it's good to have thoughts to live by, ideals and reminders of what truly inspires us to our greatest happiness, our most secure peace, our most endearing love... it's good to have images and even notes and reminders posted in prominent places around the living space to remind us of things we want to remember... so I must remember to put a note up where I will see it to remind me to visit this place of inspiration more often...

around the casa de candoor, Raspy woke and had Precious order Donato's pizza and he then left for work, leaving Precious and me to talk some more... she resolved the triangle I related in a previous entry and seems happy with herself for it... and as it turned out, the girlfriend gave her a ride home from school today and they are hanging out tonight... it is good to feel comfortable with your friends... she wisely went to sleep early tonight since she was stress free for the first time in weeks...

good smiles...

that took most of the evening time and then I spent the little time tonight I had left for myself visiting with kilowatt... catching up with her entries, reading some again, it is always inspirational and fresh air and smile-inspiring... I am in love with her mind, her spirit, her optimism, her ability to express the goodness and positivity of life... I do not have time for a long entry tonight and just may continue my visit with her tomorrow (and continue this entry as well), so if you've got time and are looking for wisdom and insight and inspiration, visit... backtrack... there are so many beautiful entries that I pick at random sometimes and find I can call the ones I picked favorites... I dare you to read them all...

and from the depths of memory John Denver's What One Man Can Do from his Seasons of the Heart CD comes to mind... no surprise, as that CD is one of my favorite inspirations...

alas, it is time to run out to work now, but before I go, I leave you with this kilowatt inspired thought...

and there is the heart of me that feels the truth in these words, gut instinct of the child who learned that needs are illusions and happiness is much more secure without that illusion... and then there's that part of me who feels loneliness and wants the illusion of need to build on... and to that part I add to the quote:

"If you are wanting people's approval for what you are doing with your life, you are their prisoner." ~ Richard Kirsten Daiensai

so choose your jailor's carefully J

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