just think, this rock, roll, bounce, and doves series was a trilogy when it was first written in the RealTime� blog and it started out as just another brief entry to share one day in the life in real time with the few who care to know... and eventually, the events of the day, the concert, will be shared in this stream of babbling, but this entry even more than others showed me that I miss babbling when I am away from this diary... so when I don't have time to come here and I make time for the brief entries, the babble comes out there...

the babbler must babbler...

and repeat things, huh?...

and the next Dove wrapper said: joy is contagious... and yes it is, most certainly... and of course the added rhyme was influenced by the wrapper, but we can believe the rapper influenced the wrapper if we like... our illusions help us fall in love... our illusions bring us joy even when the world is in despair... even when most are blinded by fear, believing in love, believing you love, that brings me joy right here...

and speaking of joy, George Carlin is On Campus on TV... I love George Carlin�s brain... he articulates a clarity of reason in ways I respect and admire... I wish more would listen to him... I wish more would hear what he says...

even as I know and feel a personal joy, a wondrous bliss within me that comes, I believe, from my daily actualization of my love, I feel the deep fear and despair for this world where love is not actualized in the course of a day in most people's lives... fear limits the ability to actualize love... hunger, starvation, greed, insecurity, war, pain, confusion all limit the ability to actualize love... I believe that of the billions of people alive, relatively few people in this world have the peace of mind and faith in heart to actualize love these days... I feel it and it hurts... if at all, they barely actualize it with those closest to them, but so with repressed awareness, with consciousness limited by fear and stress and worry, it ends there...

but I shall not believe that there is no hope for humanity... I shall believe that we as a species can raise our collective consciousness enough to become aware of our fears and how they limit our awareness and ability to love... and I will continue to believe we will overcome the fear and actualize love for each other, personally and collectively as a species... and I shall believe that we will grow and learn to live in peace by actualizing the love and making the love more important than the fear...

today, as a species, we trust our fear more than we trust our love... I believe that we shall learn how to trust the love more than the fear... this is my faith in the human heart, in the human spirit... this is my hope and joy for humanity...

meanwhile, there's a fine distraction on the television... and after hearing the commercial seven billion three hundred fifty two million six hundred eight four thousand nine hundred and six times (and actually looking up to ogle at it a few times), I am tempted to buy Girls Gone Wild for $9.99 or whatever the price is (plus shipping and handling, of course)... yes, I have a strong degenerate side... I am male and extremely visual (but don�t pretend it�s just a male thing, ok?, cuz that would just make you very na�ve, uninformed, or a liar)... the reason I haven�t is because I would probably be disappointed in the actual viewing because it�s probably much more tease than actual visual sensuality...

of course I could just be pessimistic...

of course the Dove candy wrapper might have been referring to one of the girls gone wild girls touching herself in her favorite spots on her perfectly proportioned body and we wouldn�t actually want to catch what she�s got, unless it's pure joy, but then, that might be an odd thought so we don�t have to think it any more...

yeah, try to get it out of your head now...

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