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2005-04-18 - 9:51 p.m. I live on wishful thinking... this entry was started yesterday (according to the date above) and then life swept me away from the computer for days and so, it was left incomplete as so often entries are and you, dear readers, were left wandering elsewhere and wondering where I might be... and the rest of you might stumble back randomly in your free time, but there's always hope that someday we will come to know and care about each other as something other than literary distractions on the internet... with that in mind, whatever that might me, I present this entry sort of in progress just so you don't miss me too much... knowing me as I do and remembering the initial joys of getting Gmail (after pining for it for so long), I am still not too surprised that I check my Gmail maybe once a month and usually that's only when someone reminds me that I have it... I can point to the fact that this laptop does not have room for too many open windows and the fact that the auto-checking feature can confuse and crash this laptop because it's so old and still on dial-up, but that's just convenient (albeit valid) excuses... the underlying fact is that I still avoid intimate writing in one on one personal communicatons to the point where I subconsciously avoid even checking mail... still, I want my Gmail... and still I find no time to check it... the irony of the letter G standing for Google and becoming the name Gmail is not lost on me... the person who set me on my unmerry email avoiding way was also known as G... scary, huh?... the universe is wise... it says... "face your issues, deal with them, get over them, and get on with life as you would like it to be, not as you would have liked it to have been"... if I would only listen to myself, I might be ok... and then... I walked away from the computer in search of the cell phone charger, which is missing again... it is probably in Precious's room again, under her bed or clothes or somewhere unpleasant made all the more unpleasant by the fact that she lost hers and seems to repeatedly leave mine out of reach for me and because she goes to school during the day and I am at work at night, I don't always remember to ask for my cell phone charger when I wake up in the evening and say hi and listen to her day and lately there are days when she's asleep before I wake so the phone dies and remains dead until I can get the charger out of her room... it won't be too much longer before she's gonna be awakened whenever to find the charger since she's not being responsible about leaving it in the living room as I asked when she first lost her charger last year... if you are reading this, dear adorable cell phone charger hoarder, you can keep from being awakened at odd hours and hassled for the charger by remembering to leave it out where we agreed it should be left... maybe leaving public notes on the internet will help... thanks for finding my CDs and putting the dishes in the dishwasher today (unfortunately the dishes you took out of the dishwasher were still dirty... got eyes?... use 'em!)... now finish your homework... eeeek, that sucks... parental talk is so not me and yet, it just keeps happening throughout this life (yeah I know, my choices, can I have a do-over?)... laughter is good... but I am ready for my next childhood now... I've lost count at how many it's been... and distractions are always so readily available in life... and to prove the point, I threw another load of laundry in the washer since this is wash day for me around here... just a load or two left now, mostly linen and towels... never underestimate the importance of a towel...
(or 42)... stars! I am very happy to report the return of mcearstix... long time readers of my pages know I love the girl and hold my breath when she disappears on her roller coaster ride of a life... someday we'll meet on a street in Timbuktu or on mountain in Nepal and catch up on old times... always searching for something we lost inside ourselves... and he thought to himself, dang universe, sending me back drafts like instant messages from alien places between the spaces of the synapses above my shoulders... meanwhile, I've spit up some words in other places (be clever and you shall find them) and also spent a moment or two each evening exploring years of writings in a whole new world of words and wondering when I might find time to explore more music (100+ library CDs await) and of course, to continue falling in love (I know it's all in my mind, but where else should I dream?)... so much inspiration, so little time... until I return, go love him...
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