the title of this entry may have nothing to do with the entry as I have nothing on my mind at the moment so let's look back on the day and find something to say about it...

got home from work (where windows are getting kicked out by kids who are running away lately... I'm happy to say we had a quiet night, but the kid who got away before I got there was still AWOL when I left in the morning... otherwise it was a typical night... in the morning I waited for the administrator who said he had a computer for me and after serious negotiations, he settled for a dollar... it's a 100Mhz machine with a 811MB hard drive... I have no idea what to do with it, but I figured the case and monitor were worth a buck... unfortunately, we're disappointed that it won't turn out to be a computer I can give to Precious for her room.. anyway, I got home from work) and pulled in to park my car and had one of those double take moments... in fact, several... there she was, bending over to pick something up and if I only had my camera with me, I'd have a new wall poster... after thanking the morning star for beautiful neighbors, I parked my car... I won't get into the physiological reactions as this is sort of a family diary...

so yeah, I park my car and am exhausted cuz I didn't sleep much yesterday and I stand there staring for a few moments actually too far away to see her face or the rest of her body and she seemed to be in that splay legged hands on the floor position forever... I was about to walk over to ask if she needed any help (oh, resist the temptation to exploring just what kind of help), she went back into her building (one building over from mine)... so I brought the computer upstairs in two trips and on the second trip I noticed her going up to the apartment office, so me being the voyeur I am and hoping to pass close enough to say hello, decided I still had enough energy to go to the gym... unfortunately, she was gone by the time I got to the gym so I have no idea what she looks like, except from behind... oh, but what a behind...

she's probably barely legal...

ironically, I was questioned just recently about my willingness to go out there (offline) and take chances and meet people... well if I can stay at the party past 10PM, I mean (see a previous entry for what that's about), next time I drive myself to the party, right...

so anyway, I get to the gym and there are two large people on the treadmill huffing and puffing while going at a slow walk... I offered them cheers and encouragement while trying not to compare the feeling they inspired with the feeling the girl in the parking lot inspired as I'm aiming for parking lot fitness, not grow old heavily and pant towards the grave... I somehow find the the energy do do 40 minutes, 4 miles on the stepcycle and exhaustion took on new proportions...

it was excellent to know I could be so suddenly turned on and inspired to push this body well for 40 minutes even though I thought I was so tired I was ready to fall into bed and pass out... I must thank her should I pass her again some morning for the wonderful inspiration... and I must buy a camera...

I did fall out as soon as I got upstairs, changed, and enjoyed the residual images of tight pants bent over so... yeah and then I slept like the dead even though they are still fixing roofs (rooves?) and making noise out there... when I woke I actually cooked dinner for me and Precious (after trying three different burners on the stove, the first two smoking because they're coated with the meat-grease that Sally leaves everywhere), and she actually did the dishes... the place is cleaner this last week than it has been since we moved in and hopefully we can get her dad to cooperate with this when he gets back from his vacation tomorrow... it's a nice change to live in a clean and tody and uncluttered space...

maybe one of our neighbors might even come by...

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