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2003-11-20 - 10:20 a.m. and another morning... and another day opens it's light to me and I see only a fraction of the power and though I know the energy is out there, it is but a vague distant buzz instead of the clear and specific message and it may return or it may dissolve into the ether, but either way it is another morning mist in an extended series of atomospheric metaphors that rise from the shallows of sleep deprivation and bloat... as if lost at sea, as if drowned and incommunicato, as if carelessly tossed upon some random atoll without means to communicate, reason, or spellcheck (or follow any normal conventions, which is blasphemy of a worse than goddam sort for most locked in their respective rulish hells), our heroine bleeds life sustaining manna for no one, for no one cares to notice and therefore no one sees... meanwhile, back in the visible daily life, returning from work in a mild stupor as this body has not laid upon the bed for several days, at least, and a few hours of catnapping in the big green chair is not actually enough unconsciousness for an entire work week, but tomorrow is the last day so maybe crashing today would be in order... we shall see... with a stop at the food shop there is some sort of seafood dish in the microwave (wise choice, the microwave, as I might nod off and it is not a wise choice to nod off with the oven on), I wander semi=aimlessly through the lands of nod (nod?... did I write nod again?... asking as the eyes pop open, windering if I am being prophetic, did I just?)... yes, eat the seafood stuff (shrimp ravioli in marinara with linguini and a crab and shrimp sauce) and something called gourmet chocolate cheesecake sampler after the scavengers of the sea... remembering that I've been consuming caffeine every day for the past week or two, at least, and remembering the physical degredation to brain cells and body that the drug causes, I compile further thoughts to hypothesize this deep stupor in which I float... it would be wise to take a few days off from the drug and the sleepless routine... in fact, it would be wise to do a 30 day cleansing, but in this nightshift routine that is challenging, especially since I appear to have traded will power for apathy (and did I ever get a good deal, apathy being cheap these days)... nodding... and wishing a cuddler would appear right here right now...
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