I could be out running, out sunning, out doing something... but I sit in the big green chair watching sports on TV ordering food in from a local restaurant and I should probably be called for personal fouls delay of game piling on and plenty of others... so instead of fasting the last week or two and dropping weight for my trip up to the wedding on Monday, I put back on most of the weight I dropped over the last however long it's been (which is highly out of character for me unless I am deeply bummed or bored or something)... I am in that certain rut where dishes are apt to sit soaking in the sink, laundry piles up for weeks, and stuff gets put off... I let apathy and laziness rule the physical world if nobody else cares... and nobody is here except Sally who has less interest in cleaning or doing anything and probably has less will power than I do... I mean, I soak my dishes and wipe counters and so on... and at least I have run and made it to the gym this year...

just not recently...

but I'll whine about my great self-destruction (hearing Pilate singing from JC Superstar, are we?) in the land of dead later or whenever I feel like it... for now, we'll just recap the events of the day for those of you who care about the events of the day (and thank goodness for you out there who do care for without you there's be nobody in the world interested in the minor details... blessed most are those of you who let me know often (those few moments of your daily life mean so much, especially when there are so many pretenders in this world... and you know who you are)...

I gave some time to browsing the web and found syncronicity (in this city?) with the dead (eventually) in my sleep for those of you following along the multitasking multipaths (do you have your multipass?... mul-ti-pass... do you know the reference?... such adorableness melts me, even in these dull days of apathetic blahs) created virtually in this web world...

later

and so it is (later) and some popcorn and more TV sports happened... I paused in writing because Rasputin woke up and we spent a little time setting the fantasy leagues and then the laptop had to be shut down because 32MB just doesn't cut it... I will need to get an AV program that runs well on 32MB RAM, for the one I am trying is apt to freeze the system at times because it requires 64MB (128MB recommended)... I've mentioned this before... see, just more dayz...

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