and another day comes to this place for recording in words... some scattered writings in varied places and then some sleep, here in the big green chair again... with the laptop on the pillow on my lap... and with the TV droning on and on through infomercials and sports center and more and more... me, alone here, would probably seldom turn the TV on... but it's always on... it must have some effect, but then, the fact that I sit inside finding things to do around here is not the the fault or responsibility of the TV...

I am rather generously distracted by the the Vulcan in pajamas on Star Trek Enterprise... silky skin, supple breasts, firm round buns, now there is a body that stimulates my libido fantasies rather well...

where were we?... ah yes, remembering the day... upon waking, I relaxed... I relax too much for my own good, but then, it's relaxing... motivation to get physical would be wise and healthy, but there's minimal motivation around here these days so relaxing is the usual activity on weekends... I am not sure exactly what I did besides zone into the TV... I don't recall what I watched, or half listened to...

I took a nice hot shower and then wandered around the net a bit and found myself playing spades at Yahoo... it took a while to get accepted into games... at first people just ran away... the first three games were blow outs, but I didn't get credit for any of them (they keep a won-lost record) because the people left before the game was over... not fair... I finally did get some players (though some came and went) and played some games... I was very bored playing the Yahoo robots and then the first people who didn't finish games were no challenge... finally I found a game with experienced players and that was fun, though three partners left during the first game before I found one who turned a three hundred point deficit into a win... I blew the second game by getting distracted by the TV and Sally coming home... then three different partners piled up four more wins so I am 5-1 and started getting lots of invites to games... should have been 6-0, alas... the perfectionist sighs (and the rest of me laughs)...

finally, it was time for food... a bit of cooking (after cleaning up behind Sally) and munch munch and then here for this update... and through it all the one all-encompassing (or is that consuming) thought is the desire to share, the wish someone was here to share everything... it would be so much more fun for me, since sharing is the most fun I have found in this life short of just being me...

there's food (cooking and eating), cleaning, browsing the web, writing, TV, playing cards, relaxing, sleeping, showering, libido fantasies, and room for many other things to do... which would you like to share first?...

. o O ( NOTES ARE THE NEW HAPPY PILL ) O o .
(just let me know you were here)