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SITES I SEE A LOT
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itools references
movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
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are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




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SEEING MORE OFTEN

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all musicals




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ill will press
the guide
purple
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maximum awesome
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something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



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this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
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Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




(make it real)

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send me some music
your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
let your message come through
and I will love you forever



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�2006 Candor Communications


2008-11-19 - 11:57 p.m.

wanna get lucky, well, do ya?


just to demonstrate how easy i am to amuse, i will let you know that i just spent the better part of a half hour playing with mo... yeah, the belly full but me hungry... no angry mob here though, or mood, even, just a kid who wants to have fun and while i may not be throwing a party all the time, life is sure a whole lot of fun almost all the time... and the only way if has a chance of being better is if we share it, at least that's my opinion on the subject of living, loving, feeling alright...

i do this because i love to share
i do this because i love to write
i do this because i love to read
i do this because i love to love
you

(even if you never knew)


meanwhile, i'm just sitting here getting fat while waiting for the one to come along... i'm just a lonely boy, lonely and blue... but the thing is, i love blue... adore azure... royal... sky... and when it comes to feeling, well, feeling is the best thing that can happen in this life, again, from my personal perspective... so even if the feeling isn't shared and even when the feeling isn't the bestest feeling, feeling is the best experience (short of sharing, but we've been there, haven't we)... ironically (or luckily), i am thrilled to be alive and enjoy being alone almost as much (shhhh, sometimes more, but that'll be our little secret, ok?) as i enjoy sharing (the actual update entry, i mean, if you really want to know {and thanks oodles if you do}, is back one, just for the fun of the time-line thing)... still, i long to, need to, live to be in love (and i mean with someone other than just me, ya know)...

everywhere i go i am smiling at people
looking for eyes that will look back into mine
everywhere i look i see tired frightened people
staring into space pretending everything is fine

so much is going wrong in this world
at human hands
but avoiding reality doesn't help
who understands?
we can still enjoy the moment honestly
i'll be real with you, be real with me

listening to you, i hear the music... get it?... you really oughta by now, unless this is your first time with me here or you have a short memory cuz even though i've not been around for a long long time (cuz i think it's gonne take me, if you know what i mean), even after all these years of silence, i am still all about the music... in fact, there is an amazing irony to tonight's musical selections which culminate a whole week of trusting the muses to lead me to the cds that should be put on next (i'm just reaching into bags and pulling the next one out blind... go look, you've gotta laugh and i'm loving every nostalgic ecclectic looney tune moment of it) and it just keeps inspiring a bigger smile every time...

i may be having too much fun
to be lonely enough to find the one
unless she is just so much like me
loving being alive and free
just hoping to get lucky
enough to find me
i mean, that's what i do
loving bring alive and free
just hoping to get lucky
enough to find...
the one for me

it tickles me so to find the words to flow to share what i feel and make it this real, at least for me, in words for me, i feel so lucky... so where is she already? (come share the laughter with me)... ah, yes, and then, the music calls me back out of my bubbles of dreams and giggles... imagine actually being able to sing judy garland songs a whole night at carnegie hall, i mean, i don't know about you, but i've done that at home pretending i was at carnegie hall, or at least singing for the one... yeah, i mean rufus wainwright, in case you were wondering... two shows, and then more in other big sold-out venues, now that is an amazingly fun kind of guy... or at least a helluva lucky guy... kind of like andy kaufman... well, andy was lucky while he was alive and who knows, he may even be more lucky now... anyway, if you ever performed whole shows and albums to the walls of your room as a kid, you may know what i mean...

and if you haven't, well... do it! :)






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