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2004-08-28 - 1:41 p.m. if you search for yourself, you may find me... so maybe it's cuz I made it back to the gym yesterday, finally, after more days than I care to calculate (five weeks?) and I returned to my pre-workout weight (but maintained better than minimum conditioning as I did the 3 miles in thirty minutes minimum without stressing much), but anyway, I've now got two in-progress entries (the last two) going at the same time... so this one might be delayed in uploading cuz the last entry is an experiment in continuing communication through browsing (which probably means I should have put the entry over in my browsing diary and I probably will, eventually, but for now it is here (or was, until this one came along) and an essential part of the experiment is keeping it out there... maybe a link on the left, eventually?... I dunno... it (this experimental follow a favorite author around Diaryland entry) seems to have usurped the time intended for refreshing and completing (in as much as such a thing can be completed) the survey, which was updated from the one I did early last year here, will be returned to eventually (I seem to like that word today, huh?)... yeah, so anyway, I'll get back to it... I am noticing that one aspect of the experiment is showing initial results... that is, if my hopeful hypothesis was that browsing around and sending notes and comments and guestbook entries and emails to diarist who share a common favorite might inspire more interaction here was to be part of the experimental goal (though I wonder if experiments should have a goal or if they should be allowed to run their course without influence of pre-determined hopes or expected outcomes... I tend to prefer the without more often than the expectations as expectations lead to disappointments and sponteneity is, for me at least, much more fun, even if it's spelled oddly)... patience, my instatiable attention craving heart... and remember what elli said (that thespark was wise enough to quote), "We crave love and affection not because we are weak and needy, but because we know innately what is important. We were made to love and to be loved." (is there any wonder why I love loving her so much the words won't express it?... she so seduces candora.. and the sleeping child inside who wants to call her mommy, but shhhh, it's a secret... nebby understands)... and speaking of attention-seeking, I am coming to realize that the draw I find for online communities is much more curiosity than anything else cuz I don't actually pursue contact (oh, am I waiting to be discovered and carried humbly on to some pedastal to be crowned king or something?... fear of failure, fear of success, or no fear of indifference, you choose and hopefully laugh with me while you're at it)... here comes some more serious seriousness... when I feel like being loved I give some, cuz it feels as wonderful coming as it does going... and that was one of the motivations behind the previous entry (which I've linked enough for one entry, huh?) and when I go on one of my love-giving rampages, I usually find my way back to those most deserving (like annie with the patience of somebody who had an awful lot of patience, even more than that job guy... and other wonderful friends who've called and supported and cheered and challenged me along my way)... if you love me, call 407-325-1482 and let me know... or even if you just like me... or even if you don't know, but have nothing better to do... or even if you think I'm nuts and want to tell me about a good doctor you know about... or even if you just want to laugh at me... or even if you just want to prank me (could be that the serious seriousness I mentioned earlier has passed, but heck, what do I know... I know I was inspired by the open genius of this and what I want to know is... where are the tapes?... I'd like to see a best of collection... one of these days I will be hooking an answering machine up to my home phone line and then, watch out... or something like that)... I find it amusing that, ironically, because I include so many of you in my rambles, if you search for yourself, you may find me...
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