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2004-02-24 - 10:35 a.m.

partial entry # 103


I didn't just add a missing entry for the sake of having an entry every day, really I didn't... it is a placeholder kind of a deal for something is missing, something that should have happened or at least been discussed in soliloquy... how badly did I spell that?... t-h-a-t?... and speaking of (or in) oxymorons...

has it reached a point where I must choose between diaries or worse, choose between writing and exercise and other activities?... some days the reluctant answer comes up, yes... sucks to be poor (blame poverty for the lack of time, but not for the lack of inspiration... though given more time I can always find inspiration, so far at least... when I fail, I'll be sure not to let anyone know for I won't be inspired to mention it, right?... stop babbling my heart around)... other activities?...

Stevie Nicks (segue) reminds me of the tears I never cried, as do so many others... part of a song that never ends that will be linked here at some future time when I find the link... or now... I may even correct the spelling... if you do...

I'm not just lonely, I'm frustrated too...

little more happened today and I don't have time to think about anything enough to have something to say about it that might interest me, or you, for that matter... maybe it is the move (we move from a two bedroom to a three bedroom this weekend)... but the major distraction is the mess... Rasputin does not clean up after himself and it's getting worse because now I live with two people who do not clean up after themselves... I can deal with clothes left on the couch or books and papers left on desks or wherever, but it's the food... leftover food, dirty dishes, sticky counters, bug food... they do not wipe up spills, so the counters, sink, tables, carpet, microwave, and wherever they walk around eating has dried food and dried food stains... the dishes harden as they pile in the sink... the grease filled frying pan sits on the stove... two bags of garbage overflow, one in the middle of the kitchen floor in front of the sink... I have a couple of paper plates in those two bags... I don't have time to clean up behind myself (which is why I prepare messless meals much of the time) and do not want to clean up behind others... so something's gotta give... I don't want to regret signing a 14 month lease... a serious talk about lifestyle habits and health and sanitation and must be had... one challenge is I seldom see Rasputin during the week and the place can become a garbage dump in just a few days... so there's an unpleasant distraction that is frustrating and interfering with life, written and physical comfort...

I think I need to vent... the place is a mess, but the kitchen is disgusting... unhealthy... it always baffles me that people can have such unsanitary habits... do you brush your food crumbs (and larger chunks) on to your living room carpet?... I really do not want to live in a place that I would not want to bring friends home to and that's where I am at the moment...

something must change...

when I live by myself you can eat off the kitchen floor... because I use paper plates or wash stuff I cook with within 24 hours (or immediately, always leaving it soak if not immediately) and wipe up spills before the harden and attract dust and bugs... heck most weeks, to save time and clean-up, I use the same pyrex glassware to cook and store and eat in... and I'm not into meat grease... I suppose this would be reason to take making more money and living alone more seriously... I'd rather find a soulmate partner lifemate... I don't want to be a maid and all kidding about it aside, I don't really need one... bleh...

I'm tired of venting...






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