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SITES I SEE A LOT
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Google Search
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movie database

Giga-Quotes

Harry Chapin Lyrics
SSA




OLD AND NEW READS
(WISH I HAD MORE TIME
TO READ and EXPLORE)

mother jones
utne reader
common dreams
the progressive
mediate
the other side
orion
harper's
rolling stone
reel classics


fallout shelter
the memory hole
song meanings
truth out
wil wheaton
bugmenot
global news matrix
break for news
are you generic?
neil gaiman
h2g2
daily kos
the truth laid bear
reason
capitol hill blue
boing boing
nobody here




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SEEING MORE OFTEN

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metafilter
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wikipedia
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Giga-Quotes
rare-lyrics
all musicals




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Diaryland Times
home star runner
hell
hell too
sinfest
ill will press
the guide
purple
despair
maximum awesome
86 the onions
straight dope
something awful
glossy news
eric conveys emotion
odd todd
cracked



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darwin awards
this is true
urban legends
news of the weird
church of the fsm
the onion
god checker
faqs
fark
iGod
post secret
webby awards
meetup
the white house
ragged trousered philosopher
the smoking gun
the defective yeti
landover baptist
evil bible


COMMERCIAL CRAP (AND PRON)

(Note: pron is porn worth a look for amusement much more than passion, so if you see a (p) next to a link, be aware naked people may appear if you click it, m'ok?)

beautiful agony (p)
(a turn on or a laugh?)
real doll (p)
(the ultimate self-indulgence)

(or it could just be a typo)




PROMPTS
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Unconscious Mutterings
Friday Feast
Wednesday Whatevers
Sunday Brunch
Monday Madness
Thursday Threesom
Saturday Questions




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your favorite music
old or new
blissful or blue
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�2006 Candor Communications


2004-03-04 - 9:29 p.m.

no really, back to work...


ok, so yesterday was a false alarm... I did not actually return to work... I took another day (night) off... played hookey... and they came calling for me today, wondering what happened, where I'd been, why I wasn't there, how come?... it was a friendly call from a friend at work, one who shares the fantasy basketball league I am so often forgetting about these days (ooops, did I mention I was in first place last time I looked?... that is probably not fair since I only check in twice a month or so, but life is life)... some need to know work related info was passed into my brain and I will be using it tonight so their new week starts off right on paper (tonight is the weekly summary and change-over for the behavioral system and I'm the primary keeper of the stats for the game... and suddenly I laugh at the irony and realization that so little has changed since high school... and yet, so much... but that's another long and winding road)... life goes on...

so what happened today... I woke early to head out to the driver licence place and gave them the piece of paper (D-6) that the court forgot to send and all is rosey with the state department of whatever they call it down here... even changed the address on the license (which meant taking another DL photo (that's Driver Licence, not DiaryLand) and goodness if I didn't think to do my hair and shave today... another mug shot... so now I have the makings of an ID that will be sure to get me pulled out of the airport line for further inspection the next time I try to leave the country... wouldn't be the first time, no doubt...

while I was in line at the license place the cable guy called... he was friendly and cooperative and didn't sound obsessive at all... so he said he'd call back after his first stop and see if I was home yet... he did, I missed his call because I had just gotten home and was in the bathroom, his phone was busy when I called back, I left my number and finally we did hook up and all is right with the zillion channels of cable pumped into this place... then, as I was exploring DLand (and finding much to inspire and fall in love with, the maintenance guy popped in and did some more of what maintenance guys do as we work toward completing the list of initial stuff that needed fixing or tinkering with around this place... finally I visited planet candora and discovered (or at least mapped out) a bit more uncharted territory for visitors who like digging below the surface of idyllic places... might have even had a visit from God, yes, the capital G one (see candora), but that too is another long and winding road, ya know...

and then I sleep, peaceful, comfortable, restful (at this point I look at the clock and see time is running out on this entry so I shall leave out the daily life sanitation and maintenance details... you don't really want to know about my masturbatory fantasies and the color of my sheets or how many times I wipe, do you?)...

so it's almost time to start my one day work week and I wake up and shower and go to the fridge for some water and find the lights are on, there's the smell of fried cow in the air, dirty dishes in the sink and in the living room, dirty frying pan on the grease speckled stove and counter tops and that slimy film of meat fat coating the kitchen counters, range, formerly shiney crome handles, microwave, and everything... and of course the usual garbage bags piled on the kitchen counter, one from several days ago from take-out... home again, home again, rooty-toot-toot... nothing more (moving in stuff) was put away, but the boxes of kitchen stuff are spread out on the floor in the dining room area (which is just as you walk into the apartment) cuz they needed stuff out of them to cook with (and leave wherever with meat grease coagulating and drying in that milky-cloudy way that meat grease does)... Precious is on the phone in her room, Rasputin is sleeping, and now I've got about a half an hour before I leave for work... so after glancing around as briefly as possible, I close my eyes to the environment around me and try to imagine a better place to be...

"if you want you can come with me..."






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