from lauralgood :
Thank you so much for your nice words. How are you? Hugs. Laural
from annie-m-s-b :
Love you!
from iooi :
thank you; i appreciate your beautiful stark diary too and think you're probably very compassionate.
from theswordsman :
My pleasure. John
from jesbohn :
awwww shucks... its not immoral. Perverted maybe, but immoral, shucks no. : ) (thanks dude)
from nicim :
hey, pretty boy, I don't think Jay (catz-eyes) had people in NO path - did you mean Michael (arc-angel)? Yeah, sleepy boy aren't you!! Transplanting an Aussie to crawdad country!! Tee hee XXOO N
from marilynstar :
Hey! Thanks for the advice. So, when my daughter is 30 and has kids of her own keeping her up all night, it really WILL be worth it! :-)
from ethereal-red :
Thanks for the note, I really appreciate it. I'm glad all this shit I deal with and how I do it inspires somebody. I hope someday I will be better, too. I really do. And I'm much more accepting towards myself and my orientation than I used to be, so at least some progress had been made.
from sizmatters :
Hi, thanks for taking the time to leave me a message re: my diary...I appreciate it...and NO, duh, he does NOT appreciate me !! but you do, so that's cool....
from less-than3 :
heh. i went by "meri" as a kid. which morphed into being spelled...merri, merrie, mery, merry, merree...i was a very strange kid. :)
from crowhihs :
Hello right back atcha :-) Still waiting for the best Seven of Candoor though!!!
from ariza :
Am I going to be famous now?
from catz-eyes :
hey matey, how you doing? tried to leave you a comment to your latest entry, but it doesnt appear to be working. the comment box pops up alright, and you can fill it in, but then when you click 'submit' nothing seems to happen... :( bugger
from alwaysinhim :
Thanks for the note. I have actually, probably, been ignoring you just as much lately with my new job and all. So it's good (read: convenient) and all that I haven't had much time to really be pouty about not getting much mutual attention (since I don't have as much to give lately). Hopefully I'll get back to being motivated to bug you to get motivated. =)
from zencelt :
You blow me away sometimes. Thanks for the note, and the motivation within. Now let's stay off our collective asses ;)
from finjamartens :
Hey,I REALLY just took a bathroom break. Eeery! Haha. Youre pretty much of a show-off!!
from curiouoso :
Hello Cadoor, Sorry it took so long to acknowledge your note. I often wonder when i leave a note if anyone sees or cares, so I'm making a conscious effort to reply and make them more of a conversation. I too gave up coffee except on weekends, but haven't got the grouchy ill feeling that caffine addiction sometimes leaves. Good luck to ya. Curiouoso*
from camera-girl :
I'm feeling better now, thank you :-) My throat isn't hurting, neither is my head! I'm happy :+)
from nateboxley :
hi.
from geeked-out :
Who is my new favorite person? You are. Word.
from gumphood :
I am in your football league
from zencelt :
Thanks for the well wishes : )
from theswordsman :
Hi. Yep, I read about the Fat Man Walking thing a t Netscape News, and checked out his website. Apparently fitnessjournal.org has been offering the map option to it's ,e,bers for a long time, so I decided to use it as one more motivational tool. Some of my "buddies" are looking for inspiration to exercise. I just wanted to show them how a consistent effort can add up to something impressive over time. Cheers. John
from barbiewoman :
Just stopped by cause I saw you linked on someones page. My thoughts a prayers are with everyone who has a tie in this tragety. God Bless.
from f-i-n :
Thanks for the sweet comment. It made my day. I love Ghost World! Yeah...sometimes I feel like my dad is trying to buy me off. But he means well, i guess.
from nicim :
missed you too. appreciated your blogging lately. often said what i've felt. anger, hurt, frustration, a feeling of helplessness. i'm volunteering like crazy, and doing some internet stuff to help too. if we all just do a LITTLE something it will add up. Love, N
from smedindy :
I'm always game for more fantasy...err...more fantasy drafts. Sure. Why not???
from alwaysinhim :
thanks for the email, I got it, and for the hug. I'm sorry if my last entry sounded rather dire, it really isn't that bad. Some good has come of opening my big mouth (at least, I think it's good... we'll see)... and the other thing.. yeah. I'll live.
from augustdreams :
Oops. You can't call can you? No phone. If you're up for the zoo and possibly a movie tomorrow just drop me an email and let me know what time to expect you. Sorry about the lack of help from Cingular. Also, let me know if you find an address to send packages to Katrina survivors. I may be ass broke but I DO have canned food, extra necessary stuff like unopened packs of toothpaste, razors, toilet paper. I've been Googling for a place to send donations of that kinda thing but no luck yet. Love ya.
from nicim :
I made the mistake of turning on the news this morning - in hopes they had plugged the NO levees. The tears rolled down my face and didn't stop until I finally was able to click it off. If there was only someting I could do.
from nicim :
thank you darling once again for the note, the email, and the comment. what a wonderful boy you are. and i shall have to visit you in person next time i go see Bobbi in Tampa - just to get some of the luscious pizza you always seem to be noshing on. Love, N
from your-fitness :
I've not been much of a role model so far, have I? I'll work on it, though--I'm definitely going to exercise today.
from finjamartens :
"Slumber",haha,that word is cute.
from the-moo :
*lovelovelove* xxx
from augustdreams :
Ahh. Hopefully you're getting some sleep now. I've got do orientation at a new place tomorrow (sadly, not FT work but as the restaurant just laid me off I figured I could use another per diem job.) Guess what? I found MONKEYS! I sent you an email with a link to them. Hopefully we can get together on Wednesday? If not, next week. Much love to you. *hugs*
from fightn4life :
Sorry, I thought it was you that posted the links for the abuse hot lines; even with reading glasses, my eyes must be going bad. I adore your diary and love the comment to Nicim. I spent hours last night reading your entries. Loved them all. Sorry if I offended you. Sandyz
from nicim :
another lovely entry darling - i think i particularly liked this one for every reason you wanted us to. each time you open the real you it is a wonderful conversation. Love, N
from candoor :
hope the move went well :)
from annie-m-s-b :
Thank you for the note and other things.... moving the Mac today but will try to update when I can. It's a little sad leaving a house I have lived in for 24 years, but I am excited about this new life! I feel good, strong, happy. Still have my cell phone babe.... yea, I know. Thank you so much for all your love and support, you helped keep me alive until I wanted to be. What a love you are.... good looking too! Love & hugs to you always, Annie


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