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2005-12-23 - 11:30 a.m. construction, reconstruction, language, and me did I tell you this already?... I just built a house on Carpe-Diem Way (an fun little drawing and quiz site)... I'm #39... obviously I am not a drawing-type of artist, if anything I do might be called art at all, especially not with a ball mouse... the best part is being neighbors with the creative and beautiful Clarity (who built house #1 and started the street) and her wise and wonderful husband... if I could choose my neighbors, they would definitely be one...
I've been saying "Merry Happy" since I was a little kid and when I want to be more mature I say 'enjoy your holidays' because I want people to enjoy their holidays, whatever holiday they celebrate... if they're smart like me, they celebrate them all... it's all about the same thing, love love love - every religion is based on the same golden rule, be kind, do no harm, love everyone, forgive the idiots... extremists on all sides of a difference of opinion are always looking for power plays, always looking for ways to spoil something that might turn out good for everyone (especially if they fear free thought or can not control it)... the holiday season pre-dates Jesus, even... it's a time for love, whatever the book of rules we live by... and the fun, the games, the toys, the giving, the sharing, and cartoons (and the movies, oh those movies)... the Grinch's heart grew two sizes that day... Natalie Wood learning to believe in Santa... we'll follow the old man wherever he wants to go... Scrooge learning what glee is all about... and Zuzu's petals... I've seen them all dozens of times, at least, and I still look forward to them every year... that was actually written a few days ago and might have been part of another entry or it might have waiting for this day off to be rescued from the babbling files... we shift to yesterday's entry (or was it the day before, yes, the day before) for more responses to comments (and I really think this time that I was inspired to sum myself up rather clearly and concisely, but then, I'm not sure just what your eyes and mind will make of the words, if anything)... here, see for yourself: yes, Sandyz, you read me well it seems... I am actually more comfortable with what I do not know than with what I do know... what I mean is that I accept what is not evident to my senses, what is illusion or hypothesis or belief, and I feel no need to create a fact where there is no fact... I feel comfortable with the fact that for some questions, there are no certain answers at this moment in time... there is, I think (and prove to myself every time, so far at least, a way to make palatable lemonade out of even the most rancid lemons... it may take some profound filtering or even faking it (discarding the lemons and just drinking water, or sugared water, and imagining it's lemonade or whatever favorite drink it might be) but there is always a way... I seem to just assume I will find that way and hope that's not overconfidence, but it really doesn't matter because I will nonetheless... it may be I've decided to believe in a can't after all, that being I can't not find positivity in anything and I can't not find humor in anything and I can't not survive anything (although my jury might still be out on surviving death)... I want to shout out beaucoup de appreciation to Sandyz for the way she reads me and appreciates me and seems to understand a bit of me here and there where it matters most... I'd like to believe there are depths and meaningful thoughts worth reading somehow twisted into the seemingly endless babbling and irreverent rhetoric... and when someone actually finds some of the needles in this haystack of words and actually gets the point that there may be a semi-sharp cookie crumbling here and there behind the candoor (in spite of the bad puns and mixed metaphors), it's a blessing I must remember to appreciate better and more often... hope I just did J meanwhile, here comes some words inspired by pfirsich (who's name suddenly reminds me of Perchik, from Fiddler on the Roof, a character I played on stage once upon a time and who's song was cut from the movie version, much to my dismay at the time), who intrigues me because I have yet to actually figure out exactly what we are doing to each other, me accepting genuflection or me getting a lapdance, but it's fun anyway to flex my irreverent madness on the possibilities even if it only makes sense in my head sometimes)... in any care, more appreciation goes out and here's my response to a recent comment that further clarifies my use of the language (there's always hope)... hey Pf, I am happy you find my happy ignorance stimulating :) candoor the philosophiker... yes, that is a reference to Douglas Adams, but no, I will not expound upon it now (which might make me a philosophuker for a moment) as I am more in the mood to provide random thoughts about this and that, brief random thoughts at that like this (once upon a time, when I did this more often, the funda embraced me): I must remember to check out this photo site some more whan I have more time... tell me what you think if you have time to explore... I might only get to a couple of entries as I click banners and explore, but sometimes I am just loving it (reading diaries, that is)... I watched some comedy channel earlier and South Park was, as usual, amusing , insightful, and a good kick in the head... and that Denis Leary Show is one weird collection of radical thought and genius... have you seen his Xmas show?... smoog has been railing bah-humbug style lately, but I love it most when she mourns the death of poetry... and don't forget Smed is updating daily and besides sharing his wonderful life, he's got music information to make a musicologist drool... hmmm, this almost has a list-like quality about it, except it's not as narcissistic as the Things lists... I suppose this could be called a Other Things list, in the vein of The Princess Bride and Vicenti's and that other thing... or something like that... still to come... and send love now (lust too)... shifting gears, this so reminds me of me, especially the me who started out writing before I know anything about anything except what I was sure of, and that was I loved writing and most everything else, including myself... exciting news: I stopped at the post office on the way home today (yes today, in RealTime�!.. finally, as if this very line, we are in RealTime�... can it get any more exciting that this anytime?... and right on time too, just leave this parenthese for the exciting news) and found music there... 13 CDs and a DVD!... I am exclamation point excited!... I can almost taste the new sounds now... but first, I shall pass out with a CD on cuz I am barely able to hold my head up and I shall return later to put this entry together and start tomorrow's entry and (more excitement), continue Nicim's List of Things... and if only to prove that I am still quite the genius:
and shifting gears one final time for this entry, because there is still a serious need and because some of you may have the means to help, I am including the list of links to my entries inspired by the hurricanes that tore up the south and the links to more information and most important, links to ways to help... people are still homeless, people's lives are still devastated, and people still need help... so if you can, do... 18 * 19 * 20 * 21 * 23 * 25 * 911 Hey America...
Mess (A Message From Mississippi) Hope (Hope Grows in Mississippi) Anger (Anger and Angst in Mississippi) Sigh (A Sigh From Mississippi) Rant (A Rant From Mississippi) Pain (Pain In Mississippi) Rage (Rage For Mississippi) or Messages From Mississippi because they were mostly guest entries to pass along email from a friend who witnessed Mississippi first hand cuz he lives there... bless him and his family, in fact, do it yourself...
OTHER WAYS TO HELP English: 1-800-HELP-NOW (1-800-435-7669) Spanish: 1-800-257-7575 TDD: 1-800-220-4095 Hurricane Housing - - - Blogging for Relief many ways to get and give help list of ways to donate or help more links to donate or help
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